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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

destroylonely said:
has anyone here tried a keto diet while recovering? i'm on day 3. i'm just a bit nervous that i won't lose any fat at all because of invega's metabolism effect. i'm feeling pretty normal, seven months off only one injection. also, did anyone recover from their hair falling? i heard that's another side effect and mine does fall out too.
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Man just stick to Whole Foods and eat in a deficit while lifting weights. Fat loss is all calories in calories out.
 
wbga said:
guy...

Sorry to tell you this but this invega changed my life in a very positive way after 9 months.

My life was ruined and now more than recovered.

I became so strong and found so much deeper meaning from no meaning that invega gives us.

All the so called "me" died literally.

I lost all the desires and meanings but now I replaced those desires and meaning into love and gratitude and filling my life with so much deeper meaning.

Talk to me if you want to know how I did this.
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How did you do this? please let me know
 
Pretty Green said:
How did you do this? please let me know
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It was about finding the true happiness or meaning from no meaning.

You know invega made us feel nothing and no desire.

All my happiness was focused on the stimulation and tastes, money, filling my desires.

So basically filling desire was the meaning of my life, which I didn't even know I was defining my happiness like that before.

I wanted to die because I thought I lost all the meaning about life.

Even health wasn't something giving me the meaning of life.

It was the will to find the meaning and hope itself that gave me meaning.

I tried to make sense of this world that's filled with so much contradictions.

And I could find one fact.

Life wasn't about making sense of everything in physical world, but finding who I am through this contradiction.

Life isn't fair for sure. Life is so cruel. God isn't merciful.

God only wants us to find who we are.

Invega gave me answer to this.

The world and I, all the people I meet are in fact myself.

Abundance doesn't come from outside but from inside.

Finding harmony in the outside, when it doesn't make sense at all.

Trying to understand something that doesn't make sense.

All this process gave me the will to live even though it is still hard to do what I am required to do.

If you want to hear more please ask me more in detail.
 
People just want to heal from this poison, we could be much more spiritual and better functioning before these injections.

It is awfully hard to function in every aspect, maybe it is just me with the big amount of injections that i got, but it is survival mode everyday for me.

Its like a torture to do anything now, the brain damage and realizing how stupid my brain has become makes things worse.

Not being possible to cry or feel any sort of joy is terrorizing, i feel life fleeing my body. Im tired of dying over and over again everyday.

Not to mentions the physical damage it has done, the spiritual side is terrible.

I dont mean to sound whining and negativley complaining, but many here who really got these shots feel the same way i do and cannot find a coping solution to this state.
 
therendezvous said:
People just want to heal from this poison, we could be much more spiritual and better functioning before these injections.

It is awfully hard to function in every aspect, maybe it is just me with the big amount of injections that i got, but it is survival mode everyday for me.

Its like a torture to do anything now, the brain damage and realizing how stupid my brain has become makes things worse.

Not being possible to cry or feel any sort of joy is terrorizing, i feel life fleeing my body. Im tired of dying over and over again everyday.

Not to mentions the physical damage it has done, the spiritual side is terrible.

I dont mean to sound whining and negativley complaining, but many here who really got these shots feel the same way i do and cannot find a coping solution to this state.
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I understand you. give more time to your body. find more healthy microorganisms for your body
 
therendezvous said:
People just want to heal from this poison, we could be much more spiritual and better functioning before these injections.

It is awfully hard to function in every aspect, maybe it is just me with the big amount of injections that i got, but it is survival mode everyday for me.

Its like a torture to do anything now, the brain damage and realizing how stupid my brain has become makes things worse.

Not being possible to cry or feel any sort of joy is terrorizing, i feel life fleeing my body. Im tired of dying over and over again everyday.

Not to mentions the physical damage it has done, the spiritual side is terrible.

I dont mean to sound whining and negativley complaining, but many here who really got these shots feel the same way i do and cannot find a coping solution to this state.
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It is torture.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
maryjaneforever

she hasnt posted since feb, maybe she got banned by paranoid android
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Nah she said she was leaving cos she was sick of his shit. It was wild because as much as paranoid android can say some shit. He's pretty reasonable.

Sad because I liked maryjane.
 
Hey everyone just thought I'd provide an update i haven't posted in a while.

Recovery is possible from the pits of despair you may find yourself in. Anyone new here getting jabbed just know the first 3 to 6 months are the absolute worst.

My anhedonia has fully gone away I think.

I do feel like psychosis generally speaking has ruined me as a person and I still have no motivation for life.

But I was in hell last year when I first got these jabs. That hell has subsided enough for me to enjoy video games again.

I dunno how I will recover my life from here but in terms of the really bad side effects from invega they have mostly passed now.

Am I happy? Not really.

Am I suffering less ? Absolutely.

I'm not saying my life is easy now. But it is better. Anhedonia and akathisia are the literal fucking devil. I can't even really remember those feelings now a distant memory. But I'll always remember the days on end of pure hell. The way my thoughts kept betraying me.

Anyways hope everyone is well
 
Also people just becuase invega fucked your brain. Don't discount using other psychiatric meds to help you recover. I started taking cymbalta again my regular anti depressant of 20 years and my god it fucking helped.

Don't believe all the anti psychiatry bullshit on here. Yeah there are risks involved with every medication. But let's not pretend yall aren't taking all sorts of drugs etc anyways.

NO IM NOT AND UNDERCOVER PSYCHIATRIST OF DONTBELIEVEINGOD IS STILL LURKING HERE.
 
IOSIP said:
Nah she said she was leaving cos she was sick of his shit. It was wild because as much as paranoid android can say some shit. He's pretty reasonable.

Sad because I liked maryjane.
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She said some wild shit about immigrants but I still hope she's doing ok and will have good luck in her pregnancy and have a new baby. Having a kid after you lose your first one can be healing.
 
IOSIP said:
Also people just becuase invega fucked your brain. Don't discount using other psychiatric meds to help you recover. I started taking cymbalta again my regular anti depressant of 20 years and my god it fucking helped.

Don't believe all the anti psychiatry bullshit on here. Yeah there are risks involved with every medication. But let's not pretend yall aren't taking all sorts of drugs etc anyways.

NO IM NOT AND UNDERCOVER PSYCHIATRIST OF DONTBELIEVEINGOD IS STILL LURKING HERE.
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I firmly believe SSRIs are not safe but maybe an SNRI is. Just be careful everyone.
 
InvegaAnon said:
She said some wild shit about immigrants but I still hope she's doing ok and will have good luck in her pregnancy and have a new baby. Having a kid after you lose your first one can be healing.
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Yeah she was 100 percent racist but you know what she was ok ahahahaha I liked her.
 
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