Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[KubiKook]

One thing about invega which is part of why it is so genuinely soul crushing is that there is no solution. When someone’s about to commit suicide they say there’s always a solution or that it’s a permanent solution for a temporary problem but with antipsychotics you genuinely don’t have any way to ever feel better again and the problem actually is permanent. “There’s always a solution “ like if I talk to someone my brain damage will go away

I'm SO sorry you're feeling entirely hopeless. I was there just a few weeks ago. I suffered severely for over 18 months. I was gone, buried six feet under & then some. I was suicidal every second of every day, torment & misery my only bedfellows... A miracle happened for me through the power of Spirit-filled LOVE!!! I promise you, if healing happened for me, it can happen for you!!! Dan !!!

 

[KubiKook]

Zayıflatan Antipisikotik hen neden icad edilemiyor,,‽

These antipsychotics cause weight gain not weight loss. The designers of these diabolical drugs want us to hate ourselves, be miserable & lost to all we hold dear & all we love. Seek the Most-High Spirit & you shall find healing & wholeness... It's only a matter of time. Be still. Receive & Believe! I did. Through a woman here on bluelight. She was an instrument of my healing. Truly, Dan

 

[KubiKook]

did you get an MRI?
get an MRI and ask AI about your brain scan, it's easy to see defects on there especially if you ask AI as it doesn't lie to you like real doctor.

Sadly, AI lies too. Your brain can absolutely be healed no matter what damage it does or doesn't show, I promise you. The doctors are full of sh*t too! We all need Healing from on High!!! ~ Dan

 

[KubiKook]

My voices tell me i have a Post Doctorate in Neuroscience.

What do you tell them in response?

 

[KubiKook]

Ancient Divine Humanity, in what happened, to the "decay" and "deadly" (precious) mentally ill, independent owners, mistresses, and residents... The state of mind progressing in the body, intervening with curiosity, visitation fee, ledger page by page, etc. etc...

Huh? I don't understand what you're trying to convey. Could you please elaborate on this post. I'd like to respond, but don't know what to say. Maybe I'm just dense. Thank you, Dan

 

[YogirisingKundalini]

How is your sleep at the moment? How many hours a night?

What issues u have in neck from injections?

 

[lostsoulowen]

MRI won’t show anything, it looks at the structure of the brain, the issue is functionalbrain damage (receptors), maybe a FMRI would show something (maybe).

Btw i already did a MRI and they told me there is nothing wrong.

don't just trust them, post the results. of course they're going to say nothing wrong, they don't wanna admit there's small damage's.
imo i believe any invega use has damage's to he's front lobe, it shows as mri as percent of brain volume. it's just hard to get how much brain volume you lost without a previous MRI, but I'm sure your front lobe is smaller and there's more fluids in the brain, i think every invega/Antipsychotic injection users have these damage.
there was a guy who showed he's MRI results before and after 5 years.
if your receptors are blocked, and your not doing anything during the day, the front lobe will start to shrink.
brain anthropy

for myself, i managed to get out of bed today, throw the trash, went to the city, walked in the beach, now going to head home to rot for the rest of the day.
i also ran today the first time in the last 2 years for 2 minutes.
after 13 months and 2 days I'm getting a bit less bedridden.

 

[fuqrisperdal]

don't just trust them, post the results. of course they're going to say nothing wrong, they don't wanna admit there's small damage's.
imo i believe any invega use has damage's to he's front lobe, it shows as mri as percent of brain volume. it's just hard to get how much brain volume you lost without a previous MRI, but I'm sure your front lobe is smaller and there's more fluids in the brain, i think every invega/Antipsychotic injection users have these damage.
there was a guy who showed he's MRI results before and after 5 years.
if your receptors are blocked, and your not doing anything during the day, the front lobe will start to shrink.
brain anthropy

for myself, i managed to get out of bed today, throw the trash, went to the city, walked in the beach, now going to head home to rot for the rest of the day.
i also ran today the first time in the last 2 years for 2 minutes.
after 13 months and 2 days I'm getting a bit less bedridden.

Brain will be smaller without what you are doing the day ıf you are using those antipsychotics and ı can show you ın the before after mrı.Everything I knew and saw shrank in scale. In other words, my world shrank. My occipital lobe shrank. my brain got smaller.like every area got smaller.

 

[lostsoulowen]

Brain will be smaller without what you are doing the day ıf you are using those antipsychotics and ı can show you ın the before after mrı.Everything I knew and saw shrank in scale. In other words, my world shrank. My occipital lobe shrank. my brain got smaller.like every area got smaller.

can you share the results? i actually think brain damage/anthropy mri lawsuit could win if we all come together.

 

[fuqrisperdal]

can you share the results? i actually think brain damage/anthropy mri lawsuit could win if we all come together.

https://ibb.co/x8tkXWNQ this is before the psych ward the psychosis time.
This is 2 years later

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ibb.co

There is clearly a difference in size; you also have to look at it this way: the brain consists of a layered structure, and this filthy poison erodes those layers—if you look closely, the size difference is visible.

 

[lostsoulowen]

https://ibb.co/x8tkXWNQ this is before the psych ward the psychosis time.
This is 2 years later

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ibb.co

There is clearly a difference in size; you also have to look at it this way: the brain consists of a layered structure, and this filthy poison erodes those layers—if you look closely, the size difference is visible.

you have more scans other angels? my ai said no damage seen on this img.
what medicine did you get

 

[fuqrisperdal]

you have more scans other angels? my ai said no damage seen on this img.
what medicine did you get

Risperdal 6mg.Ai is bullshit. The experience is ı had is real

 

[blanch116]

6 month update

Pros
- can sleep (not the sleepy kind that feels good but I get a good 7/8 hours of black out and I dream)
- I can have sex and maintain throughout (although no pleasureable orgasm)
- I can talk a bit more (only about my experience and this subject)
- i dont feel completely wired just slightly
- don’t particularly feel suicidal and when it crops up i just keep thinking only 6 more months hopefully before feeling anything)

Cons
- Still cant get a nicotine rush
- showering is still a chore and there’s no feeling clean / dirty
- i eat but I don’t particularly get hungry resulting in major weight loss
- anhedonia still present
- still cannot contribute to conversations when in a group
- cannot feel comfortable or switch off
- pace up and down for about ten hours a day or fidget my legs when in bed or sat down
- cannot get drunk (can get technically drunk but no euphoria or pleasant feelings
- cant feel connected to people / music or have empathy for anyone
- blank mind (I can think but it’s limited and no deep thought)
- cant work / exercise / see friends

On the whole still pretty unbearable but we keep going! Hoping for better days

(3 shots xeplion 150/100/100)