Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[lostsoulowen]

11.5 months the big brain fog lobotomized feeling in the forehead lifted, i think most of the posioned is out if my body, now it's waiting for the brain to heal from the damage's.

 

[KubiKook]

I thought this song might resonate with some people on here, feeling alone, homeless in a way, nobody understanding, maybe hoping & even still praying for a healing,
the world continuing on as we suffer so severely in seeming obscurity, no peace or love or joy to be found, only the ashes of our lives, the debris of who we used to be.

At the point I wrote "Alone" I had just moved in my new home (2022) & my Lyme misery had a firm grip on me. My faith was shaken but I was still fully invested in The Lord.

P.S. Pardon the appearance. It was early morn, my (former) normal wake-up call around 3am.... Hence, I was barely up & quite a bit disheveled. Anyway, who cares, right?!



"Alone"

Verse 1
I lay in the darkness with pain I’ve long known,
pray in the darkness, no place to call home,
alone, I feel so all alone.

Verse 2
I never knew sorrows could seek & destroy,
steal my tomorrows, kill all of my joy,
alone, I feel so all alone.

Chorus
I feel so all alone, forsaken by my own.

Verse 3
I hope for a healing, yet it doesn’t come,
keep on appealing I’ll rise with The Son,
alone, I feel so all alone.

Verse 4
The world keeps on turning as I’m burning down,
heart ever yearning, remains never found,
alone, I feel so all alone.

Chorus
I feel so all alone, forsaken by my own.

Bridge
Before I ascended, I descended through hell,
wish the war ended when Lucifer fell,
don’t be offended you haven’t been well,
your fall is My story to tell.

Chorus 2
Forsaken by your own, your faith will take Us Home.

Verse 5
Father, forgive me, I trust I’m in place,
perfectly fitted for Your saving grace,
alone, I feel so all alone.

Verse 6
Your burden is lightest when I bear Your Song,
Jesus, unite Us, we’ve suffered so long,
alone, I feel so all alone

 

[recovery100£]

11.5 months the big brain fog lobotomized feeling in the forehead lifted, i think most of the posioned is out if my body, now it's waiting for the brain to heal from the damage's.

Are you still on tablets Owen? If you are it will 100% be the tablets that’s stopping your recovery from going any further trust me I’ve been in the same boat, I’m 17 days off my last injection and didn’t want to take pills again so I’m hoping I heal in the next few months

 

[YogirisingKundalini]

Guys explain me if there is so many of us forced injected claiming it was not needed minimally why it still happen?

 

[flystr8]

Those psychiatrist are cruel, they literally can push someone happy to suicide, they create biggest horror of our lives treating us as lab rat on a wish of demonic unloving family in this body case. I want justice in court and that old pricks dont want it cause = me speaking about the abuse ending in misdisgnosis

Yes I feel suicidal, spit in neck , akathsia serious dystopia effects

Blocked nose that’ll go on for about 100 days I feel suicidal

What me and my partner were talking about

separation from family etc

 

[flystr8]

I had to lie and comply to get off my CTO. Fuck psychiatrists who think it's okay to forcefully inject people for long periods of time without a clear end to the treatment. You have no idea if your CTO will last 3 months or 3 years. Bastards

I was discharged about a week ago now. not sure if they put me on cto sure i would know if i was but i wasn’t in that category when released i would have known by now. same like last time.

I feel powerless knowing im fighting a chemical warfare in my body every second and minute of the day,
Currently got two shots of Paliperidone in my. body

Nobody at all to speak too about it

Dystopia in it’s worth forms
blocked nose
clogged throat when i don’t take side effect drug prycodline
Pacing
Feeling of suicidie
Before this I was a happy and jolly before now I feel gone …

How does one simply get on with 100+ days before any improvements

 

[flystr8]

I know frankly the horrible drug I was building a habit too it got me here, but worse I smoke it now It’s blocked all my dopamine the medication so i’ll be wasting money x100 consuming the drug and not enjoying it like one should
Yeah it’s fun , but not worth the damage i do blame it on the little drug pouch otherwise situations leading to what happened wouldn’t have put me in emergency room then hospital, i have to attack the root problem

The drug makes you lose money

The very same thing that you need to flee these situations

I’m not blaming the drug 100% but I am as it keeps me chasing lust, which took me away from other important things and values
nevertheless i’m blaming no one here

The drug if i took it today would leave me empty seconds of a high for a feeling I’d get myself considering im with a partner now it’s no good to lust it’s a big sin

 

[KubiKook]

I was discharged about a week ago now. not sure if they put me on cto sure i would know if i was but i wasn’t in that category when released i would have known by now. same like last time.

I feel powerless knowing im fighting a chemical warfare in my body every second and minute of the day,
Currently got two shots of Paliperidone in my. body

Nobody at all to speak too about it

Dystopia in it’s worth forms
blocked nose
clogged throat when i don’t take side effect drug prycodline
Pacing
Feeling of suicidie
Before this I was a happy and jolly before now I feel gone …

How does one simply get on with 100+ days before any improvements

Sorry you're struggling so much, bro. I get the every second & minute thing... I'm fighting with ya. Hopefully, that poison makes its way out of your system in a hurry...

 

[YogirisingKundalini]

Cruel psychiatrist

 

[YogirisingKundalini]

i was in agony and looking at Ramana Maharshi while listening to this beatiful meditation with Samaneri Jayasera voice immedietaly turned it off, Hawkins one of the biggest spiritual teacher of mankind said that looking at certain people will affect our conciousness either positive or negative, Maharshi was calibrated at high heaven but not as Jesus Buddha Krishna, subscribe this for ur good

 

[Deleted member 597656]

Never suicide brothers and sisters, Jesus loves you all and he never wants you to do it. Neurogenesis is real, eat healthy exercise consume high conciousness programming avoid porn prostitutes heavy metal rap gothic rock punk lie, rise divine energy of kundalini and enter heaven i love you all, @tonytonychopper i owe you 12$ brother.

where you been man? You take my money and just disappear i gave u that shit a year ago? its not fair u made me crashout cuz one day i was down to 1 cent and i was so mad u took my money

 

[lostsoulowen]

Just tried a small dosage Adderall and i felt it maybe 0.7 precent, after almost 12 months, but other people here say they feel stimulant like nothing happened after 6 months. It's ridiculous why do I have to suffer so much.

 

[recovery100£]

Just tried a small dosage Adderall and i felt it maybe 0.7 precent, after almost 12 months, but other people here say they feel stimulant like nothing happened after 6 months. It's ridiculous why do I have to suffer so much.

Try potassium for voltage gated ion channels trust me it worked for me, bananas, orange juice and avocado and consume a lot of it, let me know Owen

 

[flystr8]

Sorry you're struggling so much, bro. I get the every second & minute thing... I'm fighting with ya. Hopefully, that poison makes its way out of your system in a hurry...

oh please!!!!! sudafed (decongestant ) causing severe rebound blockage , woke up from 8pm just now 1am in a shock of a blocked nose way severe than any other i’ve been feeeling - i need a lawsuit i can’t even sleep again this’ one day i can’t sleep is dangerous i need meds to stop the mucus on throat feeling which keeps me awake not to mention the blocked nose i get life is so hard now man

 

[YogirisingKundalini]

oh please!!!!! sudafed (decongestant ) causing severe rebound blockage , woke up from 8pm just now 1am in a shock of a blocked nose way severe than any other i’ve been feeeling - i need a lawsuit i can’t even sleep again this’ one day i can’t sleep is dangerous i need meds to stop the mucus on throat feeling which keeps me awake not to mention the blocked nose i get life is so hard now man

Can you tell how you been forced hospitalized?

 

[YogirisingKundalini]

 

[lostsoulowen]

I still feel bedridden, 12 months soon, did i win the award longest bedridden? I almost didn't see people being bedridden for as long as me, i can get out of bed and meet friend's but I'm 90 precent bedridden.

 

[flystr8]

Sorry you're struggling so much, bro. I get the every second & minute thing... I'm fighting with ya. Hopefully, that poison makes its way out of your system in a hurry...

oh please!!!!! sudafed (decongestant ) causing severe rebound blockage , woke up from 8pm just now 1am in a shock of a blocked nose way severe than any other i’ve been feeeling

Can you tell how you been forced hospitalized?

got misdiagnosed went into a&e told them about family trauma they said i need treatment and threw me into hospital as a paranoid schizophrenic - long story but that’s the long and short of it

 

[flystr8]

i’m

what’s a to long didn’t watch for people like me

 

[flystr8]

Parment damage almost always manifests itself with symptoms like TD. Even that can be treated.

what do you suggest for my nose dilation from the injection