Hope it's not too stressful getting off it. I remember when it first started being used by Bluelighters, and everyone was amazed by the stuff, until some 24/7 users started reporting nasty withdrawals. Everyone was then warned not to follow suit, but loads did, anyway. Such a lovely high, but so hard to stop. Way more addictive than any other drug, legal or otherwise, in my experience.
I've only had a few short binges on the stuff, this year, and the withdrawals have been fairly mild, compared to previous experiences. Pregabalin, alcohol and benzos have covered any withdrawals, without too much discomfort. I'm quite glad it's illegal, because it's definitely made it harder to obtain and abuse. I've never known a street dealer sell it, because it's just known as 'that date-rape drug'. You don't want to be a dealer selling 'date-rape' drugs. It's backwards logic, because everyone that works in a supermarket, or an off-licence legally sells the worst drug for sexual assault. Sorry for the tangent, and I hope you're over it soon.