I don't do a daily check anymore because it has gotten really depressing. I have some positives that have been developing but it feels pointless to share these in the current atmosphere & state of the forum. It no longer feels relevant to Invega, per se, but moreso feels like reading people's suicidal thoughts. I understand it's not beneficial to keep things bottled up, either, but I don't have the energy to talk anyone down, nor do I believe that's the responsibility of strangers. At the same time, I don't think it should go unchecked, either. I'm able to watch TV if I smoke, I laugh, I was able to cry once. Sleep is still absolute dogshit. I've lost some weight, got to put the work in to lose the rest, I've admittedly been slacking. Music sounds just OK, it doesn't knock my socks off like it did pre-Invega, but I don't feel an overwhelming void of nothing listening to it anymore.
The current state of the forum is stifling productive commentary; this is why it's dying/dead.