i remember seeing you around shortly after i got invega, the days where people would be up til four am messaging because of the restlessness. i don't remember my old username though unfortunately. anyways, it's nice to see you also made it.
there was a time where i was constantly bedridden, walking back and forth in my living room for hours. even needing help bathing myself because my bones were brittle and i had severe pain all over my body with constant spasms. i spent my twentieth birthday in my room all day with severe anhedonia. i watched the people closest to me say i'm basically insane while they agreed with the doctors. i was hospitalized three times after invega.
now that i'm on the other side, i feel like my eyes are truly open to how this world works and how to avoid this ever happening again. i got accepted into a great university. i went from 215 lbs to 160 lbs, being quite tall. (i recommend keto.) i sleep full uninterrupted nights. i look forward to things again. just to note some of my recovery.
i guess i just wanted to see how everyone else was doing since there have been tough, depressing times on this forum. with that, never lose hope and believe in recovery.