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Gibberings CLXXIX - No not Mormons... morons...

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its eph and mpa i want because when she took a drugs test last week they came back blank but i was still in the 7 day period where it should of shown up

its also to do with the benzo i want medical script that can be controlled instead of me self medicating and doing stupid things i would prefer getting them in a small amount 2 or 3 times a weeks you see while i taper properly i am trying my best to be as open and honest with them but i am not sure if i am doing my self the best of good

be back in little
 
I dont really know what to think about the whole vendor and girl asking you for sample thing. to me it just sounds odd.
I mean she already has you going through the right steps, identifying why you take what you take and when and how that makes you feel... i see no point in her getting an actual sample... i mean it is only so many things it can be, and most of the RCs arent clinically/medically tested, so the prcise structure wouldnt really give her that much info. If anything, knowing what the drug does is about as close to complete information existent out there. So she can presumably extrapolate wether it s a benzo, a z drug, an amphetamine, an emphatogen a psichedelic or dissasociative, or opiates or whatever...
And FG try not to take the whole vendor thing too personally, most are only just another kind of salesman - once they see you signing the papers and your cash in their pocket they couldnt care less.
 
Morning eadd i back home after a week in hospital from my near fatal heroin od.
8 paramedics cudnt revive me in my apt and was brought back to life in resus io a & e.
Thank fuck.
Found €100 in my acc didnt knew i had got vodka redbull and crack :-) great party.
New man lo5 get xanax lyrica and zops now
 
acieed_ed said:
Morning eadd i back home after a week in hospital from my near fatal heroin od.
8 paramedics cudnt revive me in my apt and was brought back to life in resus io a & e.
Thank fuck.
Found €100 in my acc didnt knew i had got vodka redbull and crack :-) great party.
New man lo5 get xanax lyrica and zops now
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Fuck edd.. :(.... I know we probably havent said two words to each other on here but you worry me man... Please look after yourself <3
 
kingme said:
I dont really know what to think about the whole vendor and girl asking you for sample thing. to me it just sounds odd.
I mean she already has you going through the right steps, identifying why you take what you take and when and how that makes you feel... i see no point in her getting an actual sample...
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Nor do I. It just doesn't make sense.

Also, FG, it isn't a counsellor's job to provide you with medication. That's something that's arranged by GPs and / or psychiatrists, or maybe drug treatment services if it's solely a drug problem you're dealing with. From the evidence I've seen, you're not only dealing with drug problems, you're dealing with mental health problems, and any drug use on your part merely makes it more difficult to treat or even identify whatever it is that's going on in your head.

If you showed up clean for benzos on the test, I very much doubt that your benzo problem would justify a script, even for a 'taper'. Especially given the fact you've demonstrated drug-seeking behaviour before, not to mention wilful polydrug abuse to the detriment of your own mental wellbeing, and (from what I can gather) little inclination to make a serious change.

It just ain't like that anymore. Please try to take these people seriously.
 
acieed_ed -- yea steady ur roll, chief. you don't want to die.

did you feel bad after the H overdose? Or did they give you medication to knock you out the whole time. and woke up feeling ok?

I one time took too much morphine and atleast 12 beers plus few shots resulted in me feeling blued vision then felt less high/better.. can't recall if i liked it tell then, but after or the next morning; Worst drug experience ever. Thought I was going to die. almost called ambulance at the end.
So much pain could not get out of bed for almost 48 hours and not way eat any food. Feelings of opiate-like withdrawal - alcohol hangover - and also extreme exhaustion. Didn't take long to recover after that I went to work day ofter. but no way will i ever experience that again for sure! can't imagine a week out from H OverDose wtf!
 
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Damnit ed!
And you said you got xanax, lyrica, and zopiclone now? That's a fairly strong cocktail, they are all GABA agonists, and the lyrica can potentiate benzos/z-drugs by alot + has a deceptively long half-life.
They gave you a prescription for these three at the hospital?
 
if u do feel fine after you aren't out of the clear, PLUS there is still opiate residue in u 100%, taking more benzos on top is asking to get taken to the ER by ur brah's or family or abulance
 
Morning all,

Definitely feeling cool this morning. Doesn't help I forgot I turned the radiator in my bedroom down so I was freezing when I woke up!

ScotchMist said:
Fuck edd.. :(.... I know we probably havent said two words to each other on here but you worry me man... Please look after yourself <3
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Agreed. Look after yourself mate... <3

snolly said:
Thought I had uni, don't. Result.
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Love it when that happens. Especially in honours years where I might only have one 2 hour seminar that ended up getting cancelled. The most useful time this happened was after I'd been using Meph all night, tried to get to sleep at 4... maybe got 3ish hours before having to go to a seminar at 9. I hadn't prepared for it either. Got to the classroom to find out it had been cancelled. Wasn't fussed about the wasted bus fare & walk home... just glad I didn't have to suffer through it. IIRC it was my last class before the Easter hols too.
 
acieed_ed said:
Morning eadd i back home after a week in hospital from my near fatal heroin od.
8 paramedics cudnt revive me in my apt and was brought back to life in resus io a & e.
Thank fuck.
Found €100 in my acc didnt knew i had got vodka redbull and crack :-) great party.
New man lo5 get xanax lyrica and zops now
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everyone showed concern here, please take care of yourself man!

got a haircut from my sexy local barber girl. i refuse to call them hairstylists - as if that is even a real job title. not far away from sheep shearer, and i have a bit more respect for those guys - manly job handling animals.
anyway, the amount of sheer sexyness of that barber girl is amazing. tallish, skinnyish but not in an anorexic way that somehow manages to preserve all the right curves... her colleague there is also hot, shorter but more corvacious. damn, that was one good haircut. machine bussing on my head, hands genly brushing off stray cut hair, and the various feminine forms parading in the mirror.
wish i could chitchat more with her/them.
 
Chatative said:
Love it when that happens. Especially in honours years where I might only have one 2 hour seminar that ended up getting cancelled. The most useful time this happened was after I'd been using Meph all night, tried to get to sleep at 4... maybe got 3ish hours before having to go to a seminar at 9. I hadn't prepared for it either. Got to the classroom to find out it had been cancelled. Wasn't fussed about the wasted bus fare & walk home... just glad I didn't have to suffer through it. IIRC it was my last class before the Easter hols too.
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Mornin! Yep it's great innit? Really didn't fancy the trek in the rain even tho it's less than a half hour walk. Even better when shit is cancelled and you've not prepared, which happens frequently, thank fuck. Expecting a strike sometime soon as well. Nowt worse than an early morning seminar when you're hungover/tired/coming down. Well, relatively, anyway.

Girlfriend just came home unexpectedly. I hadn't locked the front door after I got in and didn't expect her back til gone 9pm so she just burst through the front door, I panicked and she came into the bedroom part way through throwing my laptop to the floor and looking terrified so I assume she thinks I was up to something, whereas I just assumed I was about to be murdered. Oh well!

edit: fuck reminds me I need a haircut. idk whether to just give up and grow it out over winter i think i will
 
Hungover again. I anticipate another day of doing absolutely fuck all. Had more fucked up dreams last night, something that always happens when I drink. Need to cut down a bit I think.
 
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Because doing party drugs during the week is infinitely less harmful, right? :D

Agreed to an extent though. Constant drinking isn't good. Neither are fucked up dreams, unless they're fucked up in a good way, obv.
 
acieed_ed said:
Morning eadd i back home after a week in hospital from my near fatal heroin od.
8 paramedics cudnt revive me in my apt and was brought back to life in resus io a & e.
Thank fuck.
Found €100 in my acc didnt knew i had got vodka redbull and crack :-) great party.
New man lo5 get xanax lyrica and zops now
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Shit, Ed, you had quite a week. Take some care of yourself man.
 
drinking during the start of the week feels like a lonely endeavour to me.
at least where im at, going out on a tuesday night is a bit of a waste really, prices are still high in clubs and the people are half as fun.

drinking constantly will also get you fat. unless you totally loose your self and dont eat at all in which case that even more problematic. pacing yourself is better i think
@classateam - hows the language coming along?
 
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