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Gibberings CVIII: I've appeared in some cheap Eastern European porn mag

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Previously on Gibberings: Shocking revelations (and an explanation of this thread title)

SamhainGrim said:
Honestly, I think that's far too drawn-out and likely to lead to you relapsing. Keeping the cravings alive. If you'd been a 20-year addict, fair enough, but the w/d from this particular habit won't be as scary as you might think. It'll give you a taste of how things might end up though, definitely.

130mg a day? Wow, that's pretty shocking.
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I agree , it will be hard but you don't want to make it worse than it really is . It's a fair dose but it's only been a few months of abuse not years . Its's going to hurt but you need a bit of that to remind you what your doing . If it could be painless then everyone would be doing it.
 
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yea bit of a bit dose but i think the main reason was the fucking diaz, when im blistered on that i will neck whatever and most likely waste my stash, i have done 70mg today and its got me better and im actually feelin a bit high so maybe 130mg is a bit of an overestimation
 
well done 110mg and thats all for a good while, ended up blowing all the grinded up dust from half an 80 off my iphone by accident, but in a way i think its the greater powers telling me to stop, also dropped said 80 and tore me room up lookin for it only to find it sat in a beer bottle cap on my desk, fucking jokes :x
 
Ultimately (imo) we live in a free world and we have free will but we are responsible for the choices we make. I find it kinda gratifying to know that those slimeballs can run but cant hide from the eyewatering, karmic kicks in the balls that are heading their way.
 
BCF, just sending my best wishes mate! You can crack this shit, I managed it mate, you can defo do it! The subs will help greatly. Stay strong mate
 
Normally I only use pens designed and created for real men, in colours appropriate to such instruments of masculinity - black like my chest hair or blue like the steely glint of my eyes, or the metallic paintwork of my convertible Mustang sportscar.
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Brilliant. =D
 
aw i love that gorilla vid. At one point he or she was trying to carry that toddler underneath like a baby gorilla. I've got to say that got me a bit tearful that did lol awwww though <3

I believe in karma yes baw. I think all actions have consequences. My concept of karma is really similar to the buddhist one Crucially though I also believe in Grace ( mercy) through the cross of Christ.

You reap what you sow ( galatians)
 
Acidtek said:
BCF, just sending my best wishes mate! You can crack this shit, I managed it mate, you can defo do it! The subs will help greatly. Stay strong mate
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Cheers buddy, appreciate it, well proud of you from cracking the evil poppy! I know i can do it too, think i may swap my oxys for subs and do a taper on those cuz i dont get high on em but they stop me wanting to get higher if that makes sense.. a sort of anti-depressant sorta feeling which lasts over a day!

But PTCH had it on the nail, i just hate boredom and my old hobbies (making tunes etc) aren't appealing to me these days, so i'm stuck for boredom cures, A nice big bag of weed will help though!!
 
Persian Poetry:

“I heard that mighty Jamshed King
Carved on a stone near a spring of water these words:
Many - like us - sat here at this spring
And left his life in the blink of an eye
We captured the whole world through our courage and strength
Yet could take nothing with us to our grave.”
“Remember me as you pass by
As you are now, so once was I
As I now, so you will be
Remember death will follow thee.
 
YellowPolkaDotHalo said:
I believe in karma yes baw. I think all actions have consequences. My concept of karma is really similar to the buddhist one Crucially though I also believe in Grace ( mercy) through the cross of Christ.
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Aren't they ultimately somewhat contradictory though? I can see what you're saying and I admire syncretic approaches to religion more than adherence to dogma, but to believe in both doctrines simultaneously?

Unless you're saying the only way to stop the possible negative repercussions of the 'Wheel of Karma' is through accepting Christ, of course. Which means you're equating 'karma' with 'sin', and so lands us right back slap-bang in the lap of Christian orthodoxy.
 
^^ I like that Ceres. I'm working on coming to terms with my own mortality, I've lost 4 young people close to me this year so far. Also reminds me of what me ancient neighbour says, 'there's no pockets in a shroud'

Speaking of old people how about this by Akira Beard?

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a piece in progress. Been working on it for 2 weeks, and will let it rest for a few weeks and come back to it. This is a homage to 'elders'. Gratitude to those at the end of the path whose experience and wisdom we can learn from. The cycle of life completed and celebrated. you made it. When its finished, i'll write more in depth. until then, happy friday and don't forget to hug grandma and grandpa
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Unless grandpa is a cunt, of course :)
 
They’re not contradictory if you look at them as applying to two different states of being Sam. One state ‘the world’ has a judicial system or moral law that is based on cause and effect ( karma). The other state ‘The kingdom of Heaven’ is a realm of forgiveness, mercy and love. Theres only one way in and that’s through faith in the cross of Christ. When we become aware of our unwarranted forgiveness we become ‘new creations’. It’s one thing to take that initial step of faith though but something else entirely to remain in Him and to offer the world the best version of ourselves.

Eadds probably had enough of my spirituality now do you think?

http://www.faith-theology.com/2006/05/travelling-outside-karma-u2s-grace.html Grace not Karma according to Bono.
 
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