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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

@YogirisingKundalini

Just to let you know.
I have a new testament bible.
Been reading it for 11 months now. Every day.

Nothing has happened. God has not healed me.

11 months praying and no answer from God.
He is Silent. Want to know why?

Because he doesn't exist.
 
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BelieveInGod123

It is paranoid and delusional to believe people here are being paid to promote invega. Reality check brother.

You just can't accept that people have different experiences and recovery times. You need to study genetics, genetic variability, natural selection, and evolution. Not everybody will experience the same situation.

It's not right to come on here and acuse people of lying and making false statements as only God would know. And with a name like believe in God you surely don't believe and don't show any Christian character. Who is putting falsehoods out now?

If you are so convinced you can't recover then why are you on a recovery forum? Go write a book about how you will never recover. Take your misery elsewhere.

You are turning this forum to garbage. If I was a moderator I would have banned you already after so many toxic posts.

I recommend everybody that is tired of him to hit the ignore and just stop replying to him. He is taking this thread to darkness.

We and especially new members here looking for hope don't deserve this.

He is here looking for an argument. I'm not going to reply to him anymore and nobody else should either. When he doesn't have an argument he will leave and find somebody else to bother. If some new member gets tangled up in his nonsense, tell them to ignore him too.
 
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@DontJump

You supposedly had 12 injections of Invega.

This is what your first post said...

"I'm only 3 weeks off right now and got goosebumps again playing guitar. I really felt the music. The past few days I've been feeling really well not as self absorbed and conversating more and have an overall more positive outlook."


I don't think you ever had Invega to be honest.
 
@DontJump
12 injections of Invega?

I wonder how many years will pass before you see any signs of improvement.

Me, after receiving just 1 injection Invega.
1 year has passed. Still no sign of improvement.

And you had 12?
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
Does anyone know if there is anyway we can change our usernames?
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Forum Moderator

⫸STICKY⫷ Thread '"name changes: a one time perk for a $25 donation" thread'

This question has been asked countless times, and the answer has been and will continue to be the same.

How do I delete my account & posts?


You can't delete your account. But you can delete your own posts... one at a time. Use the search engine to show all posts created by yourself, open each one, and click the 'edit' button next to each one. The delete option is there, and from that point onwards you'll know what to do. You're awesome enough to be reading this FAQ, so I have every faith in you.

However, your general awesomeness does not extend to deleting posts in closed or...
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i dunno if this is the only way to go about changing a user name, but i've seen this thread before... i dunno if all the moderators that do that stuff check this thread. you might want to ask someone in that thread through PM or something.

you could always get a new email with a different user name if you don't want to pay the 25 bucks.
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
Bluelight.org is actually TOXIC. 🤢🤮

1.) I believe atleast 50% of bluelight users
never had Invega.
2.) 25% of users enjoy being BRAIN DEAD. 🧠
3.) The other 20% are being paid to
promote Invega.

Their is only 5% of REAL users actually struggling with INVEGA. And guess what?
None of them have recovered 100%.
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bruh this is basically recreationaldrugs.com. Bluelight is for teaching people how to grow shrooms, how to test your drugs for cross contamination, hanging out with stoners, how to use hard drugs safely, trip reports, and it's generally a community for drug users. The Dark Side section is where you'll find support for addiction, trip trauma, psychedelic induced dp/dr, and venting. A lot of drugs cause psychosis, so I'm not surprised something like this popped up here. There's a higher concentration of people who had transient drug induced psychosis and thdy often get misdiagnosed and then mistreated with this shit.

I'm probably going to get a normal account when I no longer need this thread, I'm a stoner and low level psychonaut.
 
InvegaAnon said:
bruh this is basically recreationaldrugs.com. Bluelight is for teaching people how to grow shrooms, how to test your drugs for cross contamination, hanging out with stoners, how to use hard drugs safely, trip reports, and it's generally a community for drug users. The Dark Side section is where you'll find support for addiction, trip trauma, psychedelic induced dp/dr, and venting. A lot of drugs cause psychosis, so I'm not surprised something like this popped up here. There's a higher concentration of people who had transient drug induced psychosis and thdy often get misdiagnosed and then mistreated with this shit.

I'm probably going to get a normal account when I no longer need this thread, I'm a stoner and low level psychonaut.
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I love psychs to and also dissociatives. Im a big fan of s ket and also shrooms
 
This whole experience has made me think about death and God alot. What if there is no god? What if life just exists? What if when we die we are infinitely reborn again into different lives?

What if to exist means you are a God. What if this is all existence is never ending consciousness. But never having the answers. What if we die and its a never ending black void? We would never no we existed in the first place.

Does a stillborn baby get an afterlife? If yoh never formed a personality do you get to the same heaven as everyone else?

What if to live is to never have the answers to exist. What if In our next lives we get born in north Korea?

Life is fucked. We have no choice in our existence. To live is to be born into a society that judges you for your mistakes. 1 wrong turn and its all over for us. I.e pyschosis.

Look at all the awful things that happen in this world and tell me God is loving and kind. You can't its a scam.
 
IOSIP said:
This whole experience has made me think about death and God alot. What if there is no god? What if life just exists? What if when we die we are infinitely reborn again into different lives?

What if to exist means you are a God. What if this is all existence is never ending consciousness. But never having the answers. What if we die and its a never ending black void? We would never no we existed in the first place.

Does a stillborn baby get an afterlife? If yoh never formed a personality do you get to the same heaven as everyone else?

What if to live is to never have the answers to exist. What if In our next lives we get born in north Korea?

Life is fucked. We have no choice in our existence. To live is to be born into a society that judges you for your mistakes. 1 wrong turn and its all over for us. I.e pyschosis.

Look at all the awful things that happen in this world and tell me God is loving and kind. You can't its a scam.
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I hear what your saying.
Personally what I think is

I feel like reincarnation exists.
We are in some sort of simulation. (Matrix)
We are in some sort of cycle.
Sort of like hell.
Where we reborn in a different life.
But suffer in each lifetime.

The cycle will never end.
There will always be life and death.

I don't believe a heavenly God in the sky exists.
But what I do believe is that if there is a God,
God lives within us. Inside each and everyone one of us. Which is why we all have the decision to do good or bad.

Do I believe there is a God up in the sky who grants miracles? No.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
THE DEVIL EXISTS AND SO DOES GOD. REPENT ALL OF YOU OR FEAR THE TORMENT THAT IS THE HELL FIRE ON THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT.
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Let's just say hypothetically that hell existed.
And God decided to throw your entire family into hell for eternity except you.
Would you still want to go to heaven knowing your family will be spending eternity suffering in hell?
 
IOSIP said:
This whole experience has made me think about death and God alot. What if there is no god? What if life just exists? What if when we die we are infinitely reborn again into different lives?

What if to exist means you are a God. What if this is all existence is never ending consciousness. But never having the answers. What if we die and its a never ending black void? We would never no we existed in the first place.

Does a stillborn baby get an afterlife? If yoh never formed a personality do you get to the same heaven as everyone else?

What if to live is to never have the answers to exist. What if In our next lives we get born in north Korea?

Life is fucked. We have no choice in our existence. To live is to be born into a society that judges you for your mistakes. 1 wrong turn and its all over for us. I.e pyschosis.

Look at all the awful things that happen in this world and tell me God is loving and kind. You can't its a scam.
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There is absolutely no purpose in anything.

Human make purpose. There is no god.

We are the god scamming ourselves because we were eternally lonely.

Pain is the ultimate truth.

It is a never ending cycle of existence.

God failed to make a friend. So we create this awful movie and act as if we don’t know the truth.
 
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