i can't bring myself to do other drugs besides cannabis,benzos, or opiates. i want to do other stuff recreationally and have fun for once. i get worried i will have bad effects or a bad trip or something. i want to do stuff like mdma, psilocybin, lsd, dexedrine, etc.. but worry bout whats gonna happen. like i couldnt do a stimulant unless i knew i had some kinda downer for after and usually when i do a stim now, i immediately regret it and pop a downer.
everyones dif tho
ive been paranoid when i was younger , and a "beginer"
now im 19, i hardly get high off weed