Lysis
Bluelighter
Level 7 bitches. Skyrim alllll day errrrrr'day. This weekend is all about the Skyrim.
What up, bluelight?
What up, bluelight?
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Lysis
Bluelighter
LOL That's exactly what I posted on my FB status before I started.
Cyanoide
Bluelighter
I wrote about my uncertainty about my sexual orientation in a thread I created some time ago. I've now come to the conclusion that I am bisexual. Frustrating when you have 2 year periods when you are attracted to only one gender. It fools you. Hard to be in a relationship when you wake up one day and feel attracted to the other gender than the one you're in a relationship with.
Oh well, escitalopram has taken away my sex drive totally anyway. Only stimulants and a few psychedelics make me horny.
Oh well, escitalopram has taken away my sex drive totally anyway. Only stimulants and a few psychedelics make me horny.
spoiler: assassin guild / dark brotherhood quest line is a huge dissapoint (at least, if yer expecting Morrowind...)
B1tO'RoughJack
Bluelighter
good to hear you cleared your head up. I myself did the same, and am comfortable being bi now. completely.
gonna fuck a dude for the first timme today - bottom and top - gonnna be a rightlaugh, I been thinking bout this one for 2 years!
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Beachcat
Bluelight Crew
Jack, how did the man- fucking go?
Lysis
Bluelighter
Duuuuude. LOL I was about to start that. I've been doing thieves guild quest.
MAJOR RANT:
Ex-bf/roomie starts the game. He plays on my fucking profile. I tell him "Don't play on my profile, because we will accidentally overwrite each other's games. Play on your own." He throws out some herp derp bullshit about needing to install the game on his profile. I'm like "Don't be dumb..that's retarded and untrue." Asshole keeps playing on my profile, and I bitch that it's going to happen.
So, I accidentally (really didn't mean to) overwrite his game. He loses an hour, no biggie, but I feel bad and tell him "See, I told you it would happen..really sorry though." What does asshole still do? Keeps playing on my profile, and overwrites my game so now I lost hours of play time.
Fucking moron. This guy needs to GTFO of my damn house. Fucking mooch overwrites my damn data after I told him to GTFO of my damn profile. It's just one more nail in his coffin of homelessness.
Max Power
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one of the nerdiest rants of all-time.
pharmakos
Bluelighter
you must not know many nerds
B1tO'RoughJack
Bluelighter
It was funny.
Not hot. Funny. I wrote in the just had sex thread a bit more.
made sure I blew as quickly as possible and got out of there( the hole not the house
) - it was rough and animalistic, but there wa no real excitement felt like when I fuck women, it was however quite tender before and after - simply because I chose to do it with an old acquaintance I hadn't seen in ages and started to again.Also he wouldn't top me! I spent 15 minutes cleaning myself and he wouldnt grrr...
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i had the issue with my girlfriend. we solved it with oblivion by making 2 user accounts on windows - her save games went into her documents, and mine into admins documents.
of course skyrim is designed for piece of shit troglodyte console user experience, so this is now irrelevant. what you can do is 1) always save new games and dont save over existing files 2) use steam cloud to backup your games 3) occasionally copy the contents of the save folder within steam into some other folder on your drive, organize by character name.
this way i have 2 diff assasins, a tank, and a mage i can swap back and forth by just copy+pasting the save files to their respective locations.
three cheers for video games > sex
im totally kidding...
it actually doesnt matter anyway. while the game engine and playable world are sick as fuck, the content is minimal. you can beat the main questline in about 2 hours if you try hard, and also the ending is so lame youll sit there expecting the ending to happen, eventually decrying "wtf that was it?!" same goes for all the large questlines, theyre so fucking short that the moment the story gets deep, its over. in addition, playing the game in the absolute hardest difficulty mode is only challenging for a mage, and even at that, not at all once you have some nice spells. assassins hardly have a tough time on highest level difficulty, and the game with a tank is just laughably easy.
warewolf mode was hugely disappointing. it was basically the only time something could kill me
. i havent tried being a vampire in this game yet tho. though my boss is tellin me that theyre making some uber expandable content for skyrim to come out. they usually have at least 2 expansions per title anyways.
you simply lack an appreciation, thats all. IME the sort of storytelling and otherwise litarary fictional value of video games superscedes most film media ive ever been exposed to. if i had zero appreciation for games and thought the whole thing was "Call Of Duty" recruitment for dying for the military industrial complex, id think gaming was pretty lame too. i think people that actually pay money, let alone the AMOUNT of money, to view hollywood films in a movie theatre are insane and incomprehensible. go figure.
plus i built 3D Game engines in college, and i love jumping into new 3d worlds and seeing how shitty the programmers were, or how their deadlines demanded a sub-par release in return for profits. im very much an art vs entertainment person, and few games anymore have real artistic value. i love to be challenged on this argument, but rarely does a title come out that i wouldnt decry mass suckage. I dont play video games to loose myself in them, i play them to see if someones actually created a legit interactive and open ended piece of software. I also write software for a living, so this more or less affects my clinical analysis. Fun factor is a tertiary concern, though still a major one.
skyrim id give 6/10 to, which is saying a lot. rarely do i come across games anymore that id give more than 2-3/10 to. morrowind (2 "episodes" before skyrim) was probably one of the best games ever made, so im hoping the skyrim expansions make an attempt to live up to that. i was fanatical about that title, and its partially responsible for the amount of Fentanyl and Oxycontin i whored away in college.
im also the kind of person who hikes through jungles with nothing more than fruit, water, and a machete. ive climbed a few mountains, even glaciers. Im a worshiper of the Natural world. i also dont sit around and fantasize about "being a knight or a wizard" or shit like that, I am one. I have my own swords, polearms, and other melee weapons, and am rather proficient in empty handed combat. Im also an extremely sexual person and have a hell of a lot of "social" relationships.
but fuck yah do i love weed and video games. i get shit for it a lot, mostly from people who are way way more boring than i am (not talking to you dude).
but for real if anyone is going to rip on gamers, "DO YOU WATCH TELEVISION?" seriously dont even need to answer that one out loud. if you dont recoil with a resounding "HELL NO!" then any argument you have is utterly invalid!
That's fair.
I'm not slagging the immersive nature of the games. I would rather have more real experiences than experience reality based emulations.
I used to do bong rips and play Tony Hawks Pro Skater II for hours and hours. That was quite some time ago.
I actually read quite a bit of non-fiction. I make little time for any television viewing outside of the History/Science/Discovery Channels.
Now I like to get high and watch C-Span 1 or 2 for hours and hours.
/nerd
I'm not slagging the immersive nature of the games. I would rather have more real experiences than experience reality based emulations.
I used to do bong rips and play Tony Hawks Pro Skater II for hours and hours. That was quite some time ago.
I actually read quite a bit of non-fiction. I make little time for any television viewing outside of the History/Science/Discovery Channels.
Now I like to get high and watch C-Span 1 or 2 for hours and hours.
/nerd
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Lysis
Bluelighter
i had the issue with my girlfriend. we solved it with oblivion by making 2 user accounts on windows - her save games went into her documents, and mine into admins documents.
of course skyrim is designed for piece of shit troglodyte console user experience, so this is now irrelevant. what you can do is 1) always save new games and dont save over existing files 2) use steam cloud to backup your games 3) occasionally copy the contents of the save folder within steam into some other folder on your drive, organize by character name.
this way i have 2 diff assasins, a tank, and a mage i can swap back and forth by just copy+pasting the save files to their respective locations.
three cheers for video games > sex
im totally kidding...
it actually doesnt matter anyway. while the game engine and playable world are sick as fuck, the content is minimal. you can beat the main questline in about 2 hours if you try hard, and also the ending is so lame youll sit there expecting the ending to happen, eventually decrying "wtf that was it?!" same goes for all the large questlines, theyre so fucking short that the moment the story gets deep, its over. in addition, playing the game in the absolute hardest difficulty mode is only challenging for a mage, and even at that, not at all once you have some nice spells. assassins hardly have a tough time on highest level difficulty, and the game with a tank is just laughably easy.
warewolf mode was hugely disappointing. it was basically the only time something could kill me
though my boss is tellin me that theyre making some uber expandable content for skyrim to come out. they usually have at least 2 expansions per title anyways.
I'm still so pissed about losing hours and hours of gametime that I haven't played at all. lol
I should have just saved new files, but I did that with Final Fantasy and ran out of disk space. lol
i try and force myself to read fiction. but ive got to finish a few more sex and anthro books, and then i am hankering to finish Arrian's works on Alexander, and then finally onto Cambridge University's history of the Armies of the Caliphates.
if i had the cash id actually get the entire Cambridge Uni Press: History of Iran, but its like $1200, and id rather buy a more swords and a computer.
if i had the cash id actually get the entire Cambridge Uni Press: History of Iran, but its like $1200, and id rather buy a more swords and a computer.
Cyanoide
Bluelighter
I really want to do it - have sex with another man. My sex drive has at times been totally suppressed by SSRI's and other meds the last 7-8 years though. I've mostly felt any sexual energy (i.e. being horny) with stimulants (which are destructive for me, and I really try to avoid them) and a few psychedelics. Now I've quit escitalopram and hope my sex drive will awaken again. Haven't had any interest in sex now for months.
I did have have an extremely erotic experience a few weeks ago - on DMT! I had sex with entities but I really don't know what they were. They were just very seductive and vibrated with sexual energy - probably a projection from my unconscious because of all suppressed feelings from escitalopram. Basically my brain telling me I'm a sexual being after all.