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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

I’m in Australia too. Did she sue them? I want to when I’m better. Or a class act. I hope she got better. Racism is shit though…. I hope she got better. This is pure torture
IOSIP said:
Yeah she was 100 percent racist but you know what she was ok ahahahaha I liked her.
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The hardest thing about invega for me is the fact it erased my self awareness and ability to introspect. It’s so hard to live life without understanding your motivations and actions. I think it’s coming back slowly though.
 
Harmedbypsychward said:
The hardest thing about invega for me is the fact it erased my self awareness and ability to introspect. It’s so hard to live life without understanding your motivations and actions. I think it’s coming back slowly though.
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I’m happy for you. I hear you about how it erases your self awareness and ability to introspect. It’s pure poison.
 
InvegaAnon said:
She said some wild shit about immigrants but I still hope she's doing ok and will have good luck in her pregnancy and have a new baby. Having a kid after you lose your first one can be healing.
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Lets be honest how much insane shit is said on this forum. At least maryjane cared about other people here.
 
Pretty Green said:
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Hello! How are you now? I’m in Australia too and going to sue these bastards when I’m better or try to do a class act so they can’t keep doing this to people
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I didn’t sue them. I claimed permanent disability through insurance. I got the same doctors that shot me up to sign my forms. If you are going to shoot me, then you are going to sign.
You need two doctors to sign your forms.
If you have superannuation, then you have insurance included in your super fund.

I still suffer in some ways, my sleep will never be the same. I’ve done a year and a half.

Was it worth the money? No. Did it compensate? Yes. I almost killed myself twice. I thought “what about the money” then I thought “fuck the money, I can’t take it anymore”.

I feel guilt for recieving the money. It didn’t make it better. I went through hell and back and met the devil Himself. He said hi.

I spend my time finding others and telling them how to get their insurance money.
 
I hear you. I’ve tried to end it four times now. No adrenaline no hunger no thirst no emotions… I feel boring and I was never boring. An artist a musician and full of life. I had some fuckhead come into my room in the hospital one night when I was just on apripriprazole tablets and zuclipenthizol and he was watching me sleep. I woke up and was so frightened and screamed and the next morning they gave me two injections hours apart. :( I’m sorry your sleep isn’t better. Do you enjoy weed again and music? Those two things were everything to me and now music is noise. I’m 7 and a half months after the shots and it’s been hell. Never was this negative. I just need some hope. I’m sorry you went through this too. No one understands unless they have been through it. If I get to sue them I’m going to use the money to help others and spread awareness when this fucking awful nightmare is over.
maryjaneforever said:
I didn’t sue them. I claimed permanent disability through insurance. I got the same doctors that shot me up to sign my forms. If you are going to shoot me, then you are going to sign.
You need two doctors to sign your forms.
If you have superannuation, then you have insurance included in your super fund.

I still suffer in some ways, my sleep will never be the same. I’ve done a year and a half.

Was it worth the money? No. Did it compensate? Yes. I almost killed myself twice. I thought “what about the money” then I thought “fuck the money, I can’t take it anymore”.

I feel guilt for recieving the money. It didn’t make it better. I went through hell and back and met the devil Himself. He said hi.

I spend my time finding others and telling them how to get their insurance money.
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Pretty Green said:
I hear you. I’ve tried to end it four times now. No adrenaline no hunger no thirst no emotions… I feel boring and I was never boring. An artist a musician and full of life. I had some fuckhead come into my room in the hospital one night when I was just on apripriprazole tablets and zuclipenthizol and he was watching me sleep. I woke up and was so frightened and screamed and the next morning they gave me two injections hours apart. :( I’m sorry your sleep isn’t better. Do you enjoy weed again and music? Those two things were everything to me and now music is noise. I’m 7 and a half months after the shots and it’s been hell. Never was this negative. I just need some hope. I’m sorry you went through this too. No one understands unless they have been through it. If I get to sue them I’m going to use the money to help others and spread awareness when this fucking awful nightmare is over.
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Can you feel nicotine again or caffeine? I’m sorry for the questions I just need some hope as this is worse than hell itself if there is one
 
Pretty Green said:
I hear you. I’ve tried to end it four times now. No adrenaline no hunger no thirst no emotions… I feel boring and I was never boring. An artist a musician and full of life. I had some fuckhead come into my room in the hospital one night when I was just on apripriprazole tablets and zuclipenthizol and he was watching me sleep. I woke up and was so frightened and screamed and the next morning they gave me two injections hours apart. :( I’m sorry your sleep isn’t better. Do you enjoy weed again and music? Those two things were everything to me and now music is noise. I’m 7 and a half months after the shots and it’s been hell. Never was this negative. I just need some hope. I’m sorry you went through this too. No one understands unless they have been through it. If I get to sue them I’m going to use the money to help others and spread awareness when this fucking awful nightmare is over.
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You’ll be ok. But not for awhile. Maybe 12 months. By the time summer comes you should be better.
I gave up the weed for awhile.
And yeah it destroyed music for me. I can’t dance anymore. Still not interested in meaningless conversations or small talk.
Caffeine yes and nicotine yes.
Force yourself to drink water and get some vitamins. It’s raped your body of its natural processes.

Your gut feeds your brain. Nothing in your gut nothing in your brain.

I dunno my belief is this is something that changes us.
 
One more thing. Believeingod got perma banned for his opinions. Was so bull shit. He said it’s permanent. I actually agree with him. Poor soul never stood a chance coz no one liked him. What he said wasn’t that bad. Just a mod on a power trip. Again.

I still have TD and tremors. Early Parkinson’s. I noticed when I drink my hand shakes still. When that’s fixed I’ll say ok not permanent. But for some of us it is.
 
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