Symmetrical Daze
Bluelighter
I talked to my psychiatrist, he said to pick between wellbutrin and prozac. i picked prozac. but there is a problem with that now, my insurance wont pay for brand name and he said i should have brand name prozac because it is 20-30% more effective. generic prozac might not even be covered by my worthless insurance too.
I've tried buspar, i am not familiar with the beta blockers. I have low energy and motivation problems and i think beta blockers may slow me down more.
As for amphetamines, i would like to try them to see if they help. I dont think i can get addicted to stimulants anyway, i have done coke and meth a few times and i don't have trouble getting off them. Problem is, no stimulants are available to me. Can they be purchased through an online pharmacy? dont reply if that is a no-no.
I dont know what the fuck i am gonna do but i have to do something. I feel so far from normal i wish i wasnt born sometimes. I think psychedelics has fucked me up... when i was 14 i tripped on acid like 20 times. and i continued regular use of it till i was 16.
My psychiatrist doesnt know what the hell to do either, he just puts me on stuff that make me weirded out or worse.
My goal now is to try to get an amphetamine to try a few times. I think if i get social on them, i will learn the skills of being social well and i can function good without them.
I've tried buspar, i am not familiar with the beta blockers. I have low energy and motivation problems and i think beta blockers may slow me down more.
As for amphetamines, i would like to try them to see if they help. I dont think i can get addicted to stimulants anyway, i have done coke and meth a few times and i don't have trouble getting off them. Problem is, no stimulants are available to me. Can they be purchased through an online pharmacy? dont reply if that is a no-no.
I dont know what the fuck i am gonna do but i have to do something. I feel so far from normal i wish i wasnt born sometimes. I think psychedelics has fucked me up... when i was 14 i tripped on acid like 20 times. and i continued regular use of it till i was 16.
My psychiatrist doesnt know what the hell to do either, he just puts me on stuff that make me weirded out or worse.
My goal now is to try to get an amphetamine to try a few times. I think if i get social on them, i will learn the skills of being social well and i can function good without them.
