ponch
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My mood has dropped Instantly since getting in to work. They expect me to do work on a monday? Do they think i'm employed or something?
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ColtDan
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Nice what was it about? i've been having some pretty vivid interesting dreams recently, proper random ones. has been awhile since full on lucid dreaming though
zzz101
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was actually going to post about my nightmare. kinda it lol
Sammy G
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Ungrateful bastards.
I'm going to attribute my own lack of effort this morning to a gesture of solidarity with NHS staff.
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monstanoodle
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Mawwwwwnnnnning Yoooooooo CUNTSSsssssssssssssss!!!!
warriorOnTheEdge
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Had 500mg of o-dmt land this morning, i'm not opiate naive, but only do 20mg oxynorm 3-4 times a year, looking on here and google the dose seems to vary wildly, anyone with any experience?
(BTW assuming its as pure as stated, it comes from a very well respected RC supplier.....)
(BTW assuming its as pure as stated, it comes from a very well respected RC supplier.....)
foolsgold
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fucking typical looks like a vendor i use has decided to go bent wont answer emails phone calls or fuck all not happy need this for a sample to give to my counselor so she can get it analyzed and work out what the hell to give me
zzz101
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for real. mood swings also argh
Mine is only from a two-week etizolam binge but also used average once a week for years. with months break at times so not too bad.
damn it's heavy, some of it can be described as 'violent' flashes in my vision lasts like 15 seconds at ttime. not often. but i think that could be low blood pressure at a guess.
better than opiate withdrawal. at least I'm not going hot and cold with the legs hurting/ RLS.
Chatative
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You didn't try to wrangle a sample out of them by telling them why you wanted it did you? The 'for testing' part might not have gone down all that well...
Then again, they might just not be answering/replying at the moment. When did you first try to get a hold of them?
Sammy G
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Why do you need a sample for anaylsis? Is it some branded blend of chemicals rather than a known compound?
If that's not the case then surely just telling your counsellor what you've been taking (and maybe giving them some basic info) is enough? I've never had to bring a heroin sample with me to the clinic. Nor a sample of Jameson's either, though I have a feeling my shrink would probably be grateful for the latter.
If that's not the case then surely just telling your counsellor what you've been taking (and maybe giving them some basic info) is enough? I've never had to bring a heroin sample with me to the clinic. Nor a sample of Jameson's either, though I have a feeling my shrink would probably be grateful for the latter.
Aye, try just giving them a baggie with the chemical structure on, or the blister packs if you've been buying branded? I did the latter when I went to the docs about my benzo problem earlier this year and that was enough to get a script for an eventual taper and a referral to a drugs counselling service. Was fine with them but everyone is different I guess. Good luck, it isn't fun coming off that shit but it's infinitely better when you are 
edit: just realised I'm assuming it's benzos here. Can see why they might want a sample if it's blends or summat though, harder to explain and no instances of medicinal use elsewhere unlike etiz or whatev.
edit: just realised I'm assuming it's benzos here. Can see why they might want a sample if it's blends or summat though, harder to explain and no instances of medicinal use elsewhere unlike etiz or whatev.
foolsgold
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well looks like ive been screwed by vendor and for once i wanted the damn stuff not to get high with but so i can get an analysis done for my abuse substance nurse so we can work out what is safe for me to take for my meds bloody typical i coulded used one of the top ones and got the stuff in the morning and cheaper as well not happy
ponch
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Well aren't united utilities the biggest bunch of fucks going. They send a letter without postage so I have to pay the postage plus an administration fee to receive a letter from them telling me they need to change my water meter and they will be coming to do it on the 9th October. Due to not putting any postage on their envelope I only got the letter today so i've paid £1.53 to receive a letter telling me about an appointment which is in the past. Mega.
I realise this should probably go in the angry thread but you know what? I'm going to post it in here because i'm such a character. A real rogue.
I realise this should probably go in the angry thread but you know what? I'm going to post it in here because i'm such a character. A real rogue.
ScotchMist
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And we fuckin loves you for it to Ponch...! 
mydrugbuddy
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In general most anti depressant type meds are ok with most substances apart from serotonin releasing ones. But yeah you have to be careful what you take if they put you on an SSRI or an SNRI. You could just get the chemical name off the vendors web site and your counsellor could look up any interactions from that?
Im not meaning to say 'yeah just carry on boshing anything and everything as long as it doesnt realese serotonin you'll be fine'..... for several reasons; i dont know what sort of prescribed meds they are thinking of giving you, also i dont know what recreational subtance you are talking about, and also i thought you had made some kind of pact with the cop shop to go sober for a while. If you did do that it would also give your prescribed meds more chance of working more effectively, as well as giving your brain chemsitry chance to re-balance and re-stabilise. I didnt know until quite a long time after id started taking etiz that even benzos can reduce the effectiveness of anti depressants. 8)
Fucks sake what a shit post this is, im sorry, im struggling to say what i mean or to put it into the right words in the right order. I think i should be posting in the "I'm fucked" thread because im not making sense even to myself. My tolerance to ODT has returned incredibly quickly, for the first few goes i was nodding out for hours on low doses well below 100mg, just about 3 days later and now that dose barely touches the side, and im needing to double, even triple my dose for the same effects.
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I suppose on the positive side this means that its now gonna make it far too expensive to get my ODT habit back. Id soon be needing to spend well over £50 a day on it at this rate, which would be ridiculous even if i could afford it. As things stand i dont have that kind of money to burn on over-priced drugs. Im sure it wasnt so expenive last time it was on the market, or perhaps it was beacuse it was possible to buy larger quantities last time which made each gram a hell of a lot cheaper. Stock is so limited right now that you can only buy it in quantities of 500mg baggies. 8(
Britsih Gas are almost as bad as United Utilties imo Ponch. They phoned me up offering to put me on a guarenteed lower fixed price rate until 2015, and then straight after that my bills inreased massively, the lying bastards.
Although it did just need a phone call to explain to them that im a single person living in a small terraced house and that they were deducting far too much from my bank each month. I got £30 off the bill after that, but i still dont trust them one bit, i reckon ive still been paying far too much but the bills are still too complicated to understand properly, i thought the government were meant to be introducing regulations too make utilty bills easier to understand, it doesnt seem to have made much difference to British Fucking Gas.
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foolsgold
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no i paid for it and what's pissed me off is i was one of their very first customers and have had really good communications normally they normally send loads of free stuff but somethings not right with a few people of late not just them ive got a feeling someone is bad mouthing about something deliberately causing me trouble this last couple of weeks in one of the other forums ive been get a very cold shoulder all of a sudden
foolsgold
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sorry its for the pure stuff she reckons that their work computers wont let them in to places like this so she cant access the info
if thats true or not i don't know i dont care really if it gets me the meds i need
its because as normal they have no idea when it comes to rc and she asked if i could supply a sample for testing so that they can make sure i don't get a med that could kill me basical as she doesn't want me to just stop like that for my own health and how to handle these benzo honestly both sets of drug counselors ive had havent had a clue about half the chemicals i told them ive taken and this is the safest way to work things out
also she has me on daily a personal diary of my intake how much i bough what time i take it to and from how it made me feel and the triggers that made me want to take it
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I'm not getting this, but than I have been endulging a little the last few days
What substance do you think you have and what AD / ADs are you taking
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