Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[destroylonely]

it's relatively easy to find, i just looked up 'niacin' on google and found a few different brands. pill form, yeah. i don't know if it will work 100% because i haven't tried it, but i just wanted to mention someone said it helped them feel substances again. might try it sometime.

but again take everything with a grain of salt because someone else recommended l-tyrosine and that shit did nothing for me at all.

 

[okthen]

I tried st johns wort and cbd in the first months off injection, since many recommended them, didn't notice any improvements. Tried both for a few months only though.

 

[destroylonely]

I tried st johns wort and cbd in the first months off injection, since many recommended them, didn't notice any improvements. Tried both for a few months only though.

did you find anything able to help you? or did you just accept it and let time pass by. niacin, l-tyrosine. st. johns wort, so many things people recommend.

 

[okthen]

did you find anything able to help you? or did you just accept it and let time pass by. niacin, l-tyrosine. st. johns wort, so many things people recommend.

I honestly don't think I'm much better haha. I'm maybe slightly better these past few months. I do get out more, heavily neglecting my teeth and such still tho. I'd say the best thing I've found so far is weed. I don't feel it much, but it seems to take away a bit of the horrible baseline feeling. Tried some d9-distilate vaped, felt nothing. Tried decent dose of edible weed, felt nothing. Tried a few popular stimulants, felt nothing. Normal flower weed seems to help the most I've found so far. St johns wort seemed to do nothing. Cbd oil gave me crazy allergies, watery itching eyes find of thing but did not seem to help. My muscles did feel relaxed on the cbd.

I've also gave my eyes something to do like @maryjaneforever recommended, but instead of tiktok, I've been using YT shorts to try take in some small easily digestible content. I also try justvbe outside/ out my house at least few hours a day, wasn't doing that as much in the first few months.

 

[destroylonely]

I honestly don't think I'm much better haha. I'm maybe slightly better these past few months. I do get out more, heavily neglecting my teeth and such still tho. I'd say the best thing I've found so far is weed. I don't feel it much, but it seems to take away a bit of the horrible baseline feeling. Tried some d9-distilate vaped, felt nothing. Tried decent dose of edible weed, felt nothing. Tried a few popular stimulants, felt nothing. Normal flower weed seems to help the most I've found so far. St johns wort seemed to do nothing. Cbd oil gave me crazy allergies, watery itching eyes find of thing but did not seem to help. My muscles did feel relaxed on the cbd.

I've also gave my eyes something to do like @maryjaneforever recommended, but instead of tiktok, I've been using YT shorts to try take in some small easily digestible content. I also try justvbe outside/ out my house at least few hours a day, wasn't doing that as much in the first few months.

did you know if at first weed gave you anxiety? about a month after my injection i had crazy anxiety when smoking weed, but i think now it's gone away. maybe just a me thing. also you've got me thinking. ever since i started cbd i've been having watery eyes, itchy throat and such. maybe we're in the same boat.

 

[InvegaAnon]

2025 will 100% be semen retention . Imagine this turns into me finding a job, going back to school, volunteering, just being a better version of myself. Porn is so wicked , no wonder its being banned all over the US.

It's being banned in order to target certain groups of people and to censor entertainment that has sex scenes, don't be stupid. Everything LGBT+ is going to be labeled "pornographic" and banned, just like how Russia did it. Don't let prudes and homophobes run the show. If you think porn is bad, then don't watch it, supporting its ban would introduce new limits on free speech.

 

[okthen]

did you know if at first weed gave you anxiety? about a month after my injection i had crazy anxiety when smoking weed, but i think now it's gone away. maybe just a me thing. also you've got me thinking. ever since i started cbd i've been having watery eyes, itchy throat and such. maybe we're in the same boat.

I remember asking someone here if weed had always worked for them and they said it made sideFX worse at first. I'd say mine was more of that or just nothing rather than anxiety. Like I had this really spacey feeling right after injection and found it hard understand what people said, I'd say the weed made this worse at the start. It was either nothing or just this weird uneasy feeling and made understand people worse. Thinking about it, that understanding people issue post-injection seems to be gone. I've never got anxiety from weed tho, even when having a bad time on edibles, it would be more of a malfunction than anxiety. The cbd thing was routine for me, always within 30 min of ingestion my eyes would be terrible. Never tried any anti-histamines or anything to combat it. It went away totally within maybe 3 days of stopping the cbd. Do you feel the cbd has done anything for you as far as dealing with injection troubles go? Found anything else that has done anything?

 

[InvegaAnon]

A friend of his wrote about it on Matteo Facebook, someone told me.

I thought Mucky got better.

Edit: Might not be Mucky.

 

[okthen]

I thought Mucky got better.

If that's mucky that's really sad, he mentioned to me a few months ago that things were a lot better than before for him

 

[InvegaAnon]

If that's mucky that's really sad, he mentioned to me a few months ago that things were a lot better than before for him

It might not be him.

It might be the young man who supposedly killed himself but someone said they saw his account online and not posting repeatedly. He never came back... I doubted he actually did it but now I think it was real, if that is the same person. There was a guy in here who stopped posting a while ago too, he had a stroke caused by invega. I hope he's okay. I don't want anyone to kill themselves over this stupid fucking shot.

I feel bad, he needed support but I didn't help because he was being weird to me, calling me beautiful and stuff. I don't like it when guys do that, it's creepy.

I need everyone reading this to know that odds are, you are going to be okay. You are going to come out of this reborn.

 

[okthen]

It might not be him.

It might be the young man who supposedly killed himself but someone said they saw his account online and not posting repeatedly. He never came back... I doubted he actually did it but now I think it was real, if that is the same person. There was a guy in here who stopped posting a while ago too, he had a stroke caused by invega. I hope he's okay. I don't want anyone to kill themselves over this stupid fucking shot.

I feel bad, he needed support but I didn't help because he was being weird to me, calling me beautiful and stuff. I don't like it when guys do that, it's creepy.

I need everyone reading this to know that odds are, you are going to be okay. You are going to come out of this reborn.

Yer, the creepy dude you mention was the only suspected suicide I've seen on here. Mucky and the dude who had a stroke were before my time, just reached out to mucky because he was very vocal about his situation a while ago.

Don't feel bad, I'm not sure talking to someone would really help that much in a situation like that, who knows tho, that's just a wild assumption from me. I feel like if this stuff drove me down that much to kill myself, no amount of talking would probably bring me back I'd assume. That's why I don't understand the "hospital" pushing talk therapy so much, like mfer I'm not sad because I need to talk, I'm sad for a physical reason, it can only have a physical solution. I'm either going to feel better due to physical reasons or I'm not, there's no talking or pushing your way out of something caused by a chemical problem in my eyes. Never had any of these problem before so doubt anyone could fix that without introducing some sort of physical solution. If I were experiencing symptoms like delusions or hallucinations, that would be another matter. I could see how wanting to talk it through with someone might help in that circumstance, especially if they have experienced similar.

 

[Youwillrecover]

It's being banned in order to target certain groups of people and to censor entertainment that has sex scenes, don't be stupid. Everything LGBT+ is going to be labeled "pornographic" and banned, just like how Russia did it. Don't let prudes and homophobes run the show.

Lgbt is fucked in the head and it should be banned. I have nothing against homosexuality tho. Just dont promote wickedness to us and kids. If you wanna be a trans weirdo with cock made from a pussy. Ur choice. But its satanic so dont promote it

 

[InvegaAnon]

Lgbt is fucked in the head and it should be banned. I have nothing against homosexuality tho. Just dont promote wickedness to us and kids. If you wanna be a trans weirdo with cock made from a pussy. Ur choice. But its satanic so dont promote it

We're not friends anymore. How can you say that we're fucked in the head and you "have nothing against homosexuality" in the same breath? Go fuck yourself. I'm not wicked. Jesus loved and welcomed eunuchs, some of who were historically gay or transfeminine.

Also just came accross this Reddit post about artistic nudity threatened under porn bans:

 

[Youwillrecover]

We're not friends anymore.

I have nothing against you. But to tell children they should change gender or to promote it is fucked in the head and thats a fact. Be as you wanna be as long you do not hurt others but dont promote wicked shit to other people especially kids.

 

[InvegaAnon]

I have nothing against you. But to tell children they should change gender or to promote it is fucked in the head and thats a fact. Be as you wanna be as long you do not hurt others but dont promote wicked shit to other people especially kids.

Literally nobody is telling cisgender kids to be transgender. What does happen is that, for the first time in America, transgender children are being recognized for who they are and it isn't beaten out of them and they are not abandoned by their families. It still happens sometimes, but you need to understand that this used to be a universal experience and I am GLAD it changed. If a child is miserable because she wants to be a girl so bad, we simply tell her that she can be a girl and that it's okay. People are born trans, you don't have to go very far to find accounts of transgender childhoods from trans adults. I wish I knew what genderqueer/nonbinary was when I was younger, I would've grown up differently and seen myself differently. I would've never had a weird phase where I tried to uncomfortably fit into a hyperfeminine mold, maybe I would've had fewer body image issues and been comfortable with the androgyny I was born with earlier.

The choice to have children in their future remains their choice as well, there is no pressure to medically transition children. But teenagers should be allowed to make that choice when the time is right for them.

Please watch this:

 

[destroylonely]

I remember asking someone here if weed had always worked for them and they said it made sideFX worse at first. I'd say mine was more of that or just nothing rather than anxiety. Like I had this really spacey feeling right after injection and found it hard understand what people said, I'd say the weed made this worse at the start. It was either nothing or just this weird uneasy feeling and made understand people worse. Thinking about it, that understanding people issue post-injection seems to be gone. I've never got anxiety from weed tho, even when having a bad time on edibles, it would be more of a malfunction than anxiety. The cbd thing was routine for me, always within 30 min of ingestion my eyes would be terrible. Never tried any anti-histamines or anything to combat it. It went away totally within maybe 3 days of stopping the cbd. Do you feel the cbd has done anything for you as far as dealing with injection troubles go? Found anything else that has done anything?

i honestly don't think the cbd is making a difference. i can definitely feel substances though. i've tried antihistamines but they don't work. i might try smoking some flower again and seeing if that helps out. my sex drive is completely back and the anhedonia is slightly gone so maybe i'm on a good path. what % thc do you smoke if you know? i do 35-40%.

 

[Youwillrecover]

Literally nobody is telling cisgender kids to be transgender. What does happen is that, for the first time in America, transgender children are being recognized for who they are and it isn't beaten out of them and they are not abandoned by their families. It still happens sometimes, but you need to understand that this used to be a universal experience and I am GLAD it changed. If a child is miserable because she wants to be a girl so bad, we simply tell her that she can be a girl and that it's okay. People are born trans, you don't have to go very far to find accounts of transgender childhoods from trans adults. I wish I knew what genderqueer/nonbinary was when I was younger, I would've grown up differently and seen myself differently. I would've never had a weird phase where I tried to uncomfortably fit into a hyperfeminine mold, maybe I would've had fewer body image issues and been comfortable with the androgyny I was born with earlier.

The choice to have children in their future remains their choice as well, there is no pressure to medically transition children. But teenagers should be allowed to make that choice when the time is right for them.

Please watch this:

“What does David means by “Pop?”
Popular, faddish.( Either that or soft drinks... Your guess I'd as good as mine )

“What else doc say about bisexual and transgender? Any calibration?”
If you look in TvF under “Problematic Philosophies” there is a whole section where he lists various post-modern and relativistic philosophers. They have a lot to say about sexuality and gender. Haven't you seen it all in the news the past few years? Trans-gendered individuals and the use of pronouns? The idea that even biological sex is a social construct? Dr. Hawkins was critical of these philosophies and calibrated them under 200.

On the other hand, he calibrated the gay marriage law in massachusetts law at 265 so it's not like preaching homophobia. I think its more just postmodern philosophy applied to anything – sex, gender, economics, race – always calibrates under 200. David Hawkins said it and he is the biggest mystic of our lifetime and i trust him. I still wish you all the best sis just being honest that these things are not normal or should be promoted. Mother Father kids and that's how it should be... If you wanna be different your choice but dont promote that in media. You clearly have no idea what these rich ilumminatis tryna do to us. They trully do promote generacy, check french olympics... Holywood mind control. All love

 

[Youwillrecover]

i honestly don't think the cbd is making a difference. i can definitely feel substances though. i've tried antihistamines but they don't work. i might try smoking some flower again and seeing if that helps out. my sex drive is completely back and the anhedonia is slightly gone so maybe i'm on a good path. what % thc do you smoke if you know? i do 35-40%.

Lol 35-40 is so fucking high

 

[InvegaAnon]

“What does David means by “Pop?”
Popular, faddish.( Either that or soft drinks... Your guess I'd as good as mine )

“What else doc say about bisexual and transgender? Any calibration?”
If you look in TvF under “Problematic Philosophies” there is a whole section where he lists various post-modern and relativistic philosophers. They have a lot to say about sexuality and gender. Haven't you seen it all in the news the past few years? Trans-gendered individuals and the use of pronouns? The idea that even biological sex is a social construct? Dr. Hawkins was critical of these philosophies and calibrated them under 200.

On the other hand, he calibrated the gay marriage law in massachusetts law at 265 so it's not like preaching homophobia. I think its more just postmodern philosophy applied to anything – sex, gender, economics, race – always calibrates under 200. David Hawkins said it and he is the biggest mystic of our lifetime and i trust him. I still wish you all the best sis just being honest that these things are not normal or should be promoted. Mother Father kids and that's how it should be... If you wanna be different your choice but dont promote that in media. You clearly have no idea what these rich ilumminatis tryna do to us. They trully do promote generacy, check french olympics... Holywood mind control. All love

Stop drinking the religious fundamentalist kool-aid, it's making you delusional.

 

[Youwillrecover]

Literally nobody is telling cisgender kids to be transgender. What does happen is that, for the first time in America, transgender children are being recognized for who they are and it isn't beaten out of them and they are not abandoned by their families. It still happens sometimes, but you need to understand that this used to be a universal experience and I am GLAD it changed. If a child is miserable because she wants to be a girl so bad, we simply tell her that she can be a girl and that it's okay. People are born trans, you don't have to go very far to find accounts of transgender childhoods from trans adults. I wish I knew what genderqueer/nonbinary was when I was younger, I would've grown up differently and seen myself differently. I would've never had a weird phase where I tried to uncomfortably fit into a hyperfeminine mold, maybe I would've had fewer body image issues and been comfortable with the androgyny I was born with earlier.

The choice to have children in their future remains their choice as well, there is no pressure to medically transition children. But teenagers should be allowed to make that choice when the time is right for them.

Please watch this:

Popularity ...politicizing...playing the victim...seeking moral high ground...attempting to manipulate. Look at me im special...glamour