I had one of the best times of my life today. I went to my parent's house and seen my cousin Kristian. He was like an angel from heaven. He understood everything I was going through. He said the right words. He totally understands my views about life, about myself, about society. I'm full of energy and love. I'm so loved by people. I also seen my dad and mom and maw-maw there, too. And it was amazing with them as well. Everything was just perfect. Even the prayers we prayed together. I know I'm healed. I will come back months from now, or whenever, to update you all. I prayed for my maw-maw and she could feel the heat of God in my hand(s), the power, like the good ole times, when church and spirituality was real, and people were committed to holiness and God. God will reveal his glory through your situation. That's why you're going through what you're going through. God is doing it to give you a testimony and show how great and loving he is. You all will be healed. That's a certainty. I don't hold any grudges with you all. This site was a blessing in many ways. But it's time for me to leave. Somebody will appreciate what I have done. There's a purpose and reason for everything. All of you are rays of sunshine. Don't give up on yourself. To avoid me being disrespectful and hurtful to any of you, I'm not going to be on here anymore. A lot of things you all are doing are counterproductive to healing and happiness. But some of the things you all do on here are in fact good. My advice is, let drugs go. Give yourself a break from that. Get back connected to God. Start praising and worshiping and believing in him. The world is not over for you. You have a long life ahead of you. Gravitate towards the stories or testimonies of recovery that will help you. And think about others and not just yourselves. Start being more considerate and caring. There's people viewing this thread, and they need support and hope and loving answers to their situation. God will forever bless you. Trust in him always. And if I have done anything to offend or hurt any of you, I do sincerely apologize. Life will not stop getting good and better for me. It's wonderful. It's bright. It's amazing. It's right. Woo-hoo. Gu-gu, gi-gi, mah-mah. Weeeeeee!!! I'm feeling so much better today. I feel like my life will be so special and Invega will be something I'll never have to worry about again. Peace and love, everybody. May God continue to bless you all. I may edit this, for typos, if there are any.

Thanks very much for reading and being here throughout this experience with me. Take care. So long.