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Gibberings CLXXV - Talk about Phil Mitchell

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Sammy G said:
That's why it's considered an illness, and not just natural behaviour. :D



The latter. Otherwise I'd be diagnosed with a Personality Disorder rather than Bipolar. Although I would probably meet several of the criteria for one PD or another on a bad day, but then so would everybody.

Which is not to say that 'me' disappears when the condition takes hold - it's just that when it does so, it can distort your perceptions so violently that to all intents and purposes, you become the disease.
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Yeah as you can see im not too clued up on the subject haha :D I always just assumed Bipolar was a type of personality disorder. I know for someone well versed on the subject that seems ridiculous, but i never actually read into it.

So what differentiates Bipolar from a personality disorder? Because to me (a cunt with no clue on the subject) it seem as if the Bipolar is part of your personality.

Im gonna leave it at that because im sure these questions are so basic to you that its frustrating someone can be so clueless on the subject.
 
raas_2012 said:
As I said, I really don't know enough about Robins life or condition to make a judgement on his choices.
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Do you honestly think you could ever know anyone enough to judge them in such a manner ?

No one knows except the person in question, it's a private hell :\
 
spudgun said:
It's also very common for people to claim that they're 'self-medicating', when they're just exacerbating, or indeed causing, mental health problems.
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If your natural state is feeling fucking rubbish all the time though then you can understand how self medicating may appeal.
 
Yes - but it's no secret that non-prescribed drugs are only going to exacerbate things in the long run, along with causing a host of other new problems, although I sympathise.
 
Aye I never said it was a good idea.. More often than not self medication will exacerbate the problem.. Ah the joys of mental illness, ay? :\
 
Yeah - no fun. I'm sure a lot of us are running around with undiagnosed issues that some talking therapy could sort out, were it available, and stuff like this could be nipped in the bud.
 
But that takes time and patience. A lot of people (myself included) find it extremely hard to look at things long term. When you have access to something that will almost instantly make your troubles feel less intimidating, its oh so easy to take that option and say you will deal with your problems at a later date. It doesnt matter if it will cause even more problems down the line because thats not right now and right now i just want to feel good. Its obviously not a good mentality to have, but for the now, its the easiest and most consistently successful option.
 
Aye.. I've been taking phenibut for so long now it doesn't even cross my mind when people ask what drugs i take or "how long have you been sober?".. Although, to my own defence, I have found it extremely helpful in the areas i use it for..

One day, though.. Shiiiit son.
 
Fucking hell rick, make sure your loaded to the gills with meds to come off of that. I just withdraw from GBL for the 3rd time a couple weeks ago and gaba-b withdrawal is no fucking joke 8o. Oh so seductive though. Relief from anxiety, increased sociability, increased confidence, increased motivation - its no wonder they bite back so hard!
 
Some guitar shit i just recorded

Guitar Improv

Am tempted to try that GBL, barley ever heard of anyone doing it though. but it sounds like proper good stuff
 
It is good stuff - very good. Like booze, but with a nice warm euphoria in your tummy and generally more 'upbeat' and stimulated feeling. It also beats everything as a knockout aid and / paradoxically/ a sex aid. Accurate dosing is imperative though - .5ml between chatty and upbeat and nodding out.

Very easy to get into trouble with it though because it's easy to fly under the radar on it and dose without anyone knowing you're under the influence. Plus I used to buy it in bulk amounts, which is never a good idea. Personally - the w/d's were very unpleasant, but only lasted a day or so (this was after a few weeks of 3-5 hourly dosing).
 
Cheers for the info, liking the sound of that =D
 
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No worries - should be noted that it's the foulest tasting stuff known to man.

IME the best way round it is mix it with a shot of Fanta Fruit Punch and neck it whilst holding your nose.
 
Amphetamine + maintaining a G buzz by sipping, is pretty lush. May require some practice to hit target G levels.
 
Its everything booze shoulda been. I spent the whole of last summer on it. Came out each day with a bottle of orange juice and GBL mixture; slowly sipping it throughout the day and no-one had a clue!

Oh and least we forget how it mixes with stimulants - fuuuuuuuuuck 8(%)8o8(%) I know your a huge fan of stims and booze dan; wait till you get a load of this! IMO the euphoria and general sense of well-being you get from the combo is unparalleled. They complement each other oh oh so perfectly. Totally eradicates any comedowns as well. Excluding the rebound from too many doses, i found it didnt give any sort of hangover either.

All this comes at a fuuuuckin' hefty price though if you get into addiction territory. The effects are still great, but once you run out those withdrawals and vicious. From psychosis to possible nerve damage, its got the lot. Would read up on addiction stories about it and they will hopefully scare you enough to keep your dosing in check.
 
Been tempted to try GBL for a while as well, trying to heavily cut down on drinking at the weekends so have been considering getting some GBL instead. How does the dosage work if you're just sipping it over the day? Would you still put the same dose in as if you were just to down it in one?
 
Just done the degrading and fruitless walk to find a junkie to help me score.. :(

Fuckin depressed.. how this place can look so god awful and not supply me with one junkie more desperate than this one I'll never know!!

Doing wonders for the ol'sabbatical though %):\
 
I'm getting a lil bit excited reading through =D sounds like im gonna love that <3. but need to be careful. altho am usually pretty sensible with most things these days. sounds like it'll make an excellent booze replacement, tolerance is high, costs me quite a bit of money, might as well replace it with that on the weekends. will be healthier as well

Yeah spliff you know me with my love of stims and booze, golden combo
 
Scampi said:
Been tempted to try GBL for a while as well, trying to heavily cut down on drinking at the weekends so have been considering getting some GBL instead. How does the dosage work if you're just sipping it over the day? Would you still put the same dose in as if you were just to down it in one?
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I just filled up a coke bottle with orange juice and then squirted roughly 6 doses in there. Then judging by how strong it tasted i knew how many sips i needed for a decent dosage. I never once overdid it doing it this way, but i would not recommend it for a first timer as it will be extremely easy to accidentally take too much.
 
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