Not really sure where to post this so just going to dump this here. Back on Friday I was posting pcp + beer=love.
Then I blacked out. My memory of the weekend is pretty confused, I think I came to some time on Saturday. I think I basically managed to get through the rest of the bag at some point, because apart from some spillage on surfaces and the empty baggie (that had been ripped to shreds at the bottom, fuck knows what had happened there) it disappeared. I think I must still have a massive amount of 3-meo-pcp in me, it'll probably take a while to process the lot. I have some vague memory of what I thought was a dissociative hole but I don't even know, could have just been me wandering about the house confused. I thought I had complete kidney failure as I was basically not passing urine at all, but that slowly seems to be coming back online thankfully.
I was obviously not thinking straight on the Sunday, the obvious thing would have been "go to the hospital", and I was toying with the idea, but on Monday I just kind of went to my course like normal, took Tuesday off sick, came back in on Wednesday but agreed to go home after lunch as I still looked sick and didn't want to "infect" anyone. I've just spent today at home.
My kidney function seems to be returning to normal as I'm eliminating the 3-meo from my system. I've felt pretty much lucid though all of this except from being weirdly detached from everything. Unless anything unusual or alarming happens, I'm not going to go to the hospital now as I seem to be pretty much recovering. I was stupid not to go at the weekend, but in my 3-meo mind I think I thought the whole stress of getting my parents involved while they're on holiday and terrifying them with what happened. Plus I thought at the time it might have been treated as an attempted suicide or something because it sounds so mental.
I'm probably going to go into my course tomorrow to submit some stuff I did at home, then I'll have another weekend for recovering.
I don't really know what to expect from this post, there's a lot more I could probably add but I'm just updating and bitching about the fact that everything went hella-tits up after my last posts on here.
Whoops. Here's hoping I continue to recover to normality I guess.
EDIT: forgot to mention, there was about 1.5g in the bag originally. I realise this probably sounds mental.... yeah it pretty much is. I feel/look a lot better today and don't have drastic kidney issue symptoms anymore. Pretty sure I'm gonna be alright but yeah... don't really know what else to say. Shit.