Damn Youngen
Bluelighter
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....righto. Strange people. I useally hug people so its no diff for me... Except people tend to be more giving of hugs
up all night said:I don't think pills make you more open and honest necessarily. They make you more lovey and you say shit you don't mean and get along with people who you think are wankers... how honest is that?
Raz said:
This weekend just gone I was at a gay bar which shall remain nameless, and was pleasantly surprised to have chatted with a couple of straight guys who were there either by themselves or with their girlfriends, and were having a really good time with no hangups. One of them was even giving some dude a pep talk on picking up guys. I love this because it's so awesome to see people relating to one another as people and there being no stupid barriers stopping people from being friendly and open with one another.
...Not that I'm saying straight guys as a rule AREN'T friendly and open, just that it's great that ecstacy is sometimes able to cut through bullshit social conditioning and just let people really be themselves.![]()
ummm yeh? said:No offence but if any of my friends came up to me whilst off chops and tried kissing me or holding my hand they would get told to fuck off
mr_p said:I don't understand... whats wrong with "the gays" ... its all the experience of life ... any negative dogma is all in your head !!
anyway ... at a forest party a few weeks back ... I took a friend to his first eva doof.. I ate half and saved half for sunrise .... but my mate was keen to get into the gear.. so he dropped away (quality pils btw!)
.. well he hadn't taken ecstasy since last year.. and thus, was as loved up as a freak'in-peak'in care bear!! (to say the very least)
so i'm sitting there, chopping up a mix, settling in to the groove of things... feeling quite content with life ... when out of no-where, my peak'in buddy runs up to me, practically jumps on me ... and gives me a woppin' big kiss 'n' cuddle... if it was't a doof .. anyone woudn't thought he was boyfriend !!!
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although i wasn't peaking as much as my mate ... It stilll brought a huge grin to my face !! (i'm completely comfortable with my sexuality and so is my friend) ... so naturally I loved this new experience !!! I packed him a bong, .. .and as soon as he'd ripped i felt i needed to return the love (more kiss'n'cuddles!) and we had a little chat about how awesome life is, and how the E' experience is really just your true emotions, intensified ten fold!!
this wasn't some kind of uncomfortable situation ... it was one of those ... FUCK YEH ... were having a magical moments in the forest ... and drugs have stipped away the bullshit conditioning we all acquire through the enculturation process!
... and my friend had just expressed his strong friendship with me ... the best way he could at the time !! (it was a bit sloppy, but i still loved it!!)
.... the ecstasy experience has got nothing to do with being gay, but i can see how insecurities my rise for some people who, through the loss of inhibition, are doing things that society says they shouldn't be ...
but from some peoples perspective's ... i guess my friend and I had a chronic case of "the gays"
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peace~! to peoples of all sexual persuasions .. !!!! as long as your having fun ... and not hurting anyone .... whats the big deal !!!!