Gibberings CVIII: I've appeared in some cheap Eastern European porn mag

[parttime crackhead]

There, people try to trace an area through info on the postmark, or open the packets and letters and look for a return address inside.

Aye, if there's nothing of value.

I decided to get all organised with my tunes in Traktor. I've been at it for fucking aaaaaages now. All I've succeeded in doing so far is completely unorganising them lol. Getting there though.

 

[Mailmonkey]

Aye, if there's nothing of value.

I decided to get all organised with my tunes in Traktor. I've been at it for fucking aaaaaages now. All I've succeeded in doing so far is completely unorganising them lol. Getting there though.

Oh yeah, i can't imagine anything decent gets returned once it's been opened...

Organising tunes into any sensible system is nigh-on impossible. I gave up trying years ago. I have a folder on a 1Tb hard drive called Tunes....

 

[breakcorefiend]

got a bollocking and a hoalf and been told to pack y bsgd, my mum is fed up with my rug taking, my little bro begged for a line of oxy last night and wanted s couple blues so i gave em him, next thing i know im being woken up shouted at, little cunt ratt3d me out, why i dunno, either way tome to make plans to move on

 

[Mailmonkey]

get your shit together bcf.

 

[Allein]

Sounds a bit shite BCF, hope you have a bot of time to get yourself a place to move to. What's the chances of getting the social to find you a place since your being made homeless ?

 

[Myshkin]

got a bollocking and a hoalf and been told to pack y bsgd, my mum is fed up with my rug taking, my little bro begged for a line of oxy last night and wanted s couple blues so i gave em him, next thing i know im being woken up shouted at, little cunt ratt3d me out, why i dunno, either way tome to make plans to move on

Gutted for you, but you need to value yourself a little more and stop the rampant self-abuse.

All the best man. However painful it is, try to remember it's all temporary.

 

[Mailmonkey]

Yeah, sorry to sound a bit harsh bcf, I didn't mean it to, but you DO need to get your shit together.

As atm says, get down the housing office. You won't be priority need, but they will do what they can. Don't turn up to meetings/interviews wankered on oxy's thinking you'll get away with it, they don't like that.

You're not gonna get away with crashing with mates either if you don't sort out your blooming habit...

 

[Myshkin]

Too true.

BCF, it'd be sad to see you become another BL casualty. Living or otherwise. We've had enough of them.

 

[bogman]

sounds like your in trouble with your ma, how about ye stop the rugs for a bit and try and sort things out.

 

[Mailmonkey]

sounds like your in trouble with your ma, how about ye stop the rugs for a bit and try and sort things out.

I think this is the stumbling block

 

[Mugz]

Just got an email from the HR department at work saying I have to have a formal hearing as a result of the investigation into my sickness absences, sounds a bit ominous

 

[Ceres]

eek

 

[breakcorefiend]

I think this is the stumbling block

had a sit down with er, no yelling etc, told her the reason I'm unhappy and what I'm self medicating thing, i also spoke to the ex and had the most honest convo I've had with er, although it would change out felt good to let her kwow it wasn't her and it really was my self loathing that broke us up.

Didn't let on opiates being the prob, old her ive been doign loads of k.not strictly a lie and i had some nitrazepam..appor 100mg in 2 days 8)

 

[breakcorefiend]

Just got an email from the HR department at work saying I have to have a formal hearing as a result of the investigation into my sickness absences, sounds a bit ominous

not to sound harsh but did not you forsee this like 4 oths ago? i did

 

[badandwicked]

^ I foresaw your situation bcf when you said your girlfriends mates wanted her to move in and not you.

 

[doorknob]

Anyone quit fags with champix before? I'm on about 6 weeks smoke free and these tablets are starting to make me feel shit. Still got another month left, reckon it'll be alright to just stop them? Cut down to 1mg a day from 2mg and I started to feel a little better, not spot on though. Haven't had any today and I have energy again. No urge to smoke though other people smell a bit nicer...

Argh, what to do! I don't wanna fail cos this is the longest I've been, yet i can't go on feeling like an 80 year old.

 

[Allein]

That all sounds much more positive BCF, best to be straight with people whenever it's possible IMO and when the shit is hitting the fan anyway you have nothing to lose. I bet your ma is worried about you, reaching out to her is well worth a shot, hope things sort themselves out.

Mugz, I think you know the score when it comes to HR and absence, I'm assuming they are already aware you have had some mental health issues so outright dismissal is unlikely to be where they want to take it. I had to have a disciplinary hearing once after being off for about 3 months just because that was policy, it didn't go any further but it was still fekin 'orrible having to go over the whole thing for no good reason.

 

[breakcorefiend]

^ I foresaw your situation bcf when you said your girlfriends mates wanted her to move in and not you.

the reasom was i was getting alsorts delivered and the didnt wanna be put at risk, yet te cunt has the cheek to get weekly litres of gbl fro gemany..

 

[Allein]

Anyone quit fags with champix before? I'm on about 6 weeks smoke free and these tablets are starting to make me feel shit. Still got another month left, reckon it'll be alright to just stop them? Cut down to 1mg a day from 2mg and I started to feel a little better, not spot on though. Haven't had any today and I have energy again. No urge to smoke though other people smell a bit nicer...

Argh, what to do! I don't wanna fail cos this is the longest I've been, yet i can't go on feeling like an 80 year old.

You should be fine to just stop, as I understand it they just approximately replace the action of the nicotine in the brain. Probably best to taper down a bit over 2-3 days just to minimise any associated withdrawal.

If you haven't smoked for all that time it's going to be largely down to you from here on in, good luck:D

 

[doorknob]

You should be fine to just stop, as I understand it they just approximately replace the action of the nicotine in the brain. Probably best to taper down a bit over 2-3 days just to minimise any associated withdrawal.

If you haven't smoked for all that time it's going to be largely down to you from here on in, good luck:D

Cheers man! I feel kinda bad because I've been on them before and always failed when the script ran out and I needed to get more. I'm lazy you see.

So this time the nice doc gave me the full course so I didn't have to come back. Bit of a waste of pills but I really can't take 'em anymore...

I was under the impression they blocked nicotine at the receptors, cutting down your enjoyment then eventually you quit? I tried a nicotine patch after a few days smoke free and didn't even get a rush or any relief whatsoever, so it's doing something similar anyway.

Regarding tapering, I've just had 1mg for 4 days instead of 2mg, and today had nothing and feel good again Just worried about the cravings coming back.