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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

wbga said:
God is incredibly evil and kind.

There is no hell, and no heaven.

This life is just our reality.

It is just endless hellfire if you can't save yourself.

Donuld trump is famous for a reason and that is because he truly exists and communicated with people to warn us of the life to come and warn us from hellfire.
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Read Autobiography of a Yogi by Yogananda who is on my profile pic along with Anandamayi Ma. Heaven in this human realm is possible to experience as hell. "The kingdom of heaven is within you" ~ Jesus. I just left church mass and i can assure you all i felt all trauma healing from the divine energy there. Art of Jesus Mother Mary and Jan Paweł 2 Polish pope who was a saint was healing me like a session with good psychologist. Miracles do happen never give up guys. "Love facilitates healing" ~ David Hawkins. Love can heal everything.
 
Hey guys, just dropping in to remind everyone that recovery is possible. I got my last injection in June/July 2024, and I've almost entirely recovered. The funny thing is I can hardly remember the invega experience. I think this is because of disassociation/not being able to form memories properly in that state.

Most recently, my energy levels are back to baseline. Doesn't feel like I'm dragging a corpse around when I walk. Listening to and making music is enjoyable again and informed by my emotional state.

You will recover from this garbage injection. I know it's hell, I've been through it and you can survive it as well.

Take vitamins, Lions mane, fish oil, Magnesium Glycinate, st Johns wort (warning not to mix with antidepressants etc) and exercise as often as you can (I went for runs sometimes more than twice a week for 15 min at the worst of the invega hell experience, which was extremely difficult).

Exercise helps the brain recover, long term. Short term I wasn't even getting that rush you usually do from exercise, but I get that again now. Just keep in mind every time you exercise, you are quickening your recovery, even if it doesn't feel like it.

If anyone wants to talk feel free to DM me.
 
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Mental Health Post in thread 'Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2'

The most positive profiles I can find here, click on Find latest posts on the profile page to see their posts
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/309645-khaverim7
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/253077-starkid
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/363127-redmanone
http://bluelight.org/vb/members/343929-Symbolicone09
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/343448-Bad-Robot
http://www.bluelight.org/vb/members/406724-Invegasucks...

And here's links to some recovery stories, I used to search for them often and they gave me hope. These are posted back in 2018 though, there are plenty more recoveries since then, both posted and not.
 
I got some gardening done today. Also got a BBQ last week and have been using it almost everyday. I actually want to do some things nowadays unlike the 12 months straight after the injections.
 
IOSIP said:
What if to live is to never have the answers to exist.
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From my conclusions, a complete answer to consciousness likely can't be known, because what goes against causality can't be seen as real, you could say "it could be experienced", and again nothing can be experienced and spoken in a reasonable/logical way without reason/logic being there in the first place (during the experience), you are spinning in a loop by saying "it could be experienced".

From what I see when I look at this world, it's the present moment and my memories of what happened in the past, what I decided in the past (but I can't prove that I decided it, neither can I prove that I didn't = unknown), and how it formed my identity in the present. I can not find myself as being conscious, but something is present (I am, but can't find where nor can't find myself, this is why I say "something is present") but it's not exact/measurable like material products of time/space, this is where it gets tricky because even a brain is a product of time/space so if consciousness is emerging from time/space then it should be measurable, (in future, with science) it might possibly be measured fully by swapping consciousness, the paradox is (if it works), these actions can not be proven that you even swapped it in the first place (consciousness is decreased to a level of a force at this point), and also representing the consciousness as some data is not the same as proving it. So, for me, "to trust" anything is nothing more than tracking evidence through memories in time, and pulling a statistic from it.
 
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TonyTonyChopper said:
You are free to believe what you want but logically it makes sense for there to be a necessary existance whom we call God
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Not really, it could be math (but I'm not saying that it is). Did you know everything exists within PI, even your DNA? Except PI is non-physical, but it's math and math applies to physical, so maybe there's something that could be generating PI physically and then atoms/dna/planets/etc get created by mere probability (most of space being empty and with seemingly no life goes in hand to this theory), in PI it's still more likely that something will happen that is more likely to happen.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Well we believe that every muslim is promised paradise in the end so that question doesn't make sense to me. Will there be muslims who will go to hellfire for major sins that they commited in this life ? Yes but eventually after serving their punishment they will end up going to paradise. Unlike athiests , polythiests etc who will go to hell forever. Lets say my brother commited murder and goes to hell for 2 million years would that bother me ? yes and I would still like to go to heaven myself but knowing I will reunite with him eventually , I would be fine.
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That's cold man.
Knowing your family will be suffering
and you still want to go to heaven.

If it was me personally I'd tell God to go fck himself and tell him to throw me in Hell with my family.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Well we believe that every muslim is promised paradise in the end so that question doesn't make sense to me. Will there be muslims who will go to hellfire for major sins that they commited in this life ? Yes but eventually after serving their punishment they will end up going to paradise. Unlike athiests , polythiests etc who will go to hell forever. Lets say my brother commited murder and goes to hell for 2 million years would that bother me ? yes and I would still like to go to heaven myself but knowing I will reunite with him eventually , I would be fine.
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I don't consider myself atheist or poly-atheist, I'm closest to agnostic but not even that term seems to apply completely but is close. I left hinduism because I found it too irrational.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Also no where in the Quran does it say you can blow yourself up to kill innocent people and your reward is heaven. Quiet the opposite, anyone that kills themselves is going to hell forever.
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Yeah like, "Islamic" terrorists perverted their religion. As did the crusaders and Christian nationalists. I hate theocracy.
 
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New anecdotal story!

I was on St. John's Wort for maybe about 3 weeks and I felt like I could get erections, but it was super super hard to exercise. I stopped taking it and now I was able to run a quarter mile in 2 minutes (progress for me).
 
stolensoul said:
Hey guys, just dropping in to remind everyone that recovery is possible. I got my last injection in June/July 2024, and I've almost entirely recovered. The funny thing is I can hardly remember the invega experience. I think this is because of disassociation/not being able to form memories properly in that state.

Most recently, my energy levels are back to baseline. Doesn't feel like I'm dragging a corpse around when I walk. Listening to and making music is enjoyable again and informed by my emotional state.

You will recover from this garbage injection. I know it's hell, I've been through it and you can survive it as well.

Take vitamins, Lions mane, fish oil, Magnesium Glycinate, st Johns wort (warning not to mix with antidepressants etc) and exercise as often as you can (I went for runs sometimes more than twice a week for 15 min at the worst of the invega hell experience, which was extremely difficult).

Exercise helps the brain recover, long term. Short term I wasn't even getting that rush you usually do from exercise, but I get that again now. Just keep in mind every time you exercise, you are quickening your recovery, even if it doesn't feel like it.

If anyone wants to talk feel free to DM me.
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how many injections
 
@stolensoul
There is some guy on reddit whose literally been crying in every Invega post.

He says he recieved 4 injections of Invega.
He says his life is ruined. . . .

Two years have passed and he says he has no improvements.
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
@stolensoul
You received 4-5 shots of Invega.
There is no way in hell you recovered 100% in less than a year 😂

I don't know if you enjoy being on invega
Or if you can't tell the difference between normal and your brain being fried. Lmao
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Well you better believe it. Almost fully recovered. A few more months and I'll be there. Do things that help you get better, like exercise, take the right supplements etc. Praying won't help
 
stolensoul said:
Well you better believe it. Almost fully recovered. A few more months and I'll be there. Do things that help you get better, like exercise, take the right supplements etc. Praying won't help
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I saw so many people from bluelight recovered and from Reddit. Guy can suffer but him telling that those are lies is atrocious. Neurogenesis exist.
 
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