benzoman12345
Ex-Bluelighter
Benzoman giving it large about stuf, haha, who took the jam out a your doughnut Brimzyboy 

Why do you post stuff like this? If anyone comes across high and mighty about benzos Brimz it is you.
I'm not trying to start an argument but all the senior mods has been trying to do is give HR advice.Again no offence to Baoooz as you do give some good advice in this thread but surely anyone who's a senior mod on here (an HR forum, shock horror we're talking HR in the benzo thread ..) shouldn't be making IV'ing benzos sound like it is in any way a good idea.
No im talking about proper amps I have access to Diazepam 10mg/2ml, Lorazepam 4mg/2ml and Midazolam 15mg/2ml,
Tempting......
Edit: Pills are for popping , end of ! (Unless were talking about CWE's n shit, that's different.
Why do you post stuff like this? If anyone comes across high and mighty about benzos Brimz it is you.
I'm not trying to start an argument but all the senior mods has been trying to do is give HR advice. Again no offence to Baoooz as you do give some good advice in this thread but surely anyone who's a senior mod on here (an HR forum, shock horror we're talking HR in the benzo thread..) shouldn't be making IV'ing benzos sound like it is in any way a good idea.
From reading what I have I'm pretty sure brimz resents the Dr who chucked him on a benzo script all those years ago.
I'm honestly so edgy and it's like my general banter and the way I carry myself without them, the way I feel inside is very edgy and worrying about lots of things
I'm getting so sick and reliant on benzos to go to work its doing my head in. After long spells of unemployment and too much abuse of various stimulants in the past I struggle to get any normal level of chat with people at work without being on drugs, be it speed or be it benzos. They are my current crutches.
The actual anxiety involved in me getting decent (ish) benzos though involved my dad catching me red handed with 50 blues this morning. I feel so guilty I've let it come to this but I'm honestly so edgy and it's like my general banter and the way I carry myself without them, the way I feel inside is very edgy and worrying about lots of things, that 100mg of Xanax in prop gycnol gave me no W/D's but even the whole process of ordering sketches me out now.
I almost feel like I'm going to just come clean completely with my rents tonight after work. I know they worry and it upsets me to put them in that position but I'm literally a different person without at least a few blues a week.
The roches arrived 50 of them in 5 x conjoined strips. Taken 4 and caught a buzz. Not sure the taste was diazepam but it's enough I now feel I can go to work.
I'm sorry if this all sounds like pathetic self indulgent post but I really do need to get a grip. It's like my mates want to try something stupid like Xanax powder in PG solution so we order it, abuse it and get nothing from it but more benzos on the brain. I'm sticking to valium from now on as the only benzo I will be using and try to get off using them for anything bar sleep.
Sammy G
Maybe there's a possibility that your benzo use is contributing to this anxiety long-term?
Bazooos
Maybe it's time to admit that you have a benzodiazepine addiction that's spiraling out of control? It's easier said than done but I think you should get on a tapering plan. I know you're currently employed so it's not the best time to be in withdrawals, but it wouldn't be such a bad idea to work something out with yourself.
Where I live, all commonly scripted benzodiazepines are over the counter.
They look like Indian Generics they could be upto 30 percent underdosed, I have had Clonazepam 2 different Indian Generic Brands and fuck me one tastes like Bananas the Other tastes like a strong ass Benzo, Lomazep and Rivitril to be specific, most Valium I've had in blisters have defoe been a wee bit underdosed, I can tell straight away been getting them prescribed for years. Still doesn't bother me, the fact that I can get Benzo's delivered to my door overnight I'm happy enough at that.
Edit: Fuck sniffing ANY benzo, water soluble or not, your lucky you can still get high from them, it doesn't last long.
They look like Indian Generics they could be upto 30 percent underdosed, I have had Clonazepam 2 different Indian Generic Brands and fuck me one tastes like Bananas the Other tastes like a strong ass Benzo, Lomazep and Rivitril to be specific, most Valium I've had in blisters have defoe been a wee bit underdosed, I can tell straight away been getting them prescribed for years. Still doesn't bother me, the fact that I can get Benzo's delivered to my door overnight I'm happy enough at that.
Edit: Fuck sniffing ANY benzo, water soluble or not, your lucky you can still get high from them, it doesn't last long.