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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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5 months in, I really start to feel it is improving.

This is such a nice feeling.

All fears gone, spirituality coming back, sex drive coming back.

I am incredibly happy to be able to feel this way.

I can feel my social awkwardness is going away too.

Within 10 months I would be totally normal again or even better version of myself.

Happy to be alive.
 
wbga said:
5 months in, I really start to feel it is improving.

This is such a nice feeling.

All fears gone, spirituality coming back, sex drive coming back.

I am incredibly happy to be able to feel this way.

I can feel my social awkwardness is going away too.

Within 10 months I would be totally normal again or even better version of myself.

Happy to be alive.
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Thats what i wanna hear fook whining
 
The message from invega is so clear.

The outside world without soul and spirituality is dead hollow.

If you can realise that and just reawaken with your spirituality,

It is a lesson well received.
 
wbga said:
The message from invega is so clear.

The outside world without soul and spirituality is dead hollow.

If you can realise that and just reawaken with your spirituality,

It is a lesson well received.
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10 months later i feel ok brain wise but im traumatised to the core and thats where lots of my symptoms come from
 
Youwillrecover said:
How many invega shots u had and why?
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I had 5 shots of invega. I got hospitalized after about a month n a half of escalating "crazyness". Crazy according to them anyway, I was enjoying the energy and such, wasn't until towards the end got quite paranoid and everything, even then felt fine in myself tho, nothing like how bad I felt after the 4 month "hospital" stay anyway
 
InvegaAnon said:
I'd like to be vegetari, which have not experienced in over 5 years. an but my body doesn't absorb nutrients from plants very well due to my medical condition, and there's a lot of plants I can't eat. That's the main reason why I don't do it.
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It's funny you mention that. I recently posted on here how I was going to try a metabolic therapy to see if it improved how I felt, since there is a growing number of people mentioning it really helped them, along with studys coming out showing its efficacy in a range of fields. It was basically eating lots of meat, zero processed food, very very low carb, maybe 5-10g day. I had to stop due to stomach issues, which I have had prior and felt like symptoms were slowly coming back. Frequency, slight blood the lot, which have not experienced in over 5 years. I did loose 20+ lbs in the around 2 months I tried it, didn't really feel that bad, but had less energy than normal. My skin has also been terrible after starting to eat anything again.

Maybe if I stuck with it longer my body would have adjusted and bowel settled down, but it shook me up and made me quit it.

I will say, when I had bad symptoms vegetables would really mess me up though, at that point all food would so
 
Harmedbypsychward said:
Hey guys so yesterday I found out that my mom has been giving 15mg of abilify everyday for 5 months telling me it’s a vitamin. I just got off it and I’m already noticing improvements. I’ll keep you guys updated.
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That's some crazy shit dude. Should be illegal really. Everything should always be the person's choice when it comes to their health. No one wants the best for you like you do for yourself. Abilify had me pacing uncontrollably in bursts
 
It seems you can not really feel substances but they have some effect still, at least some of them. Had a headache, took 1000mg paracetamol, headache dissipated 15 mins later.

Also experimented with drinking a bottle of vodka over a night, did not feel drunk or anything. I did get that slight feeling of being intoxicated were it sorta feels like your drifting between closing and opening your eyes ever so slightly for maybe 30 mins out of the whole night
 
okthen said:
It seems you can not really feel substances but they have some effect still, at least some of them. Had a headache, took 1000mg paracetamol, headache dissipated 15 mins later.

Also experimented with drinking a bottle of vodka over a night, did not feel drunk or anything. I did get that slight feeling of being intoxicated were it sorta feels like your drifting between closing and opening your eyes ever so slightly for maybe 30 mins out of the whole night
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I can’t wait to be able to feel substances again like alcohol and weed my life used to be so good and fun before the injection when I was able to do those things smh
 
julianlz7 said:
I can’t wait to be able to feel substances again like alcohol and weed my life used to be so good and fun before the injection when I was able to do those things smh
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How long off are you? Yup, the weed thing is lame, don't really like alcohol, always took huge doses to feel anything and it's short lived, just be nice to hang out social drinking every now and then. I just miss being a functional productive human. Lost so many relationships and hobbies to all this. Crazy you can go from never having a hint of depression and truly enjoying everything in life to just laying there most of the time unable to understand/process any information. And sleep. Ffs sleep. My normal human 7hrs sleep beats this fucked up fake ass 14hrs of sleep 100x.
 
okthen said:
How long off are you? Yup, the weed thing is lame, don't really like alcohol, always took huge doses to feel anything and it's short lived, just be nice to hang out social drinking every now and then. I just miss being a functional productive human. Lost so many relationships and hobbies to all this. Crazy you can go from never having a hint of depression and truly enjoying everything in life to just laying there most of the time unable to understand/process any information. And sleep. Ffs sleep. My normal human 7hrs sleep beats this fucked up fake ass 14hrs of sleep 100x.
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It’s been like over 11 weeks since I last touched weed and alcohol and I know how you feel too it really does suck from having a normal life to becoming disabled because of some stupid injection I didn’t even need it made me realize how much life I took for granted before
 
julianlz7 said:
It’s been like over 11 weeks since I last touched weed and alcohol and I know how you feel too it really does suck from having a normal life to becoming disabled because of some stupid injection I didn’t even need it made me realize how much life I took for granted before
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i've read on a different version of this forum (v. 7 i think) that niacin can bring back your high and stuff like that. there was a dude who did meth and said niacin let him get high again. never tried it though.
 
destroylonely said:
i've read on a different version of this forum (v. 7 i think) that niacin can bring back your high and stuff like that. there was a dude who did meth and said niacin let him get high again. never tried it though.
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You talking about the user specified or something? I remember reading stuff like that a while ago, think was in a really old version. He also mentioned he felt coffee again after it. The user invegauser would call him shades for some reason lmao. How I remember was an old thread, cos I think invegauser was from old old threads. Think there's been a few mentioning niacin.
 
Youwillrecover said:
TRUST ME this stuff is so good. Im not overrreacting. Search "pregabaline" on Reddit and see what people are saying. They aint lying. Shii awesome. What town you live in? Imma find u someone avalaible haha im good at research
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Pregabalin isn't as good as you say it is

All the psychiatric benefits disappear very quickly with repeat use and you can get withdrawals if you stop
 
destroylonely said:
i've read on a different version of this forum (v. 7 i think) that niacin can bring back your high and stuff like that. there was a dude who did meth and said niacin let him get high again. never tried it though.
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Where can I get niacin from? Is it like in pill form Do you really think that will work so I can get high again
 
okthen said:
You talking about the user specified or something? I remember reading stuff like that a while ago, think was in a really old version. He also mentioned he felt coffee again after it. The user invegauser would call him shades for some reason lmao. How I remember was an old thread, cos I think invegauser was from old old threads. Think there's been a few mentioning niacin.
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yeah, it was user specified i'm pretty sure. he praised niacin, lots of positive messages about it. i'm kind of curious to try it now.
 
julianlz7 said:
Where can I get niacin from? Is it like in pill form Do you really think that will work so I can get high again
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it's relatively easy to find, i just looked up 'niacin' on google and found a few different brands. pill form, yeah. i don't know if it will work 100% because i haven't tried it, but i just wanted to mention someone said it helped them feel substances again. might try it sometime.
 
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