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EADD-Heroin-Discussion-v-XXIII-New shit - same old problems

How did your crimbo go stee, hope it went well

hope u had a good one ructions, at least the problem got sorted out..

My main guy has had to look elsewhere for now until his main man who always has the decent comes through again which he thinks mid jan is the nearest to when it happens, but luckily the food he has to get temp is not so bad after all so not worrying for now.. everywhere else down south is absolute crap, i would say there's no more then 5-10% in most of it, i have to smoke like 5 bags to feel something, so i don't bother with any of it, i stick to what i know is the best i can get, i know its decent as his man was arrested and in the paper it stated that the purity was 57% which aint bad considering the times we're in..
 
Little bit of a dry up where i am on the out skirts out Glasgow , not major and hopefully it stays that way, saying that teenth did cost us 60 quid but it was great stuff actually , me and a mate blasted through it last night , I left the most pathetic few lines for myself , plus I swallowed 10 yellows and 1800mg of gaba, really think that the gabbas have helped , 10 yellows , when av been taking usually double that for breakfast, and the little toot i had left wasn't much at all, had a bit on the tooter, maybe just under a bag av smoked and am feeling nice and dandy, I have tried gabbas before own there own, and there are shit! But with other stuff it definetly gives you a better dunt for sure.

That was 130 between 2 of us for a good night, the 1,5 , dunno how many yellows, all I know 25s been lost, and green, was lovely just to eacape for a while and i do have the place to myself,

My mate is away getting gabbas, pregabalin, zopiclone, cash for a few bags and yellows, plus dfs, and he knows somebody who has fent patches and somebody who has diamorphine tablets, he's away trying , better bring back the goodies,
 
Okay, the following question might sound incredibly shifty if I was to have about 1 post on BL, hopefully the fact I've actually met some of us varied miscreants will alleviate that. =D

But basically, what kind of people (who aren't users themselves) actually sell heroin? I read a lot about people picking up from non-users, and that's quite a bizarre concept to me. The only people who sell drugs that I take are users of said drugs themselves, some in deeper than others.

I just can't imagine how you would end up in the shady world of selling heroin, unless you were actually a user... which I'd imagine wouldn't work out too well. Obviously I understand the motive which is to make money. But it's, well, quite a fucking strange profession to find yourself in.
 
I'm completely guessing, don't know any h dealers personally. But apart from the cash money, I reckon some people see it as an opportunity to be in a position of power/authority.
 
I've only ever bought from one other user, all the rest of my dealers have always been 100% profit driven gang banger types. It's swings and roundabouts - yes the ones who use are more likely to dip the bags but they are less likely to sell shit. It's really hard having to explain to the cunts I checked who don't give a shit about getting smashed time and time again that their heroin is garbage which Is one of the main reasons I've finally got bored with it.
 
The people I buy from are users themselves. And that's the way it should be. Would you buy a used car from someone who didn't drive? An instrument from someone who couldn't play it? Non-users can't give you quality reports. I know the bags they sell aren't being dipped, because they all just dip out of the big bag while they're making up the little ones .....

I also suspect they might be supplying someone with Power and Influence. Just a feeling I get .....
 
Yeah buddy , benzos and heroin are my vice , though heroin as good as it still is, I prefer vals now, I fucked my script over Xmas so will need to carry on using, i don't use needles , so I think am safe, but av been in a coma because of benzos , I thought it was valium, it was phanzepam cant mind fuck all for 5 days then was found in my mums taking a seiZure, ended up in a coma for 4 days, woke up Friday signed out myself Friday, took valium again Friday night , I think when I went into that coma was the first time I tried heroin but can't remember but i had an oz on me it was took of me and when they found me I must of snuck in and stole it , this answers to questions in this thread I sold heroin before i took it, i done well, but seems it wasn't enough from drawing me in, and I didn't just sell for 2 weeks lol was like 2 and half year.

After that weekend, Monday was a killer, no nothing thought I was gonna die, had some subby and probs took the edge of, but it's the valium that's the problem now not the junk, which a dunno if it's a good thing or bad???

I will be using tomorrow then crawling back to my worker asking for my script again, if a don't fail then how can a succeed? It's going to the chemist every day that's the killer if a didn't have to do that I wouldn't bother about gear half as much. But these vals, had none yesterday, was a few busts and my val was all out , all the boys got bail so back to biz lol and got my family and what a change in me, the end of the world feelings away.

What would y'all say is worse smack habit or a benzo one ? Few weeks ago I stayed of benzos for a week and crumbled, kit rattles over in a week , think av answered my own question lol
 
Bro. Seriously. If you keep mixing benzos and smack you will soon meet David Bowie and Prince. Two choices. Continue and either die or end up in prison for doing something stupid in a blackout or get off the shit....both the smack and the benzos. Doesn't sound like fun i am sure but neither does your current state of affairs.

Some food for thought
 
There are also a lot of bluelighters up there, but we are yet to ascertain whether or not they have a decent internet connection.
 
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Yeah buddy , benzos and heroin are my vice , though heroin as good as it still is, I prefer vals now, I fucked my script over Xmas so will need to carry on using, i don't use needles , so I think am safe, but av been in a coma because of benzos , I thought it was valium, it was phanzepam cant mind fuck all for 5 days then was found in my mums taking a seiZure, ended up in a coma for 4 days, woke up Friday signed out myself Friday, took valium again Friday night , I think when I went into that coma was the first time I tried heroin but can't remember but i had an oz on me it was took of me and when they found me I must of snuck in and stole it , this answers to questions in this thread I sold heroin before i took it, i done well, but seems it wasn't enough from drawing me in, and I didn't just sell for 2 weeks lol was like 2 and half year.

After that weekend, Monday was a killer, no nothing thought I was gonna die, had some subby and probs took the edge of, but it's the valium that's the problem now not the junk, which a dunno if it's a good thing or bad???

I will be using tomorrow then crawling back to my worker asking for my script again, if a don't fail then how can a succeed? It's going to the chemist every day that's the killer if a didn't have to do that I wouldn't bother about gear half as much. But these vals, had none yesterday, was a few busts and my val was all out , all the boys got bail so back to biz lol and got my family and what a change in me, the end of the world feelings away.

What would y'all say is worse smack habit or a benzo one ? Few weeks ago I stayed of benzos for a week and crumbled, kit rattles over in a week , think av answered my own question lol
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Mate when you have a lucid moment (when the benzos have worn off a bit) have a read back over yer posts for the last few weeks, it's like watching a car crash in slow motion, I wasn't gunna say anything but you are gunna kill yourself man :( please try reign it in, if not for your own sake, for yer mrs n family

Be careful man

I know it's the festive season n all that but you are on one hell of a drugbinge, do ya have any hobbies? maybe try spend a few nights a week sober doing some normal shit, will make the drugs seem even better
 
consumer said:
Bro. Seriously. If you keep mixing benzos and smack you will soon meet David Bowie and Prince. Two choices. Continue and either die or end up in prison for doing something stupid in a blackout or get off the shit....both the smack and the benzos. Doesn't sound like fun i am sure but neither does your current state of affairs.

Some food for thought
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Seems you spotted it also, It's getting painful to witness isnt it :(
 
Surprising I live a fairly decent live , that's why more problems kill me more, am housing estate kid so am in and out of a few bits and bobs that's what keeps my addiction but with the habits I can't save no money , a get clean for a month start getting back on my feet and boom am back to square one, my gf from "posher" (if that's a word) family, she has a good job great prospects and only young ish like myself , a wear nice , maybe not your nice but pretty expensive clothes, I don't look like a drug user, have so much going why can't i live without a chemical , after the feelings of morning & Tuesday till I got they vals where shocking am scared of runnin out , today , I had 12 yellows left out of 25, so went and got a bag , then went got another bag and another 25 yellows not long ago, and a nice bit of pollen, done of a bit of a Del Boy and got the 10 yellows off some one else, mine stashed by, for tomorrow haven't got my junk sorted yet, but I have a big of sub that should hope me to I see my drugs worker tomorrow again, she's a star putting me back on my subby.

Question ; do you think I should try meth for a change , can someone else to me the difference ?


It's the valium & kit mixed together, not the bag or 2 to hold me I mean smashing it , then I end up on here
 
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Do you mean meth as in methamphetamine? Then fuck no. You have enough addictions without adding that fucker to the equation. If you mean methadone then perhaps. It might give you some stability instead of what looks like constantly chasing your tail ( or is it the dragon ) and actually save your life. Or you could try subs. There are others wiser than I on the best ways to get off gear but the main factor is the desire to want to stop.

But as BCF and I have both said...and we have both seen it before. Keep doing what you are doing you will guaranteed ruin your life, more than likely spend time in prison and die way before your time. Sorry champ but to me your current life sounds like absolute shite. If you could put the energy you use in chasing drugs into something more positive then things can change.

I am not trying to be a cunt bro. Just dont want another member in the shrine. Btw BCF and Stee would be good for you to talk to. They understand your situation more than i. But i had to say something.
 
consumer said:
Do you mean meth as in methamphetamine? Then fuck no. You have enough addictions without adding that fucker to the equation. If you mean methadone then perhaps. It might give you some stability instead of what looks like constantly chasing your tail ( or is it the dragon ) and actually save your life. Or you could try subs. There are others wiser than I on the best ways to get off gear but the main factor is the desire to want to stop.

But as BCF and I have both said...and we have both seen it before. Keep doing what you are doing you will guaranteed ruin your life, more than likely spend time in prison and die way before your time. Sorry champ but to me your current life sounds like absolute shite. If you could put the energy you use in chasing drugs into something more positive then things can change.

I am not trying to be a cunt bro. Just dont want another member in the shrine. Btw BCF and Stee would be good for you to talk to. They understand your situation more than i. But i had to say something.
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No. I presume he means methadone.

Edit: oops, that'll teach me to read beyond the first sentence. As you were...
 
consumer said:
And FUBAR certainly can give you an idea about life on the gear for an extended time and what its like when you stop. Listen to these people.
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I fear that FTT may now be in too deep for our advice to be effective.


That's not to say you're beyond hope Mr.Thetoot - it's just that ultimately, you will only learn from your own mistakes.

But just in case you haven't quite fallen off the precipice yet, concentrate your efforts on sacking the benzos first. Remember, just one step at a time - regardless of how long it takes.

Edit: the reason I say this is that it's relatively easy to maintain an opiate addiction, but throw benzos into the mix and you become a suicide bomber with a dodgy timer...
 
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