It may have been a dove actually... At this time (early 90s) I think both types were available... I just assumed it was a mitsubishi cos they were a bit more prevalent in the north east at the time...
Yeah TBH mate not that much scares me but the thought of being spiked with acid and thinking you're losing your mind would terrify me..
Psychedelic drugs scare me anyway as the thought of having a bad trip and wanting it to end but not being able to make it end is enough to keep me well away from anything like that....Just doesn't sound like "fun" to me.
As you know mate I've had my share and pharmaceutical opiates and then some and they are relaxing and enjoyable to an extent but thinking the world is made of lego and giant rats are coming at you from out of the walls doesn't sound like my idea of fun..
Regarding the E incident....once I'd calmed down and realised there wasn't much I could do about it we all went clubbing and the rest of the night was ok but as I say I never wanted a repeat...Just wasn't my thing I suppose. Just like weed, alcohol, stims etc.. aren't my cup of tea either.....it's each to their own isn't it really....
Edit...yeah I know meth isn't just stronger caffeine and they work on different neurotransmitters but I'm very sensitive to hyper-noradrenergic reactions to things...it's one of the reasons why my methadone detox was so painful and why clonidine helped me so much...
If I'm 100% truthful and you put some crystal meth in front of me now I'd be curious but nor so curious that I'd ever bother to go and seek it out. Perfectly honest with you mate, my life's a big enough mess as it is without adding things to make it even worse.... I'm really struggling at the moment bro.... And I mean really, really struggling