Notsoprettyinpink
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 15, 2016
- Messages
- 141
And all the same to you, Justin. I appreciate people like you. No one better knows what it feels like more then someone going through the same exact thing or who has been through it. To the judgemental? We're just "junkies" who shouldn't exist anyway.Lol thanks sorry I wasn't on much today same deal with notsoprettyinpink just a rough day but I'm making it. I was born and raised in Detroit so I know all about Canada its alot easier for sure but you still wanna quit so it's not easier mentally. Sucks to because I know alot of people that have children get free childcare and abuse the system. They get free Suboxone i guess I gotta have another child. (Jk)
I'm gonna go out tonight and try and meet some new friends because I have none yet , just my alcoholic beverages neighbor lol. But it's better sitting In the house. I also took actions in disposing certain things around me I dont really need anymore and I'm ok right now. I do still have a Suboxone and 2 kps left I'm actually surprised I haven't taken anything in 2days but its starting to hit me now fairly quick. You guys really help alot I'm not know kidding 100%. Helped me so far! For that I am in your guys debt.
And yes I went 6 days without sleeping and eating it was horrible! By the time I did eat I had to force it down and I threw up all night it was horrible. And your eyes need rest like your body obviously. You start seeing shit that isnt there, headaches the whole nine. All in all addiction sucks and I wish I just stayed to smoking weed like I use to. But you live and learn. Thanks again you guys I really appreciate you!
Haha, and look how badly I, myself, contradicted myself within myour own thread about why do some people come on here? Yesterday I was seriously just like; "fu*k life". I'm only adding that here since you said you were feeling that way earlier.
I finally got about 4 hours of sleep, woke drenched in sweat and had multiple "drug dreams". I want to sleep so bad but now I'm just flat out fearing it. Hopefully you don't have to go through it when you finally do sleep.
Anyway, it's nice to hear you're going out. Just be safe
Much love,
Bernadette