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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

I don't know what to do, Y'all. I can't continue to live this awful life... Suicide is so difficult. After all this time, I'm still incredulous that two injections have done this level of damage to me.
How can that be?! I go on my Facebook, check out all the pictures, all the writings, all the song videos, all my friends & family... How can one doctor's decision to drug me destroy it all, just like that... My cat too, although obviously she's not brain-'damaged,' she's also down, lost her home, her comfort, and although I try, in essence lost her papa too... Her sadness adds more misery to mine.

Somebody help me. Anybody. Sorry to keep writing & writing, like I said, I don't know what to do, I'm just one lone voice (desperately) crying out in the wilderness.... Where is the 'hope' in this...
 
KubiKook said:
I don't know what to do, Y'all. I can't continue to live this awful life... Suicide is so difficult. After all this time, I'm still incredulous that two injections have done this level of damage to me.
How can that be?! I go on my Facebook, check out all the pictures, all the writings, all the song videos, all my friends & family... How can one doctor's decision to drug me destroy it all, just like that... My cat too, although obviously she's not brain-'damaged,' she's also down, lost her home, her comfort, and although I try, in essence lost her papa too... Her sadness adds more misery to mine.

Somebody help me. Anybody. Sorry to keep writing & writing, like I said, I don't know what to do, I'm just one lone voice (desperately) crying out in the wilderness.... Where is the 'hope' in this...
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Dude i had way more injections then you and am doing fine. Also you where in way better shape then me befoe you started injectons. Honestly if i where you i would get a full blood work up. prolactin, estradiol, test, everthing. Maybe start TRT? shit works wonders honestly. And maybe try ritalin to honestly damn the shit wakes you up
 
KubiKook said:
I don't know what to do, Y'all. I can't continue to live this awful life... Suicide is so difficult. After all this time, I'm still incredulous that two injections have done this level of damage to me. How can that be?! I go on my Facebook, check out all the pictures, all the writings, all the song videos, all my friends & family... How can one doctor's decision to drug me destroy it all, just like that... My cat too, although obviously she's not brain-damaged, she's also down, lost her home, her comfort, and although I try, in essence lost her papa too... Her sadness adds more misery to mine.

Somebody help me. Anybody. Sorry to keep writing & writing, like I said, I don't know what to do, I'm just one lone voice (desperately) crying out in the wilderness.... Where is the 'hope' in this...
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paranoid android said:
Dude i had way more injections then you and am doing fine. Also you where in way better shape then me befoe you started injectons. Honestly if i where you i would get a full blood work up. prolactin, estradiol, test, everthing. Maybe start TRT? shit works wonders honestly. And maybe try ritalin to honestly damn the shit wakes you up
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Yeah, you're lucky bro. I guess my brain was super-sensitive to Invega. I don't know what'll help me. We'll see what makes sense to try. Thanks for the suggestions.
 
KubiKook said:
Sorry, if you've written this before... How many injections did you get? And how long did you go through withdrawal issues?
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3 months worth of invega injection and 18 months of abilify injections. No wd issiues i was put onto latuda when i came off abilify. Latuda is literal poison though imo. Im on zyprexa now works great
 
paranoid android said:
3 months worth of invega injection and 18 months of abilify injections. No wd issiues i was put onto latuda when i came off abilify. Latuda is literal poison though imo. Im on zyprexa now works great
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Damn, you've been on a lot of sh*t. Like I said, you're lucky you're doing well. I guess you're brain could take it. Mine, not so much. Anyway, I didn't need any of these drugs. Such malpractice.
 
About to be 90 days off invega . Best decision I ever made . No longer feel totally numb . Libido is coming back although it’s not how it was before. Still feel a little numbness but I can enjoy my free time again .I got a job and I like the slight numbing effect as I can get used to the first few weeks with the numbing helping suppress my nerves . Feels like I’m in the sweet spot
 
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