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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

asr0101 said:
About to be 90 days off invega . Best decision I ever made . No longer feel totally numb . Libido is coming back although it’s not how it was before. Still feel a little numbness but I can enjoy my free time again .I got a job and I like the slight numbing effect as I can get used to the first few weeks with the numbing helping suppress my nerves . Feels like I’m in the sweet spot
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Power 🔥
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
No, stop saying false please, permament damage from antipsychotics where nothing can help you exist, neurogenesis exist to some extent depending how much you received
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So if I got 9 shots are the chances of neurogenesis lower, because after my 8th dose I could feel myself slightly improving towards the end of the month, but after my 9th dose it all turned around and now there's absolutely nothing that I can do to bring myself happiness and satisfaction. Is this going to be my forever state?
 
Brendan Clark said:
So if I got 9 shots are the chances of neurogenesis lower, because after my 8th dose I could feel myself slightly improving towards the end of the month, but after my 9th dose it all turned around and now there's absolutely nothing that I can do to bring myself happiness and satisfaction. Is this going to be my forever state?
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I didnt want to put you down, i didnt wanted to lie but neurogenesis is real and after 9 i would say is possible after long time, never give up.
 
KubiKook said:
Hmm, yeah, maybe something to look into... Are there any natural agents that are powerful enough to have a positive impact? I've had enough of all the pharmaceuticals.
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I used St Johns Wort for a while. It is a Natural Anti-Depressant… I was a bit spirited when I found it as it is very mild and should be a first port of call for Medicating Anyone for Depression. I was confused why it was never recommended. I tried it for a few weeks and either Placebo or Actively it worked just fine. It kept me going during a very depressing Recovery Arc.
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
Distance yourself from your experiences.
Don't expect to reach the perfect peace and happiness of earthly life. This should be your new attitude : no matter what your experiences are, enjoy them objectively, like you would a movie. You need to find true peace and happiness within yourself. Your external experiences should just be fun. You can make everything miserable if you let your mind do that. It's possible to be in good health and not appreciate it at all. But if you don't feel well, then you'll appreciate what it means to be healthy. Show gratitude to God for what He gives you, without waiting for troubles to become thankful.
You are an immortal child. You came to Earth to have fun and enjoy yourself. That's why life should be a mix of meditation and activity. If you lose your inner balance, that's when you become vulnerable to worldly suffering. Don't dishonor the name of God, in whose image you were made. Awaken the innate power of your mind by affirming: "No matter what experiences come, they can’t touch me. I am always happy."
Sri Sri Paramahansa Yogananda
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Appreciated Comment, it’s enthusiastic but the issue for many is they are looking for Technological Repair.
Spirituality is not deep for everyone and within this Paradox of Medication you have a very low feeling of Connection.
The Pinnacle of Everything would understand that…
Having Fun is not tangible for many on this Forum.
Immorality is selective, as they would have Choice in what they keep, other assumptions are almost a Drunken Dream.
Inner Balance is an Inner Ear Mechanism of Biological Fluids. Balance in the greater sense is: Be Good, Try to be kind to others. Don’t follow Humanity’s fanaticism in what they decided to throw into a bunch of Books to paint themselves clean. They are tomes of Governance when folk would not subscribe to Leadership they used that other system to have people avoid destroying themselves.
The Origin of Everything Ever gave you Physics, rely on that and how it works within Biological Forms. They gave you something to learn and use to understand Sciences, give Scientific Answers for Biology Issues.
Meditation won’t work, the Cognition is not working fully, it will just enhance the worry. Distract with what you can recall, things you liked, things you are mindful of, this will invoke repair.
You do dishonour to the Name Yourself with this spiel of yours. It is not productive.
I’m not sure, if you did set it to be helpful, that you are sounding as you intended to? What is your perspective and experience currently?
 
Brendan Clark said:
The problem for me is I had more doses than most @ 9 doses so this puts my recovery at a great disadvantage I think, which really worries me, making me think this will go on forever, and that my dopaminergic pathways are ruined forever. I wonder if it's possible to get your dopamine and serotonin measured?....
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You can shake it off with one injection in three months, I gathered this from reading these forums since Version 1. Nine Months of Injections will take 1-2 years. From your perspective you'll forget this one thing: You have more time than you realise when your mind is skewed by the effect of the meds. Bide your time. Slow walks (Watch old TV from a golden era: Knight Rider, Battlestar Galactica (original version), Buck Rogers, etc. They’re from a time perspective on Manners in the Future was almost Saintly and it will give you less concern with the themes in those programs, they’re amusing and entertaining, ask me, I have a list of epic stuff to watch when you feel like this), . Find animals to watch in nature, even bugs (A Beautiful Mind: Movie about John Nash, study the Animals, the Formula is maybe Hundreds of Trillions of Eons Old, (Smarter than he ever let on — He knew the best solution was ‘Everyone in the Group doing what’s best for the Group and Not Themselves’ works best, he had to spin it to have society Accept It… At the time ¡Communism!, and that understanding would have had him in Jail (McCarthy-ism)).
You’ll realise you have become a way that lets you study humans Objectively, since you’ve lost a part of what people call Human Factors (for a while) you can Assess their Behaviour, like ET would… (An Ironic Advantage of this issue).

Either Temporally (with time), or Scientifically — People working on Physics Based Repair (Includes Biology although Biologists don’t like to Admit It, an ongoing STEM argument) — You will find a pathway to gain what you feel is a Normalcy again. This is Mathematically Highly Probably going to happen, (the Chances Against It are like winning the Lottery consecutively a thousand times in a row). So in Mathematics it will be ok for you song this Path.

Do you need anything?
 
Brendan Clark said:
So my daydreaming and imagining won't return? According to AI the brain goes back to normal after discontinuing invega, like to its old self. I really want it to go back to my old thought patterns and brain, because this is just misery right now....I don't do anything in the day but typing here and going to Facebook, and just sitting on my bed with no thoughts or consciousness. Going online gave me satisfaction in June, but now not even that is appealing after June 30th shot at 50mg. What kind of life is this? My brain is so empty, is there really no possibility for it to be filled with the old thought patterns again? Is it too late for me? 9 doses of invega have really ruined me and knocked me over, I don't know how to get up again....Btw how many doses did you get? Do you think my dosage being at 9 caused all these problems for me and turned me into a vegetable. What I don't understand is there are those who take it for longer than myself and have no problems once stopping....
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Wait, are you still on the Medication? Is it Court Ordered?
I was advising from the angle you were in Recovery Post Medication…

If you’re on the stuff and have no choice, bide your time, do what they say, give no complaints. Sound Better, sound thankful. At Assessment they might attempt to redo the Court Order, but they can’t if you say your just going to follow all their advice for months up to that point. You see Legally, if you resist they can force you, but if you’re complying they will be in a legal predicament. They would have to Accuse you of something you’re not Preventing, at which point you will have them in a Catch 22 Legally and Societally. You can bring them up on Charges of Misconduct and Malpractice, it makes them look NUTS to pursue someone presenting well for months. They’re not in the Job of Criminal Assessment, to attempt it would put them in an Illegal Action, if it’s on your record that they’ve assessed Danger and their not Qualified in Criminal Psychology you will have them in Court and Win. They can be Bright up on Charges internally in the Hearth Services, if the Heath Services don’t Assess Correctly then it is a massive issue Nationally, if the Judiciary are in League you can request Asylum Abroad and they will try to protect you from those Monsters…

Be aware of Documents they make you sign. If any of the information looks false, do not sign it, ask to take it away and have some time to see if it’s ok. Any threats or pressure to sign a Legal Document as such is Misconduct, you can actually report it to your Intelligence Services, since their is a curtain of Privacy in Healthcare they would want to know if there’s a hidden nightmare in their society.

Message me Privately if you need. I am free to chat.
 
KubiKook said:
I don't know what to do, Y'all. I can't continue to live this awful life... Suicide is so difficult. After all this time, I'm still incredulous that two injections have done this level of damage to me.
How can that be?! I go on my Facebook, check out all the pictures, all the writings, all the song videos, all my friends & family... How can one doctor's decision to drug me destroy it all, just like that... My cat too, although obviously she's not brain-'damaged,' she's also down, lost her home, her comfort, and although I try, in essence lost her papa too... Her sadness adds more misery to mine.

Somebody help me. Anybody. Sorry to keep writing & writing, like I said, I don't know what to do, I'm just one lone voice (desperately) crying out in the wilderness.... Where is the 'hope' in this...
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Private Message Me please.
 
asr0101 said:
About to be 90 days off invega . Best decision I ever made . No longer feel totally numb . Libido is coming back although it’s not how it was before. Still feel a little numbness but I can enjoy my free time again .I got a job and I like the slight numbing effect as I can get used to the first few weeks with the numbing helping suppress my nerves . Feels like I’m in the sweet spot
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Your Pelvic Locale Muscles have Hyper Relaxed over time, it is a side effect. There are exercises to get it back in order. I am trying to research why this directly affects this area, The Medication seems to damage a part of the Musculature in the area, this effect is not on their declaration. That area filters Chemistry that might affect the Rectum, but it will affect the Area of the Filler. Evolution has you in Nature and this stuff is Chemistry that has never been seen by your Bodies except for around 50 years, which is 50/60MILLION years as a Fraction. One one Millionth of the Evolutionary Time of what you are.
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
I didnt want to put you down, i didnt wanted to lie but neurogenesis is real and after 9 i would say is possible after long time, never give up.
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Neurogenesis is Normal Brain Growth. I think you’re talking about Brain ‘Plasticity’.
Did you mean Adaptation?
 
Right, Let’s work this out: Who’s Off Meds? Who’s On Them? Who’s Court Ordered, and Who’s Not? Randomise your answers by a few months to prevent identification on this Forum. (Although Spying on Patients or Citizens is ILLEGAL so I hope they wouldn’t do that, or it’s the Cliff Edge of Court for them!)
 
Brendan Clark said:
I feel like a diminished version of myself just now due to invega as if the old, true version of myself is buried in the past. Will I ever go back to being the real me, or is he gone for good?
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Look, they’re forcing you to take it, I’m just guessing…
If they want a Zombie, give them one… Bide your time, get away from them, then recovery away from them.
Just agree and do the stupid stuff they think, it really is like Vomit their method. If you act Saintly, they can’t do sh1t. Just get through it, and get away.

Right, a lot of folk here are needing some pathways out of this Medical Madness. What do you all need?
 
8up said:
Your Pelvic Locale Muscles have Hyper Relaxed over time, it is a side effect. There are exercises to get it back in order. I am trying to research why this directly affects this area, The Medication seems to damage a part of the Musculature in the area, this effect is not on their declaration. That area filters Chemistry that might affect the Rectum, but it will affect the Area of the Filler. Evolution has you in Nature and this stuff is Chemistry that has never been seen by your Bodies except for around 50 years, which is 50/60MILLION years as a Fraction. One one Millionth of the Evolutionary Time of what you are.
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Invega and risperidone relaxes jaw muscles and the whole body is interconnected from jaw to pelvic floor to feet so it wouldn’t surprise me . When I was on invega injection early on they gave me risperidone pills which causes drooling due to relaxed jaw muscles
 
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