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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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lukewhite said:
I think I got 5 shots, I do get hard and I can orgasm but I have no drive, I feel no lust... Oh and to be honest my semen is not as much as before, not even thick white as before
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So do you think that you can recover your drive,lust and semen more than how it is now? Like after 1 year do you see yourself better? I know you are already 2 years off as you said and that’s a lot of time I think..you should have recovered these things
 
lukewhite said:
I think I got 5 shots, I do get hard and I can orgasm but I have no drive, I feel no lust... Oh and to be honest my semen is not as much as before, not even thick white as before
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Did you are any improvments since the beggining or nothing at ami?
 
lukewhite said:
Yes, I had A LOT of improvement since the beginning, I am like many others partially recovered, I can work, I can have hobbies and a normal life. It just looks like my dopaminergic system got damaged, otherwhise why wouldn't I like p*ssy like before?

I think most of you will feel fine after the first year off, don't worry.
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Improvments in sexuality was what I meant . Man I Feel like I have been castrated and when I see that this is permanent I really think of dark thoughts
 
lukewhite said:
Many others recovered their libido don't worry, just because I didn't it doesn't mean you won't.
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I really hope it will come back for you too in time because its not fair To be like this, I was obsessed with girls before and now my thing dissapeared I dont feel nothing between my legs
 
Is there any hope in here? I just want to return to who I was before. Are the first months noticeably worse than the rest, as in you can feel that you are disabled? I am scared I will not be the person I once was. Also i hate to say this but is it possible some people are lying about how long they have been off the poison. I think 1 year is about right anything longer seems maybe like a lie. Is this a lobomty? I can't think of imagine anything anymore will this get better? Please help. I am scared.
 
Dude there is a lot of hope in here, i think you're just fixated on the negatives. I get it, it won't come over night though.

From my understanding, the first month is by far the worst. And it gets progressively better.
 
I have only taken Invega orally once in a psych ward - i simply moderate Mental Health and have been following this thread for months.

All i can tell you is people recover. It is just a matter of time.

Praying for you, dude.
 
Everyone's chemistry is so different.

Also, i hate to bring it up because it's a whole big discussion and very controversial, but mind over matter could play a part.

Anyway, what we DO know, is that time heals this poison. Will it fix everything? We don't know, but many, many people can attest to Fully recovering.

There are exceptions to every rule.
 
https://www.anhedoniasupport.com/ This might be useful for people here. When your brain gets used to anhedonia, it gets "hardwired" in your system. So it's not only the poison getting out from your system, you can/need to teach your brain out from anhedonia too. At least that's what I want to believe, and the author of that site believes too.
 
Ammarishot said:
If you're getting signs of recovery there's a good chance you'll fully recover.
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A while back I managed to release a bit of emotion, cried for like 2 seconds and could "feel" a little bit the rest of that day. Would you consider this a good sign even if it only lasted a day?
 
Yes, I did. All of them..I can feel the caffeine,get drunk and high..my receptors are working
 
Yes..anhedonia, a little motor skills problems I think ( I can’t move my right leg and hand-fingers as fast as the left ones) but I think they will go away too, some spots on hands from time to time like an allergy because of Invega, burping during the day ( I didn’t had this before the shots), muscle twitching but this is getting better...I think all the symptoms will dissapear but I have to be patient and wait..and this is our big problem..at least for me...I’m 2 months off and I don’t know how I will make it another few months..God help us all..at least I feel better than 3 months ago
I would like to see more updates and recovery stories from older members..that would be really nice
 
The positive side effect of this invega is that I am not a pothead junkie anymore as I dont feel high when I smoke weed I just stopped and I have money now. But I kinda miss being high
 
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