Was trying to explain the good that Ibogaine can do used as a treatment to deal with both physical and mental problems of addiction to opiates but she won't have it for a number of reasons-the biggest being that she reads/has read for many years,the daily mail and as with most mail readers,the word of the mail is law.
I would really appreciate,if anyone knows of one,a link to an article that won't be too radical for her poor melted mind but that will give some real evidence for the success rates of Ibogaine when used in an appropriate setting and as part of an appropriate treatment plan.There must be something out there that can reach her-she wasn't always been like this but at 66 she is actually starting to go proper nuts)
I have just logged on since I was on a proper session yesterday with this fine gear I am getting atm but I will have a good luck for you.
Maxalfie - I mean it mate, well done

I am so proud of you mate as I know how hard it is to stay away after years of being on it. As some people know I've been on & off for nearly 11 years now & the longest I have been off with 3 months, I would say out of the 11 years I have had a total of about 8 months gear free.
Sadly it has all come to a head last night, I have been seeing my ex before I got with Mrs Norway & she is totally anti drugs but is ok with me smoking weed but it was the gear that broke our relationship up beofre. I will call her "Bear" in this thread & Jamie Mrs Norway just to keep it easy.
Me & BEar had a great relationship & i loved her as she is a very open & supportive person & she really helped me get over alot of issues as I had not had alot of sex before I got with her, not only did she not judge me she listened to me when I was having a dark time etc, we were both thee to help each other when we had issues & we were going to move in with each other at one point.
Since I split with Mrs Norway I have been using daily & my habit is quite huge atm sadly atm on average I am using atleast a half gram, like yesterday I had a half gram & a 10 bag too. I scored this morning & got a half gram again, this gear I am getting atm is very nice, a few days ago I got caught short & could not score till 10pm, usually when I begin to rattle the vomit stage doesn't start till a good 36 hours into it, trying to kick the gear i've been using for the last few months I was having violent, porjectile vomit less that 12 hours into my rattle.
Long & short is bear found out I was uisng again last night & we had a huge row & she told me I have to STOP right away, she told me she is not going to wait for me to get a script & I have to stop like today or she is walking away from me.. She is willing to take some time off work & be with me in the lfat & "nurse" me through my withdrawl, she said if we want a future & if I really love her I will do it & tbh I know it's a big thing to ask but I am 98% sure I am going to do it. I got some gear left from this morning but as of tonight I am going to try to begin wmy withdrawl. I have 3grams of weed, 800mg of seroquel but that is it. I would have to wait at least a week to get a meth script & bear said I have to do it right away or she will walk away from me. I am not 100% over Mrs Norway if I am honest folks as that girl broke my heart & soul, she really pushed me to the edge where I was thinking of killing myself & I am not joking, I came very close too but that is not something to talk about on here so I won't but some of you will know from reading my farmaz account I trult loved that girl.
So yeah poor Bodda as on tonight is going to kick this gear, I've been using daily since mid April, the gear is of fine quality & the bags were huge, tbh folks I have never been that worried about doing a withdrawl but I know this one is going to be grim & very painfull, I know it is for the best though as I do love Bear & I think she loves me too as she is willing to come sit with me while I go through it but I am sure she aint aware of what the hell is about to happen sadly.
Of course if I am not on EADD for a while you lot will now, I know aot of you wont give a fuck & possibly even be laughing at me thinking "fucking Farmaz the prick, this will show him" or some other twisted shit as I know EADD is split between people that like me & actually understand where I am coming from & can tell when I am joking & being serious & some of you hate me but I will be back soon folks
Bodda aint dealt with that easy
Peace