Eveleivibe
Ex-Bluelighter
Thanks to Ali, Max and Evey for helping with this. Can't abide that mobile site!
Knock was the one who found that link xxxx
Thanks to Ali, Max and Evey for helping with this. Can't abide that mobile site!
Went to the swimming pool, tried a lesson of Aquagym, it's basically just excersizing in the water with the trashiest commercial house being pumped out by a speaker, I was the only bloke in the group and the fitness instructor was beyond what words can describe.
I mean I usually see women that fit on the internet, not in rea life, as I was the only male in the group she kept on pointing me out, shouting at the "harder, faster", lol almost got a stiffie while in the pool.
Anyway I have decided to make the investment and join that sporting club.
I swear my next ethylphenidate binge will be my last wankathon in a while, after that only kratom dissociatives, benzos and chasing real life tail.
At some point in my life I used to get laid habitually, as in a few weeks without I would feel shit.
What the fuck happened to me, now I'm content with a yearly shag, when that, and uppers and online porn.
Enough
What's not to like Kenny?Mental Kenny said:she'll find out I'm a junkie,
conspiracy theory nutter with nazi
tendencies before it's time
Diphenidine gets you horny?
Fuckin lovely weather today yea. luv it.
What to order? MXE or aMT? Or is this breakin the rules askin? I can't choose for myself about thisWant em both but don't got enough of tha $£€
Ended on the aMT, after last time I just have to give it a go again very soon.
God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able
For what its worth I shall no longer be posting on here for a multitude of personal reasons, as much of a great distraction this place can be or how supportive some members can be certain aspects of my illness are making using the site hard and are non contructive to my recovery. Stay safe people and take it easy. Respect to those helping others in need, keep up the good work -it makes a difference believe me. I appreciate all the thoughts and kind words people have shown.