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Jesus fucking christ man i fell asleep on my lazy boy armchair, woke in in abolute agony. On top of that my doctor of a postman posted some kind of delicious cocaine looking stimulant through my door. Dunno if coke, crack of meth

I feel crippled cannae move my head an hardly my arms haha
 
Bruised two ribs slipping on a wet floor a couple of days ago, hurts like hell. A friend of mine told me about stretching excercises that might alleviate some of the pain and stiffness in the morning and evening but I haven't had any luck finding them so far, anyone familiar with these?
 
Stretching exercises for bruised ribs? Sounds extraordinarily painful to me. I'm a bit allergic to exercise, mind.

Horrid night consisting of all of an hour's sleep. And even that was broken up into 10-15min bursts. And freaky dreams too. Been having lots of those. And sleep paralysis (which was frikkin terrifying actually - only ever had that before on GBL when it felt like giant rats were crawling over me and nibbling at bits of me, this one was actually worse cos it really did feel like some demonic entity trying to drag me off somewhere - I recall trying to scream but not being able to and just about being able to lift my arm enough to poke it right up its demonic anus which got rid of it - No, I have no idea why that would be my line of attack either but did seem to work). Gave up trying to sleep ~6am and promptly dozed off on the sofa in front of some conspiratorial thingy. They really do seem to be good at getting me to sleep. Another odd, but quite true, thing.

Last night's toothache has gone to be replaced by a different toothache. Am now wondering if it's just random pains brought on by lack of painkillers. Probably, but should still potter down to dentist's in a bit and book a checkup.

/ramble
 
Your self control is most amazing, given that you still have bupe in the house! I have to flush everything before a proper kick is attempted, even with Kratom. Even then some day a few in will find me going through the baggies in the trash trying to accumulate a spoonful!

With dope proper I actually think I had to be locked up every time, be it jail , a boat, or rehab to get the job done....don't recall a circumstance ever where I didn't eventually cave on day 3 or 4 when I was trying to do it myself...

I used to commercially fish...and it was a 7-10 day boat ride up to Alaska from Seattle.....I would get on the boat properly loaded and go through the kick in misery, but it was kinda easier psychologically because there was no option to fold....add on then 3 months of the hardest work you could ever imagine and I'd be in good shape. I called it Sea-hab. Come home fit as hell, pockets overflowing with money....I'd be be back in dope in no time! Repeated that cycle way too many times!

My hat is off to you. Hope you feel better soon. Is etizolam or some such not an option for sleep due to prior benzo issues? A good 40-60 mg of lope would allow for some rest, but also prolong the recovery period...

I find all my pains from previous injuries (there have been many due to the aforementioned fishing career, and my gift for being in automobiles crashing into things) and sad shape of teeth are alll seriously exacerbated during a kick...drives me nuts, as if the pain of withdrawal wasn't enough as is!

Be well <3
 
wow thats quite some life story. I have to agree about the self control thing, i cannot do it if i have anything to hand. I have even considered unscrewing the plumbing in my kitchen sink to get at the mephedrone and kratom that was poured down the drain, and lots of it has possibly been captured in some weird freakish plumbing trap the previous owners installed. It is only knowing that attempting to recover any such residue in such a way would doubtless make me extremely ill that i haven't attempted to retrieve it, and have the substances drying out on newspapers. Re-ordering more would be the more senisble idea if i was going to relapse, but on this occasion i do not intend to.
 
Thanks, Amani :)<3

Yeah, I'm really rather surprised at going without whilst having stuff all of... about 6" from my left hand as I type. Not complaining, mind :D

I had a mate years ago who did summat similar to your "Seahab" (:D) thing. He was a diver - used to work on the bases of oil rigs so was stuck in a lil pressurised box on the sea floor for a week at a time (cos decompression from those depths takes forever so can't exactly commute daily). He said all the divers he knew did the same thing. They get paid a fortune, work all over the world, and have to have a lotta time off between jobs so spend lotsa time with nowt to do and a pocket full o' cash - frequently in East Asian countries. I can't begin to imagine how hellish it must be clucking in a diving suit on the seabed but his reasoning was the same as yours: once you're down there you've no choice so just get on with it and think of the money to come.

Y'know I actually hadn't thought of etiz. Has been so long since I took benzos it just didn't cross my mind. Don't think I'll be needing 'em cos must be more or less clucked by now but worth bearing in mind if not. Medicinal and all that. Nothing worse than being up all night knowing damn well you can fix the issue at any moment :\

Having said all that, just got back from chemists - clove oil a-hoy - but those three shelves of codeine products front and centre did rather catch my eye. One lil CWE won't be the end of me. Actually might not be much of anything given how much I managed to slosh out the cup being a clumsy cunt :!
 
"Seahab" is a great word, I'll have to remember that one.

I can vouch for the fact that our precious oil reserves are carefully and lovingly encouraged out of the sea bed by a bunch of mostly unfit lazy bastards whose only break from impending liver failure is thanks to those two weeks of enforced rehab every month. My last boss used to spend his first two days every trip shaking like a leaf and shouting at people. Actually, for about three hours on his first day he was usually still a bit pished and full of the joys of life, but that didn't last long.

I'm generalising, of course. :D
 
Blimey, Felix. Making a habit of this. Like all addiction, EADD addiction tends to involve multiple relapses. Somebody needs to invent a patch or summat.

In CWE news, tolerance seems to outweigh OTC codeine products. Can just about feel it but mainly just feel comfortable instead of sniffly and legs don't have that horrid, hollow, leaden feeling. Should sleep tonight though which is handy cos got dentist appointment in the morn and didn't fancy having to turn up right around the time I seem to be most likely to be asleep.
 
If you go camping, or go anywhere with a rucksack, or just need to connect one thing with another, be it keys or tent appendages or water bottles, carabiners are a godsend.

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Everyone should have one!
 
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