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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Trueart2 said:
I’ll buy BO7 when it comes out. I got a PS4 but it’s cross-gen and cross-play. Probably the last iteration of games that will be cross-gen for PS4 & PS5
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You are in US servers and @Invegatorture is into EU servers, idk if you guys can play together.. Anyways i got a little bit emotional when you said “i got a ps4” because you deserve a PS5 PRO and even more that a stupid console because of what you are going trough..

I want to hug you and every guys inside here because if I think what they did to you all it just broke my heart and reading so much desperation and pain just made me feel sad for what They did to you all and angry to these motherfuckers who did this to us..

Just stay away from psychiatry until you hate yourself and you want to be in in agony, and even if you suffer from psychosis there should be something else than a chemical amputation of the brain to cure that. Stay away from this death industry please.
 
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rawbanana said:
I am so tired of this. I am miserable. All of my joy and natural instincts have been taken. This drug is like a parasite that sucks all of your happiness away.

I don’t want to just learn how to live with this new normal and accept what I’ve lost. I don’t want this life at all. I understand why @brokenself did what he did because if I had the chance I would do it too

I’m glad you are all able to find some meaning and reason to stay alive- I just don’t relate. I have no desire to continue living anymore. I just want the pain to end
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You have to endure until 18-24 months, if you are lucky then it can become more easy before, i’am only 5 months ahead of you so i know exactly what it feel to be at 10 months with all the sympthoms you have because basically we have the same. Just hold on because you don’t know how strong you are, you are underestimating yourself, just smoke a cigaret and look yourself on the mirror and start to realize what a warrior you are.
 
rawbanana said:
I am so tired of this. I am miserable. All of my joy and natural instincts have been taken. This drug is like a parasite that sucks all of your happiness away.

I don’t want to just learn how to live with this new normal and accept what I’ve lost. I don’t want this life at all. I understand why @brokenself did what he did because if I had the chance I would do it too

I’m glad you are all able to find some meaning and reason to stay alive- I just don’t relate. I have no desire to continue living anymore. I just want the pain to end
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Stay strong, it might be a longer recovery, but you will recover.
 
This stuff has made me mute I can’t even communicate properly. I have nothing to say. Words used to come freely to me.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
You are in US servers and @Invegatorture is into EU servers, idk if you guys can play together.. Anyways i got a little bit emotional when you said “i got a ps4” because you deserve a PS5 PRO and even more that a stupid console because of what you are going trough..

I want to hug you and every guys inside here because if I think what they did to you all it just broke my heart and reading so much desperation and pain just made me feel sad for what They did to you all and angry to these motherfuckers who did this to us..

Just stay away from psychiatry until you hate yourself and you want to be in in agony, and even if you suffer from psychosis there should be something else than a chemical amputation of the brain to cure that. Stay away from this death industry please.
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We could still play together but one of us will have a bad connection/high ping. Which isnt great when playing call of duty.
 
@Invegatorture and others who recovered ..most feel recovery around month 6. My question is, how are the energy levels and other things for5 months...what does it feel like for the first months you didnt recover?
 
Invegatorture said:
We could still play together but one of us will have a bad connection/high ping. Which isnt great when playing call of duty.
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Yeah it ain’t no big deal when it comes down to it though, @RisperdalConsta50mg hope you get BO7 too. If you get 2 hrs of gameplay you paid like .50 cents per minute for the gameplay. Once you play a game for about 12 hours you get more than your moneys worth. I’m a legend any server so it won’t matter
 
Trueart2 said:
Yeah it ain’t no big deal when it comes down to it though, @RisperdalConsta50mg hope you get BO7 too. If you get 2 hrs of gameplay you paid like .50 cents per minute for the gameplay. Once you play a game for about 12 hours you get more than your moneys worth. I’m a legend any server so it won’t matter
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I’am not really into PvP Games, i’am more likely a PvE / Single players gamers, and this month that come i have to move and change home so i won’t have time to play and i want to save money because i need new forniture and i also want to get another cat for my cat so she is not lonely and can play and share love with another cat, i also want to buy a lots of things for them like cat-castle, and things like that so for the moment i won’t buy BO7..

Hope one day when we are healed we can smoke a joint while playing BO7 or anything else together and be happy that we made it to the end 🤜🏼🤛🏼
 
Trueart2 said:
Yeah it ain’t no big deal when it comes down to it though, @RisperdalConsta50mg hope you get BO7 too. If you get 2 hrs of gameplay you paid like .50 cents per minute for the gameplay. Once you play a game for about 12 hours you get more than your moneys worth. I’m a legend any server so it won’t matter
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Bet bet we can play EU servers then 😂

BO7 is out in 2 weeks. Do you have BO6?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I have applied for a job and it would require an evaluation. I dont feel cognitively fit to do it or the job.
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I didn’t need an evaluation for my job so what I’m saying may be unhelpful, but I felt that I wasn’t fit for it either after being hospitalized and getting injections and people just took me for being quiet and shy and didn’t think much of it, and told me I was doing well work wise. Have you tried doing an at home test to give you a general idea of how you feel? I feel like these types of fears end up being mostly internal from my experience dealing with anxiety and depression. I do mind stimulating things like sudoku to pass the time and I’m pretty good at the hard puzzles so invega hasn’t taken away my ability, just my confidence
 
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