Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

[t_xeplionhell]

Sorry for insult but you are now being delusion you better rise your invega dose .

This is joke tho.

 

[Invegarecovery]

I'm really sorry for you but I promise and I swear in myself (Allah) that soon I'm the upcoming years I'll help you become successful paradise which is infinity better then your previous life according to you in your own way( not joking)

You'll be able to enjoy your life infinite times better in a way you have no idea what it is. In life people should always hope for something better then just sticking to what they got.theres always room for better and better

 

[t_xeplionhell]

@Invegarecovery You should apologise me and others for saying it will not make your life like hell.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

@Invegarecovery Im very productive now Im programming things that are very complex and even more complex than what most of microsoft developers do, and ur saying Im worthless. Read about my suffering in that post you didnt read or ur very ignorrant and bad person.

 

[Invegarecovery]

Sorry for insult but you are now being delusion you better rise your invega dose .

I'm fine with taking invega, it's just that I can't say the right words for something that is strange but makes sense. And I cannot help you to find a way to be invincible superpowers. Instead I just have to wait to end the universe if I'm on medication. At least without medication I can talk(words) to you.
So yeah: taking invega will make me shut up,but eventually in the far off future you people will feel my greatness infinite too much good which you are not ready for it at all and you people will be infinity torture,suffer in the far of future all of a sudden without any sort of warning.

At least with medication my brain is working to talk to you and tell you what's about to happen.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

@Invegarecovery what u have to say on my suffering I explained which almost ended with death cuz of 2 invega shots.

 

[Invegarecovery]

@Invegarecovery Im very productive now Im programming things that are very complex and even more complex than what most of microsoft developers do. Read about my suffering in that post you didnt read or ur very ignorrant and bad person.

Many people are texting me, you don't ask yourself how can 1 person is deciding who to respond and how to respond to 10 people at the same time. Anybody knows Even 1 person cannot respond to 2 people at the same time.and now you say :"Read about my suffering in that post you didnt read or ur very ignorrant and bad person"
How can I read when so many people say wrong things and I keep finding ways to respond to that person on his own conversation.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

Many people are texting me, you don't ask yourself how can 1 person is deciding who to respond and how to respond to 10 people at the same time. Anybody knows Even 1 person cannot respond to 2 people at the same time.and now you say :"Read about my suffering in that post you didnt read or ur very ignorrant and bad person"
How can I read when so many people say wrong things and I keep finding ways to respond to that person on his own conversation.

And dont make fun out of my suffering.

 

[Invegarecovery]

@Invegarecovery Im very productive now Im programming things that are very complex and even more complex than what most of microsoft developers do. Read about my suffering in that post you didnt read or ur very ignorrant and bad person.

@Invegarecovery Im very productive now Im programming things that are very complex and even more complex than what most of microsoft developers do. Read about my suffering in that post you didnt read or ur very ignorrant and bad person.

@Invegarecovery You should apologise me and others for saying it will not make your life like hell.

Okay I seriously apologize.
But what I will do is not enjoy my life and believe that it can be infinite times better in a way that's it's beyond our understanding of what reality is and in an complex unknown way that anybody cannot understand at all. In my life I never satisfied because I always believe and hope that life is better then it is. So I want infinity invincibility,too much enjoyment that is much more then just the Paradise you see on tv or movies .
So sorry I don't want you have medium,normal,average ordinary pleasure which is not paradise in a way you have no idea what it is and because of that it's literally infinity times more pleasurable,fun, enjoyment according to you. So if something is completely different then its possible to make sense it's infinity times better. But if things are similar then then the enjoyment is about the same. Definitely definitely not literally infinity times more enjoyable

 

[t_xeplionhell]

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Okay I seriously apologize.
But what I will do is not enjoy my life and believe that it can be infinite times better in a way that's it's beyond our understanding of what reality is and in an complex unknown way that anybody cannot understand at all. In my life I never satisfied because I always believe and hope that life is better then it is. So I want infinity invincibility,too much enjoyment that is much more then just the Paradise you see on tv or movies .
So sorry I don't want you have medium,normal,average ordinary pleasure which is not paradise in a way you have no idea what it is and because of that it's literally infinity times more pleasurable,fun, enjoyment according to you. So if something is completely different then its possible to make sense it's infinity times better. But if things are similar then then the enjoyment is about the same. Definitely definitely not literally infinity times more enjoyable

I got too much enjoyment thats unimaginable from full kundalini awakening and my spiritual awakening. Also got many more things out of it that are unimaginable.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

Okay I seriously apologize.
But what I will do is not enjoy my life and believe that it can be infinite times better in a way that's it's beyond our understanding of what reality is and in an complex unknown way that anybody cannot understand at all. In my life I never satisfied because I always believe and hope that life is better then it is. So I want infinity invincibility,too much enjoyment that is much more then just the Paradise you see on tv or movies .
So sorry I don't want you have medium,normal,average ordinary pleasure which is not paradise in a way you have no idea what it is and because of that it's literally infinity times more pleasurable,fun, enjoyment according to you. So if something is completely different then its possible to make sense it's infinity times better. But if things are similar then then the enjoyment is about the same. Definitely definitely not literally infinity times more enjoyable

You think you will somehow induce it with suffering, no, there are ways thru spiritual practices like Indian Yoga pranayama(using breath and focus), Yoga yamas and niyamas(state of mind), Yoga dharana(work on chakras and focus meditation), Yoga dhyana(deconcetrated meditation), etc.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

Okay I seriously apologize.
But what I will do is not enjoy my life and believe that it can be infinite times better in a way that's it's beyond our understanding of what reality is and in an complex unknown way that anybody cannot understand at all. In my life I never satisfied because I always believe and hope that life is better then it is. So I want infinity invincibility,too much enjoyment that is much more then just the Paradise you see on tv or movies .
So sorry I don't want you have medium,normal,average ordinary pleasure which is not paradise in a way you have no idea what it is and because of that it's literally infinity times more pleasurable,fun, enjoyment according to you. So if something is completely different then its possible to make sense it's infinity times better. But if things are similar then then the enjoyment is about the same. Definitely definitely not literally infinity times more enjoyable

It is just wrong to believe that things like that(infinite enjoyment) will happen out of nothing.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

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I got too much enjoyment thats unimaginable from full kundalini awakening and my spiritual awakening. Also got many more things out of it that are unimaginable.

Why would I wish for more lol.

 

[Invegarecovery]

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No i feel really bad this whole cto thing with forced medication pisses me off and give me no hope ban that troll please

I swear in myself the only thing I'm trying to do is have the life you want and have hope no matter whatever situation literally you are in.

I will take a break from online chatting because I want to do meditation spirituality. Religion of invincibility.dont worry. Im doing meditation by finding ways to believe in the possiblity of superpowers invincibility. I know it's delusional. But I just hope it becomes true because it's enjoyment/fun/pleasure is more.people watch tv shows and they say it's fun but delusional. So why are some people criticizing me that I'm delusional because I just believe in the possibilities of any kind of miracles. Believing in possibilities doesn't mean you don't know how to take care of yourself or you risk you life to do dangerous things even though some people do extreme sports and died and no one even complained about it because they didn't believe in superpowers miracles invincibility.

I Am NOT NOT invincible at all. I do not have any kind of superpowers at all. I am just a normal person who needs food 3 times a day(not year) and drinking water at least every 8 hours

It is just wrong to believe that things like that(infinite enjoyment) will happen out of nothing.

It is just wrong to believe that things like that(infinite enjoyment) will happen out of nothing.

Yes I agree but you didn't understood my viewpoint of what I'm trying to say.
If video games are fun:then without any doubt it will become true. I just don't know how but it will , I don't even know the timing of when life is filled with superpowers,which even the words that I just said makes me hate myself. Because life cannot be described by words. Life is only can be described by feeling,seeing,hearing,smelling,tasting,.me texting like this is just evil , because there's no meaning. Even if what Im saying makes perfect sense in the internet without feeling then it's just bad. When I say evil ,I don't mean evil like the evil you think like for example in the movies.no you are wrong. The real definition of evil is books with just language of words. Internet that is only text message but not video facetime or even pictures. So the real definition of evil is words without feeling but makes sense and this is just temporary. Life becomes purified good in 1 second FIGURATIVELY. It's just our minds think it's been trillions of years but in reality you people will have infinity unknown pleasure for the first time in history. I am not a magician. What I am saying is the possibilities of everything is possible. But if you . So I agree that words are meaningless if you don't feel it even though you cannot feel words . Words is just a religion or intention of become good .life is not about being good or bad. It's about being evil,stupid,wrong but having the intention of any possiblities of fun can exist .that shows you are sincere. For example I've seen little children fight and sometimes they seem they are getting beat up or punished by older children. When a 3 year old gets punish and beat up by or 6 year old it seems the 3 year old hates it. But in reality the 3 year old loves it when a child for example about his own age punch him in the face, for another reason is that the person tries to get revenge on the other person(little children only) and likes it and by the end of the day they are more friends and friendship are stronger then typical 30s years old adults get along with each other.
You people must study little children and learn from them because when bad things happen they dont complain to life(karma,fate or whatever each person wants to call it) and they enjoy more then adults even though they haven't even started puberty

Cuz of kundalini awakening I enjoyed life in infinite amount that its unmeasurable.

But also self control is the most important thing. Because you only believe that it can be better and better then it is in a way you have no idea what it is. That way you can become a god(secondary,not the god/original god)
In life whoever really taught they are literally god they became corrupt and ruined their own and everyones life. For example psychosis can be one of it , depending of the type of physosis. Sometime hearing voices can be something amazing can come out of it. But many times it lead to very terrible things. My only intention is to enjoy that tv shows/movies are for sure possible for it to become and it will become true. You just don't know when or how and not be fixated 1 thing or the other or religiously not be openminded to other people's viewpoints. But I liked what you said even though it's stupid because your intention is liking superpowers. Being stupid/delusional but liking superheroes tv shows is better then having knowledge spiritual but don't want to enjoyment because you don't want to enjoy and understand anything. This way naturally you gain superpowers without realizing it. So be depressed hopeless in a way that you have hope no matter if it doesn't happen or happens and not complain if you become successful then the "(karma,fate,unknown helper,father,Allah,god,or god who works in mysterious ways or any other way ) . Each person is different and have their own languages.but compared to me,everyone's language is completely different then me and completely same then each other. And also withdraw from medication if you want to have enjoyment right away.

Just be patience and I promise and swear in my real self that all of this depression will be over soon

 

[apsucks]

Stop the bullshit and stay on topic..all this shit ruins the thread

 

[t_xeplionhell]

But also self control is the most important thing. Because you only believe that it can be better and better then it is in a way you have no idea what it is. That way you can become a god(secondary,not the god/original god)
In life whoever really taught they are literally god they became corrupt and ruined their own and everyones life. For example psychosis can be one of it , depending of the type of physosis. Sometime hearing voices can be something amazing can come out of it. But many times it lead to very terrible things. My only intention is to enjoy that tv shows/movies are for sure possible for it to become and it will become true. You just don't know when or how and not be fixated 1 thing or the other or religiously not be openminded to other people's viewpoints. But I liked what you said even though it's stupid because your intention is liking superpowers. Being stupid/delusional but liking superheroes tv shows is better then having knowledge spiritual but don't want to enjoyment because you don't want to enjoy and understand anything. This way naturally you gain superpowers without realizing it. So be depressed hopeless in a way that you have hope no matter if it doesn't happen or happens and not complain if you become successful then the "(karma,fate,unknown helper,father,Allah,god,or god who works in mysterious ways or any other way ) . Each person is different and have their own languages.but compared to me,everyone's language is completely different then me and completely same then each other. And also withdraw from medication if you want to have enjoyment right away.

I dont understand this. And no I didnt wanted superpowers lol I didnt wanted anything except existing.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

I dont understand this. And no I didnt wanted superpowers lol I didnt wanted anything except existing.

I didnt know what kundalini awakening is but still I got it, it came on itself with my meditation, chakra work and changing myself.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

Yes I agree but you didn't understood my viewpoint of what I'm trying to say.
If video games are fun:then without any doubt it will become true. I just don't know how but it will , I don't even know the timing of when life is filled with superpowers,which even the words that I just said makes me hate myself. Because life cannot be described by words. Life is only can be described by feeling,seeing,hearing,smelling,tasting,.me texting like this is just evil , because there's no meaning. Even if what Im saying makes perfect sense in the internet without feeling then it's just bad. When I say evil ,I don't mean evil like the evil you think like for example in the movies.no you are wrong. The real definition of evil is books with just language of words. Internet that is only text message but not video facetime or even pictures. So the real definition of evil is words without feeling but makes sense and this is just temporary. Life becomes purified good in 1 second FIGURATIVELY. It's just our minds think it's been trillions of years but in reality you people will have infinity unknown pleasure for the first time in history. I am not a magician. What I am saying is the possibilities of everything is possible. But if you . So I agree that words are meaningless if you don't feel it even though you cannot feel words . Words is just a religion or intention of become good .life is not about being good or bad. It's about being evil,stupid,wrong but having the intention of any possiblities of fun can exist .that shows you are sincere. For example I've seen little children fight and sometimes they seem they are getting beat up or punished by older children. When a 3 year old gets punish and beat up by or 6 year old it seems the 3 year old hates it. But in reality the 3 year old loves it when a child for example about his own age punch him in the face, for another reason is that the person tries to get revenge on the other person(little children only) and likes it and by the end of the day they are more friends and friendship are stronger then typical 30s years old adults get along with each other.
You people must study little children and learn from them because when bad things happen they dont complain to life(karma,fate or whatever each person wants to call it) and they enjoy more then adults even though they haven't even started puberty

Thing with children is totaly false. When I had 0-3 years for example when bad things happen I would always scream or make drama.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

@apsucks I had dream where I bought and used kratom and I felt high when I used it lol but when I woke-up effect is gone. Im having lot of dreams recently and If I manage to get lucid I can simulate high to help flush invega probably.

 

[LostVirgo]

I am now on Zyprexa injections. I honestly don’t care, I am delusional (thinking that life is a simulation and that God is dead or absent).

I was doing great before I went into forced treatments again. I should have never ever resisted against treatment because it’s such a catch 22.

I hate this medication, but I hate my delusions even more, because it makes me afraid of death and I’ve always believed in heaven but maybe through my actions I caused heaven and God, Christianity to fall.

If I could trade I’d take the injections over what I’ve been going through.