Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[Matthew01]

Is anyone tried any dopamine agonists or stimulants? They tried it in the previous threads

 

[Gdvffh]

These guys wanting to sue dont realize how much money it costs and takes a lot of time. If you win you may not get much money but I guess atleast you made pharmaceutical companies a pay a lot and thats a win.

You find a lawyer that will only take money if you win. Thats what i did and I won

 

[Trueart2]

Dead forum

 

[moerez]

Dead forum

There is nothing to say bro, most of us are too fucked and hopeless , there is nothing to say anymore

 

[Deleted member 592205]

There is nothing to say bro, most of us are too fucked and hopeless , there is nothing to say anymore

Yeah there is no point to keep complaining, we don’t have any other arguments since every day is the same (agony and hopelessness). Since there is no cure or antidote, and there is not a single doctor Who want to go with further medical exam to see what happened in our brain, we can’t share anything useful beside our daily agony.

Nothing will change in complaining inside a forum, yeah at the beginning you are connected with people who share the same agony but there is nothing more than that, at the end we are alone on our own fighting against this invisible and persistent illness.

At some point people don’t have anymore the willing to come here and complain because this won’t change anything, it’s just a post inside a forum that won’t help us recovery.

So people being less active on this forum, new ones maybe make a couple posts but then they also realize that there is no point in complaining inside a forum because we won’t get a cure and we won’t get Justice and we won’t go back on how things were before the harm by complaining inside a forum.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

I think everybody inside here realized that it’s a matter of years, there is not “today i’am better than yesterday?” But it’s more a “Today i’am better compared to 6 months ago?”.

Daily complaining won’t bring us a cure, won’t bring us justice, won’t bring us back in time and won’t heal us, when people realize that they become less active on this or others forums, because what if you daily check reddit, Facebook, quora, bluelight? Will that make you recover faster? Not at all.

It happened some days in the last weeks that I don’t even made the “Daily check” on these forums because what’s the point? We just want to heal, we just want a cure, we just want to be belived and supported and have justice for what they did to us, but nothing of these things will came by daily complaining inside a forum.

 

[dopamineClippedAngel]

I don't do a daily check anymore because it has gotten really depressing. I have some positives that have been developing but it feels pointless to share these in the current atmosphere & state of the forum. It no longer feels relevant to Invega, per se, but moreso feels like reading people's suicidal thoughts. I understand it's not beneficial to keep things bottled up, either, but I don't have the energy to talk anyone down, nor do I believe that's the responsibility of strangers. At the same time, I don't think it should go unchecked, either. I'm able to watch TV if I smoke, I laugh, I was able to cry once. Sleep is still absolute dogshit. I've lost some weight, got to put the work in to lose the rest, I've admittedly been slacking. Music sounds just OK, it doesn't knock my socks off like it did pre-Invega, but I don't feel an overwhelming void of nothing listening to it anymore.

The current state of the forum is stifling productive commentary; this is why it's dying/dead.

 

[Deleted member 592081]

since working i dont really have time to check this site anymore, im tired when im done work at 6 and would rather spend the next 5 hours relaxing then checking this depressing site

 

[Trueart2]

since working i dont really have time to check this site anymore, im tired when im done work at 6 and would rather spend the next 5 hours relaxing then checking this depressing site

How’s it been going so far at the new job?

 

[lostsoulowen]

I think everybody inside here realized that it’s a matter of years, there is not “today i’am better than yesterday?” But it’s more a “Today i’am better compared to 6 months ago?”.

Daily complaining won’t bring us a cure, won’t bring us justice, won’t bring us back in time and won’t heal us, when people realize that they become less active on this or others forums, because what if you daily check reddit, Facebook, quora, bluelight? Will that make you recover faster? Not at all.

It happened some days in the last weeks that I don’t even made the “Daily check” on these forums because what’s the point? We just want to heal, we just want a cure, we just want to be belived and supported and have justice for what they did to us, but nothing of these things will came by daily complaining inside a forum.

Same thing happened to me, i talked with AI and he said 7-8 months to be 85 precent heald, now i reached 8 Months in few days, he's saying i got a butt injection bla bla, its going to take until 12 months I'm completely heald. Fuck my life. Recovering from invega is like being shot in the head with a shotgun. Jesus Christ I can't work for 1.5 years now. No wonder people take there life, i still believe i can heal from this, but it doesn't shock me some people don't heal when it's this bad.

 

[fuckabout89]

Same thing happened to me, i talked with AI and he said 7-8 months to be 85 precent heald, now i reached 8 Months in few days, he's saying i got a butt injection bla bla, its going to take until 12 months I'm completely heald. Fuck my life. Recovering from invega is like being shot in the head with a shotgun. Jesus Christ I can't work for 1.5 years now. No wonder people take there life, i still believe i can heal from this, but it doesn't shock me some people don't heal when it's this bad.

It just depends what you have, if it anhedonia yeah most likely gonna heal unless you pssd then there's chance you wont. I knowticed theres a dick brain connection like theres a gut health to brain connection. Took me about 3 years to heal from the anhedonia from antipsychotics never healed from the EPS symptoms going on 6 years now.

 

[lostsoulowen]

It just depends what you have, if it anhedonia yeah most likely gonna heal unless you pssd then there's chance you wont. I knowticed theres a dick brain connection like theres a gut health to brain connection. Took me about 3 years to heal from the anhedonia from antipsychotics never healed from the EPS symptoms going on 6 years now.

3 years after invega injection?
How did you feel 1 year Nd 2 year after.
I can't wait 3 years.

 

[moerez]

I don't do a daily check anymore because it has gotten really depressing. I have some positives that have been developing but it feels pointless to share these in the current atmosphere & state of the forum. It no longer feels relevant to Invega, per se, but moreso feels like reading people's suicidal thoughts. I understand it's not beneficial to keep things bottled up, either, but I don't have the energy to talk anyone down, nor do I believe that's the responsibility of strangers. At the same time, I don't think it should go unchecked, either. I'm able to watch TV if I smoke, I laugh, I was able to cry once. Sleep is still absolute dogshit. I've lost some weight, got to put the work in to lose the rest, I've admittedly been slacking. Music sounds just OK, it doesn't knock my socks off like it did pre-Invega, but I don't feel an overwhelming void of nothing listening to it anymore.

The current state of the forum is stifling productive commentary; this is why it's dying/dead.

You know why we are suicidal! Because even after 7 months I still can’t watch tv , you can in 3 months ! I developed pssd, I’m pretty sure you didn’t, I still have severe akathisia and can’t laugh! After 7 fucking months! And you still telling me why these people are negative ? When we are drowning in shit , how can we be positive? How da fuck can I be positive when every side of my life is pretty fucked and I can’t even kill the time and I’m severely damaged in brain? Like come on if you feel better than other people , don’t try to make other sufferers look like they dont care about their lives, no , we are way worse than you in every terms, I wish i could laugh or watch tv , that I still can’t do after 7 months!

 

[moerez]

It just depends what you have, if it anhedonia yeah most likely gonna heal unless you pssd then there's chance you wont. I knowticed theres a dick brain connection like theres a gut health to brain connection. Took me about 3 years to heal from the anhedonia from antipsychotics never healed from the EPS symptoms going on 6 years now.

Yeah and I developed pssd on top of all the invega symptoms, yikes

 

[Gdvffh]

Anyone hear weird thoughts like the Covid Vaccine was a brainchip.

 

[Deleted member 592081]

How’s it been going so far at the new job?

im so tired from this commute im never working in a city outside of my own. I get paid in 2 days so it will pay off. work is easy just annoying commute.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

Anyone hear weird thoughts like the Covid Vaccine was a brainchip.

What i can tell you is that my mother and her housband completely changed after the vaccine, it’s like their empathy and humans feelings are gone, they don’t care anymore about me like before.

Until today we still don’t know what was inside the so called vaccine, but since lots of people developed neurological sympthoms i can assure you that it was not only a vaccine but some sort of neurological shit because people changed after that.

I never did the vaccine, but i know a lot of people who developed issues that are lasting years after the vaccine, and some people developed a robot-like behaviour like they just go on with life without caring about other people they cared before.

 

[dopamineClippedAngel]

What i can tell you is that my mother and her housband completely changed after the vaccine, it’s like their empathy and humans feelings are gone, they don’t care anymore about me like before.

Until today we still don’t know what was inside the so called vaccine, but since lots of people developed neurological sympthoms i can assure you that it was not only a vaccine but some sort of neurological shit because people changed after that.

I never did the vaccine, but i know a lot of people who developed issues that are lasting years after the vaccine, and some people developed a robot-like behaviour like they just go on with life without caring about other people they cared before.

Dude, do not encourage someone's hallucinations & delusions, are you serious? This person is still experiencing lots of positive symptoms despite medication, it is obvious from the messages they send. Y'all fuel suicidal thoughts and delusions and then ask why other people aren't talking as much.

You know why we are suicidal! Because even after 7 months I still can’t watch tv , you can in 3 months ! I developed pssd, I’m pretty sure you didn’t, I still have severe akathisia and can’t laugh! After 7 fucking months! And you still telling me why these people are negative ? When we are drowning in shit , how can we be positive? How da fuck can I be positive when every side of my life is pretty fucked and I can’t even kill the time and I’m severely damaged in brain? Like come on if you feel better than other people , don’t try to make other sufferers look like they dont care about their lives, no , we are way worse than you in every terms, I wish i could laugh or watch tv , that I still can’t do after 7 months!

I have suicidal ideation too, I feel a void too, despite some of the improvements I've been having the Invega is still affecting me negatively, but I am choosing to cling to hope. Not doing so is your choice, and I respect your choice, but I should be allowed to share my experiences and perspectives without receiving a response like this. Being suicidal is not the only rational response to this situation. Comparing suffering is not useful, I'm also going through shit; it's what I choose to focus on that makes the difference.

 

[moerez]

Dude, do not encourage someone's hallucinations & delusions, are you serious? This person is still experiencing lots of positive symptoms despite medication, it is obvious from the messages they send. Y'all fuel suicidal thoughts and delusions and then ask why other people aren't talking as much.


I have suicidal ideation too, I feel a void too, despite some of the improvements I've been having the Invega is still affecting me negatively, but I am choosing to cling to hope. Not doing so is your choice, and I respect your choice, but I should be allowed to share my experiences and perspectives without receiving a response like this. Being suicidal is not the only rational response to this situation. Comparing suffering is not useful, I'm also going through shit; it's what I choose to focus on that makes the difference.

Yeah but you are on your early months and you already seeing improvements, I’m on month 7 and everyday is getting worse, you have hope because you see your progress, if you would become like me that can’t tolerate your days, you would be suicidal too, everybody love to live but some people suffer way more than others, if I could watch tv or laugh I would stay forever to get better, but after these many months I’m still same shit , you on month 7 gonna recover at least 50% , but I’m on 0 or even worse than 3 months before since I developed severe pssd and akathisia, yeah whoever is suicidal is not their choice, it’s a fucking drug that made us to this

 

[Deleted member 592205]

The pressure on the head it’s just… wow… What a miracle of a torture tool they managed to manufacture with these injections.. Now i understeand why CIA and KGB used these injections as a torture tool: There is nothing more painful that this.

Dude, do not encourage someone's hallucinations & delusions, are you serious? This person is still experiencing lots of positive symptoms despite medication, it is obvious from the messages they send. Y'all fuel suicidal thoughts and delusions and then ask why other people aren't talking as much.


I have suicidal ideation too, I feel a void too, despite some of the improvements I've been having the Invega is still affecting me negatively, but I am choosing to cling to hope. Not doing so is your choice, and I respect your choice, but I should be allowed to share my experiences and perspectives without receiving a response like this. Being suicidal is not the only rational response to this situation. Comparing suffering is not useful, I'm also going through shit; it's what I choose to focus on that makes the difference.

I tell you many of the people i know in real life developed chronic issues after doing the vaccine and many others completely changed in their behaviours like they got partially lobotomized but they don’t notice that.

Global empathy and willing strongly dropped after the vaccine, it’s like they act like “it is what it is, i don’t care”.

Don’t forget that those who pushed the people to do the vaccine are the first ones who dint made the vaccine.