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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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LaCuNa said:
Because I had a Kundalini awakening myself, and my chakras were opened flowing very strongly with prana.

Now, since the Invega injections, my chakras aren't flowing with prana anymore like it used to.
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Seems like it creates too much trauma which turns off chakras and makes you unsensitive to feeling that flow and chakras even when they are operative.
 
LaCuNa said:
I know right?!

Man Kundalini makes you feel high, like you're on some amazing MDMA or something.
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Running while kundalini works was beautiful, you feel those endorfines at very high rate. Also walks in nature boosts that high and other things.
 
LaCuNa said:
So your chakras are open now with prana flowing?
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Yes all are open but cant be felt without me activating them with focus and that activation comes in 10-20s. Flow exists but its weaker and not constant, but I can assist it and make it stronger.
 
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Well I tripped absolute fucking monkey nuts again last night. Ain’t no doubt my serotonin receptors are well and alive. It was a little too intense so I don’t think I’m gonna do it again for a good while. However I’m feeling better after each trip.
 
Hopton09 said:
Well I tripped absolute fucking monkey nuts again last night. Ain’t no doubt my serotonin receptors are well and alive. It was a little too intense so I don’t think I’m gonna do it again for a good while. However I’m feeling better after each trip.
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Man the fact that you can trip & that Suboxone works should be a good sign you're recovering good.

I mean there are soo many people that can't trip for shit after Invega.
 
Sorry if I report for the idk how many times. I still don't know if I'm recovered or not (partly due not caring anymore as I witnessed improvements last year after having stopping it few months later,so I thought that recovery was well in sight).

But I guess I'm already recovered. Concluding from the few reactions ive read previous pages, I should bloody well have recovered if you look timeline wise.
I quittted the last dosage in June last year (17 months ago). Well I know feel my dopamine pretty much back I guess. Idk if I fully experience them back, but I defenitely feel cognitively feel better.My IQ is comming back, I can make associations back. Idk my vocabulary still sucks (dont know if its anxiety/stress related or medication I take for a sleeping disorder). Also my common sense finally arrives GOD DAMN.

Oh I don't mean that they came all now, it's all a process. I guess it all startd comming back after like 5 months quitting them. Recovery came/Comes gradually. Everyday you witness some changes. You think: is that how I used to feel? Also you feel like betrayed because it shows the importance of dopamine. People are like 'happiness', 'motivation', etc that you can create Them easily. But without the right neurotransmitters it's almost impossible to achieve those. Were all slaves to out neurotransmitters (it is'nt a bad thing though).


But Idk if those things should be relevant anymore after 17 months.

Well I'm on An another medication for another condition (sleep disorder) which might make me depressed,unmotivated triggering memories from the miserabele ap's and posting back on bluelight. That maybe could be the culrpit.

It feels good to have dopamine hits back. I can now also feel my ADHD medications back and using it to my advantage.

I'm gonna read reactions back previous pages.
 
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Also THIS shows how dopamine is bloody well important,at the same time it also prooves how neurotransmitters are ALSO bloody well important. Jfl all your experiences are results from neurotransmitters being actived in the brain I tell ya
 
Ab33 said:
Sorry if I report for the idk how many times. I still don't know if I'm recovered or not (partly due not caring anymore as I witnessed improvements last year after having stopping it few months later,so I thought that recovery was well in sight).

But I guess I'm already recovered. Concluding from the few reactions ive read previous pages, I should bloody well have recovered if you look timeline wise.
I quittted the last dosage in June last year (17 months ago). Well I know feel my dopamine pretty much back I guess. Idk if I fully experience them back, but I defenitely feel cognitively feel better.My IQ is comming back, I can make associations back. Idk my vocabulary still sucks (dont know if its anxiety/stress related or medication I take for a sleeping disorder). Also my common sense finally arrives GOD DAMN.

Oh I don't mean that they came all now, it's all a process. I guess it all startd comming back after like 5 months quitting them. Recovery came/Comes gradually. Everyday you witness some changes. You think: is that how I used to feel? Also you feel like betrayed because it shows the importance of dopamine. People are like 'happiness', 'motivation', etc that you can create Them easily. But without the right neurotransmitters it's almost impossible to achieve those. Were all slaves to out neurotransmitters (it is'nt a bad thing though).


But Idk if those things should be relevant anymore after 17 months.

Well I'm on An another medication for another condition (sleep disorder) which might make me depressed,unmotivated triggering memories from the miserabele ap's and posting back on bluelight. That maybe could be the culrpit.

It feels good to have dopamine hits back. I can now also feel my ADHD medications back and using it to my advantage.

I'm gonna read reactions back previous pages.
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Congratulations on your recovery. Seventeen months is no joke.

I'm glad you posted here, as it gives other members hope!

Maybe you should stick around and join BL?

GoodLuck with whatever you choose 😎
 
Ab33 said:
Also THIS shows how dopamine is bloody well important,at the same time it also prooves how neurotransmitters are ALSO bloody well important. Jfl all your experiences are results from neurotransmitters being actived in the brain I tell ya
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17 months man WTF.. how many shots you got at what dose
 
LaCuNa said:
Congratulations on your recovery. Seventeen months is no joke.

I'm glad you posted here, as it gives other members hope!

Maybe you should stick around and join BL?

GoodLuck with whatever you choose 😎
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Thx bro. Well I'm still doubting it as I'm now writing it. I still can't make thoughts properly. My vocabulary still sucks. But I do feel improvements in those 2 areas
I do well feel more intelligent than when directly quitting it. Also my motivation still sucks but I can function if I perform tasks. There's still improvements made in the motivation part (but they're not like before)

Well I might stick here a while and yeah from time from time I might post to describe the improvements.

But I still feel anhedonic idk why. Dopamine is really important
Sorry if all this above is still incoherent, I guess I'm yet to recovery fully.
 
apsucks said:
17 months man WTF.. how many shots you got at what dose
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Really I forgot everything man. I know that my last dosage was abilfy 5mg, took it for 1 week. I only got one shot I believe that was in februari 2020.

I don't even suffer for any mental ilness
 
Ab33 said:
Really I forgot everything man. I know that my last dosage was abilfy 5mg, took it for 1 week. I only got one shot I believe that was in februari 2020.

I don't even suffer for any mental ilness
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Do you have adhd?
 
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