Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

I know frankly the horrible drug I was building a habit too it got me here, but worse I smoke it now It’s blocked all my dopamine the medication so i’ll be wasting money x100 consuming the drug and not enjoying it like one should
Yeah it’s fun , but not worth the damage i do blame it on the little drug pouch otherwise situations leading to what happened wouldn’t have put me in emergency room then hospital, i have to attack the root problem

The drug makes you lose money

The very same thing that you need to flee these situations

I’m not blaming the drug 100% but I am as it keeps me chasing lust, which took me away from other important things and values
nevertheless i’m blaming no one here

The drug if i took it today would leave me empty seconds of a high for a feeling I’d get myself considering im with a partner now it’s no good to lust it’s a big sin
 
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