I am just wonderin if I am alone with this one. A couple things related to weed and opiates.
Those 2 always been my major drugs that are pretty much all I need. I got my bud n my dope and Im good. they go together like salt n pepper to spice up my every day life. But there is 2 small problems, not even problems just things I noticed over time and I was wonderin if I was the only one who notices this with them self.
1. I noticed that when I am a heavy dope user that I dont smoke weed as much. now to me that is strange becuz i am a blunt a day minimum type of chick and always gotta have a smoke. i am sure that most of that is related to the fact that I dont spend money on weed when all my funds are goin to diesel. buuut, even when i can smoke for free, I aint that interested in it as I was. I aint as much of a huge stoner when I am a huge dopehead. I guess u only got room for one love at a time or somethin. IDK.
2. When I smoke weed and am gonna do dope ( I am a IV user) it is actually HARD to do my dope sometimes. Of course if Im sick its different but say I have been getting high all day on dope and then its time for another shot becuz I want to get a little higher. Well I get that shot made up and then its like almost hard to put it in my arm. Of course I do it but when Im sober and do a shot its like 1 2 3. when i am blazed, i actually start gettin all deep on it even without wanting to. like "Wat the fuck is wrong with me?? Im stickin NEEDLES IN MY ARM! This shit aint normal!"
I never have those thoughts when I do dope alone. but when weed comes into the mix its like it makes me second guess myself and why Im doing so much dope and why I think its totally normal n acceptable to shoot up heroin multiple times a day. Like it just really makes me think alot about wat Im doin, unconsciously not like I try and think this way.
You know the way that when u gotta drink a nasty shot of liquor u b like , ok let me just get this over with. you sit there lookin at it for a minute kinda lookin at it sideways and then b like OK GO and slam it. Its the same way for my dope shot. Like i will be hesitating to stick it in my vein and have to just make myself do it, I actually feel the needle hurting me and in general it just a really weird feeling. i was wonderin if anyone here is the same way. I kno my cousin agrees with me, she is a dopehead and she hates to smoke weed cuz she says it makes her think too much and feel too bad about all the shitty stuff she done to get dope. Me I still smoke I just find that the weed and dope kind of clash sometimes. Once its done tho the high together is niiiiice and thats why i keep doin it even with all the weird thoughts:D
anyways tho Id b really interested to see any of yall with the same thing goin on....My fellow mods, if yall feel this could fit better in DC go head and move it but I kno that we got our heavy concentration of opiate addicts in here and that is my target audience so I thought Id get more/better responses in here. thx
Those 2 always been my major drugs that are pretty much all I need. I got my bud n my dope and Im good. they go together like salt n pepper to spice up my every day life. But there is 2 small problems, not even problems just things I noticed over time and I was wonderin if I was the only one who notices this with them self.
1. I noticed that when I am a heavy dope user that I dont smoke weed as much. now to me that is strange becuz i am a blunt a day minimum type of chick and always gotta have a smoke. i am sure that most of that is related to the fact that I dont spend money on weed when all my funds are goin to diesel. buuut, even when i can smoke for free, I aint that interested in it as I was. I aint as much of a huge stoner when I am a huge dopehead. I guess u only got room for one love at a time or somethin. IDK.
2. When I smoke weed and am gonna do dope ( I am a IV user) it is actually HARD to do my dope sometimes. Of course if Im sick its different but say I have been getting high all day on dope and then its time for another shot becuz I want to get a little higher. Well I get that shot made up and then its like almost hard to put it in my arm. Of course I do it but when Im sober and do a shot its like 1 2 3. when i am blazed, i actually start gettin all deep on it even without wanting to. like "Wat the fuck is wrong with me?? Im stickin NEEDLES IN MY ARM! This shit aint normal!"
I never have those thoughts when I do dope alone. but when weed comes into the mix its like it makes me second guess myself and why Im doing so much dope and why I think its totally normal n acceptable to shoot up heroin multiple times a day. Like it just really makes me think alot about wat Im doin, unconsciously not like I try and think this way.
You know the way that when u gotta drink a nasty shot of liquor u b like , ok let me just get this over with. you sit there lookin at it for a minute kinda lookin at it sideways and then b like OK GO and slam it. Its the same way for my dope shot. Like i will be hesitating to stick it in my vein and have to just make myself do it, I actually feel the needle hurting me and in general it just a really weird feeling. i was wonderin if anyone here is the same way. I kno my cousin agrees with me, she is a dopehead and she hates to smoke weed cuz she says it makes her think too much and feel too bad about all the shitty stuff she done to get dope. Me I still smoke I just find that the weed and dope kind of clash sometimes. Once its done tho the high together is niiiiice and thats why i keep doin it even with all the weird thoughts:D
anyways tho Id b really interested to see any of yall with the same thing goin on....My fellow mods, if yall feel this could fit better in DC go head and move it but I kno that we got our heavy concentration of opiate addicts in here and that is my target audience so I thought Id get more/better responses in here. thx
