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Hi Shambles, hope you are well.
First chance I've had to congratulate you on your mod position,you are a very good addition to the team with all of your knowledge and your great way with words and people.
I have a question for you, I went onto Charlie Clean profile page as I wanted to read his posts again but it would only allow me to view the first 2 pages of his posts and wouldn't allow me to go any further than that.
Could it be because the other posts are now in the archive or is there something else stopping me from viewing all of his posts?
@Brimz,good to see you mate.
 
Shambles said:
^ Never mind those that don't understand, Nick. The Big Thing is that you didn't order peev. You, I and all other fiends know this to be true. Don't let it getcha down, you're doing great <3

(and fwiw, i'm also intending to cut back on the peev orders cos it's been virtually weekly recently and that's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much for me. yes it is at considerably lower quantity but i'm still spending the intervening time with naught but peev delivery to come on my mind which is a very, very bad sign :\)
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Yea will try to not let it me get down Shambles. Just hard, they fuckin don't know how it is for me when I look on the fuckin text MDPV, the fuckin word MDPV, when I hear/read/think that it does sum thing in my brain, you know what I mean. If they just did understand, they know how hard it is not to order it. Thanks <3

You have? U did that 1g, u did more after that or getting more?
 
^ Did the G, then another half the following week (or thereabouts). No major problems as such (nothing compared to previous peev problems anyway :|) but have noticed it's becoming a bit obsessive in my day to day mindstate and that's a surefire sign that things are gonna turn nasty soonish so I think I need to take a voluntary break. For a while at least. I can't yet conceive of a live completely without peev so need to keep it at short timespan. Overall I am pleased that at least my overall dosage is so much less than it was, but the obsessive thoughts are worrisome so time to lay off it for a while. I manages to lay off for a fair ol' while that time it really did go to shit so am hoping I can wheel it in before it gets to that stage this time. And am pretty sure I can.

(although other drugs will, obviously, remain on the menu ;))

maxalfie said:
I have a question for you, I went onto Charlie Clean profile page as I wanted to read his posts again but it would only allow me to view the first 2 pages of his posts and wouldn't allow me to go any further than that.
Could it be because the other posts are now in the archive or is there something else stopping me from viewing all of his posts?
@Brimz,good to see you mate.
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I'm afraid I'm not the best modfella to ask 'bout such technical matters. Trust me, I do not do techy :|

Try asking in Support and you should get a proper answer from the luvverly, luvverly techy folk to be found therein :)
 
Forget the question Shambles, I just tried looking at Charlie's posts again and now it is allowing me to look at his older posts whereas it wouldn't do this morning.
Hi Nick, hope you are well mate and well done on not ordering anymore of that MDPV.
Never tried it myself but from what I've read here it does seem to cause people problems.
Bedtime for me,watch some Family Guy on TV and then crash out.
Goodnight folk.
 
Nicklazz said:
Yea will try to not let it me get down Shambles. Just hard, they fuckin don't know how it is for me when I look on the fuckin text MDPV, the fuckin word MDPV, when I hear/read/think that it does sum thing in my brain, you know what I mean. If they just did understand, they know how hard it is not to order it. Thanks <3

You have? U did that 1g, u did more after that or getting more?
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I understand, not about MDPV, for me codeine n I understand how hard it is not to order.
My E-mail (PM) door is always open if you meed anyone to talk to or someone to listen to you.

Chin up, k?!
As they say.

Night for real xxxx
 
Nos da (fo' real), Evey <3

(there's probably all of four of us i can think of who know what that means without google translation - i'm in that foursome... but only just, not that that stops me posting quite lengthy posts in... Crymraeg? (man that language is so fukkin hard to get right without actually knowing of which you speak - posting that version of that word without being sure it's the right one loses me gazillion taff points if it's the wrong one :o)
 
Shambles said:
^ Did the G, then another half the following week (or thereabouts). No major problems as such (nothing compared to previous peev problems anyway :|) but have noticed it's becoming a bit obsessive in my day to day mindstate and that's a surefire sign that things are gonna turn nasty soonish so I think I need to take a voluntary break. For a while at least. I can't yet conceive of a live completely without peev so need to keep it at short timespan. Overall I am pleased that at least my overall dosage is so much less than it was, but the obsessive thoughts are worrisome so time to lay off it for a while. I manages to lay off for a fair ol' while that time it really did go to shit so am hoping I can wheel it in before it gets to that stage this time. And am pretty sure I can.

(although other drugs will, obviously, remain on the menu ;))
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Damn, year ok u seems/says ya can do it, but ya know like me when the obsessive thinkin really starts, and it is in daily mindstate like a crazy it easy can go wrong. I believe in ya and hope ya takin a break mate, a fiend to a fiend, all the best to u from me <3. But I understand ya when ya say you can't see ya self with a life without any PV right now, hell I can't see myself without it too, I just have too, I have been in sum loco shite because of it, sum really nasty psychosis and they hit me faster & harder for every time. I can't do it more, I really wish I could but no. I will try explorer myself, my brain etc with sum aMT & other psychedelics instead.




maxalfie said:
Hi Nick, hope you are well mate and well done on not ordering anymore of that MDPV.
Never tried it myself but from what I've read here it does seem to cause people problems.
Bedtime for me,watch some Family Guy on TV and then crash out.
Goodnight folk.
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hey friend, im fine or OK what ya can say hehe. But year thanks, it aint easy but I did it again, not order it that is, and that is BIG.
Hope ya well too. Sleep tight :)


Eveleivibe said:
I understand, not about MDPV, for me codeine n I understand how hard it is not to order.
My E-mail (PM) door is always open if you meed anyone to talk to or someone to listen to you.

Chin up, k?!
As they say.

Night for real xxxx
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It sure is, when ya mind hooked on sum thing, ya dream, ya think, ya talk about it all time etc etc.

Thanks for that Eve, and same goes for u, my pm box allso open, always :)

Will try get in better mood yea. Sleep well!
 
Nicklazz said:
Damn, year ok u seems/says ya can do it, but ya know like me when the obsessive thinkin really starts, and it is in daily mindstate like a crazy it easy can go wrong. I believe in ya and hope ya takin a break mate, a fiend to a fiend, all the best to u from me <3. But I understand ya when ya say you can't see ya self with a life without any PV right now, hell I can't see myself without it too, I just have too, I have been in sum loco shite because of it, sum really nasty psychosis and they hit me faster & harder for every time. I can't do it more, I really wish I could but no. I will try explorer myself, my brain etc with sum aMT & other psychedelics instead.
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Appreciated, fellow fiend <3

I know damn well I get on far better with psyches than I do with anything else but dammit those other fruits are tasty fukkers too :!

(but it is possible to limit one's intake - i know this from experience, and so do you now :))

Mela said:
Dwi'n hoffi coffi :D

And belated congrats, Sham. You'll be a great mod (again!). nn x
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Fukkit! Knew I'd left one off the list :D

Erm... Iechyd da, Mela bach... is about as good as I can do sans translator, I'm afraid :o
 
They very tasty =D

And yes it can be done, limiting the intake, for sure :)

Will go to bed now, sleep well when ya get there mate!
 
Nicklazz said:
Will go to bed now, sleep well when ya get there mate!
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That's the thing with pv. The 'go to sleep every night if you're doing pv during the day rule'. Or the 'order half a gram and chuck 450mg down the sink before you even taste it' rule.

After I'd had some real problems with pv (staying up a week and losing track of how much I'd done and ending up getting sent to the loony bin for my own and my relatives safety), I left it alone for ages and was doing mxe instead, which was making my life beaerable but at times I'd have a bit too much, and be noticeably 'fucked on something'. I got the 'I know you're taking something' chat one day and I was like 'Yeah, but it's not the same thing, it's a completely different deal and it's not going to land me up staying awake until I go nuts' and they just didn't understand. I was in a miserable situation bordering on solitary confinement and I was suicidal some days, and I neede the mxe to keep me sane. They didn't understand. I kept doing it anyway and just made sure I didn't do doses that left me walking sideways and unable to talk coherently due to mxe taking control of my tongue haha.

PV can teach you some long hard and painful lessons over time and be frighteniing in all sorts of ways, even after long breaks if you don't set out from the beginning to make sure you don't start doing all nighters or runaway doseages then it's always going to get the better of you, and yeah it seems to turn into psychotic thinking faster and harder progressively each time you do it. Doing it in the same set & setting that you were in that led to previous over the top nuttyness can be a surefire way of landing up in that nutty thinking again very quickly too.

Seen so many people have problems with it, so many people unable to control their usage of it, and so many lives nearly ruined including my own, it's something I just steer well clear of these days. Best of luck to anyone else out there who's got entangled with the stuff in a serious way. It can be overcome, believe me.

Don't think I'll be posting in here very often, been an emotional week and thought I'd just keep see how y'all are doing. Take care peeps.
 
Take care yerself, Ceres <3

Decided on a shit horror film and benzos day today. Maybe a bit of 5-MeO-DALT. Got 'Damned by Dawn' on right now and it appears to be an Australian-inspired take on The Happening. I am happy.
 
50/60mg of aMT down on an empty stomach, lets see what the proper deal is with the stuff. tunes onnnnn

From what i read its gonna be wicked
 
Sounds like a pretty perfect dose Dan, you're in for a treat, have fun :)

snolly that sounds really fun. Well especially the DALT, I'm too chicken for horror films personally =D

Second week of classes in Sydney here and I spent a night last week at the hospital for what's basically a stomach ulcer which isn't getting any better so I might have to go back to the ER tomorrow :| I always thought that stuff only happened to fat stressed out 50 year old men. Ah well.
 
^ Hehe. I had a stomach ulcer throughout most of my 20s and early 30s. They fukkin hurt :!

Mine was cleared by a specific course of antibiotics. Some fella got the Nobel for discovering that most ulcers are actually caused by infections and not just lifestyle stuffs. Although am not arguing that lifestyle stuffs were always a likely cuprit, just happens it was an infection. Over a decade of 'orrible pain cleared up in just under a fortnight. Coulda snogged my GP that week.

Good luck with whatever treatment - stomach ulcers really ain't no fun :\

ColtDan said:
50/60mg of aMT down on an empty stomach, lets see what the proper deal is with the stuff. tunes onnnnn

From what i read its gonna be wicked
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Blimey. At this time of day. Can't fault yer for keenness =D

Should be a rather fine day - enjoy <3
 
Shambles said:
^ Hehe. I had a stomach ulcer throughout most of my 20s and early 30s. They fukkin hurt :!

Mine was cleared by a specific course of antibiotics. Some fella got the Nobel for discovering that most ulcers are actually caused by infections and not just lifestyle stuffs. Although am not arguing that lifestyle stuffs were always a likely cuprit, just happens it was an infection. Over a decade of 'orrible pain cleared up in just under a fortnight. Coulda snogged my GP that week.

Good luck with whatever treatment - stomach ulcers really ain't no fun :\
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They really do fucking hurt! :(
To be fair, I only have myself to blame for getting it - ibuprofen OD last year and general recklessness with CWEs have finally got to me. Don't skip out on the extractions kids, you'll end up vomiting blood and it ain't nice :|

Thanks for the support <3 did yours just clear up completely in the end? / did you have to make lifestyle changes and stuff to avoid it reappearing?

ColtDan said:
3 hour come up aint it? 12 hour duration, might as well dose it early

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3 hours to start peaking rather. On an empty stomach you should be feeling it pretty quickly <3
 
Yea ibuprofen can cause that. I'm very lucky that I never had anything like that because I had codeine addiction and didn't want to do cold water extraction because I wanted every bit of the codeine n found the whole process time-consuming (addiction warps your mind as most of you know). Hope you're better soon I've heard from people with stomach ulcers that they are extremely painful.
Evey xxxx
 
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