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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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One thing that thg is expierence has taught me is that death is not the enemy. I am right with GOD and JESUS and am ready to move on... with life. Not going to kill myself but I am no longer worried about death life has become brutal:)
 
Death is the real reality I am ready to be with GOD if you accept the suffering and accept that death will free you... you are better off than 99% who fear death because they havent lost their life from invega... invega isnt life... its not even death. It is TRUE and PURE suffering if you didnt get invega your life is awsome 100% and the fools waste their lives not knowing how bad it really can be :) Please GOD take me soon out of this life:) I am ready.
 
Sbar25 said:
Death is the real reality I am ready to be with GOD if you accept the suffering and accept that death will free you... you are better off than 99% who fear death because they havent lost their life from invega... invega isnt life... its not even death. It is TRUE and PURE suffering if you didnt get invega your life is awsome 100% and the fools waste their lives not knowing how bad it really can be :) Please GOD take me soon out of this life:) I am ready.
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You are 100 percent right invega is pure suffering man. That’s the correct word suffering. I hate it and yes I wish god would take me to.
 
I got hospitalized for RBEELLING against SATAN and his KINGDOM ON EARTH.$$$$ gas stations Wendy's etc shops shit.... SHIT EVERY WHERE I far as the eyes can see... there is nothing about this world that remotely reflects the GLORY OF GOD and because of that I told the world off. The world is truly awful he are in a world of evil. Invega is close to the top if the pyramid.
It steals your life that people that havent expierenced it will never know.. I cannot wait to perish because invega is a pure suffering. With cancer you you either live or die.. invega keeps you alive to suffer unnaturally and I have about had enough. I'm only 4 months off. I cannot imagine what life will be life 15 years from now. What a joke. I'm not counting on recovery happening be cause I don't want to get my Hope's up. I am ready to be on the other side:)
 
Sbar25 said:
I got hospitalized for RBEELLING against SATAN and his KINGDOM ON EARTH.$$$$ gas stations Wendy's etc shops shit.... SHIT EVERY WHERE I far as the eyes can see... there is nothing about this world that remotely reflects the GLORY OF GOD and because of that I told the world off. The world is truly awful he are in a world of evil. Invega is close to the top if the pyramid.
It steals your life that people that havent expierenced it will never know.. I cannot wait to perish because invega is a pure suffering. With cancer you you either live or die.. invega keeps you alive to suffer unnaturally and I have about had enough. I'm only 4 months off. I cannot imagine what life will be life 15 years from now. What a joke. I'm not counting on recovery happening be cause I don't want to get my Hope's up. I am ready to be on the other side:)
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Nah man death isnt worth it. 5 months off is better. You notice shit different but then have to wait longer I imagine..
 
So are there any recoveries? i'm almost a month and a half off the shot. would wake up a few times a night but the last couple of days I got consistent sleep. can't get high or drunk. little to no ejaculate either. but no serious side effects. my senses are telling me recovery will take no longer than 8 months but i'm expecting atleast 11-12 months. I only had 3 injections; 2 154mg and 1 117mg. a couple people i've seen could get high again after like a month, someone could get drunk after 5 months, one could get high after 6, someone took a year to get drunk and steph78 took 11 months to fully recover and get high again. i'm wondering how long it took people to get high and drunk again
 
Paula10 said:
I have a update to share. Last night I was able to get drunk and I mean drunk. I felt the happiness from drinking but I had to drink a lot more than usual. Omg today I was so fucking sick from a hangover. I got so sick that I will not be drinking anymore it is not worth the hangover. I’m still damn sick from drinking. Hell I wasn’t able to get drunk at all the last 5 months. Damn it I wish I had my emotions back this is bull shit. Yes I see improvements but I still have a long way to go. Ughhhhh I hate it. So if you do decide to drink be careful because I feel like shit the next day. Don’t over drink you will regret it, but yeah I was drunk. My boyfriend said I was a total different person last night in a bad way lol. We had sex for over a damn hour lol. He was tired lol. If you want to try to drinking wait for 5 months then try it and see if you can feel the effects. Oh it’s not like pre invega but I know I was drunk for the first time since invega.
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Oo you got drunk in 5 months? Second time I seen someone able to get drunk in 5 months. How many injections did you get at what mg? I'm hoping to get high and drunk again after 5 months off it and celebrate being off commitment which is also after 5 months (4 currently). Haven't self medicated in 9 months. I miss it.
 
John78 said:
Oo you got drunk in 5 months? Second time I seen someone able to get drunk in 5 months. How many injections did you get at what mg? I'm hoping to get high and drunk again after 5 months off it and celebrate being off commitment which is also after 5 months (4 currently). Haven't self medicated in 9 months. I miss it.
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John78 said:
Oo you got drunk in 5 months? Second time I seen someone able to get drunk in 5 months. How many injections did you get at what mg? I'm hoping to get high and drunk again after 5 months off it and celebrate being off commitment which is also after 5 months (4 currently). Haven't self medicated in 9 months. I miss it.
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Sorry you fell victim to invega. I got the 234,156,156,116. Too damn much for real. Yes I got drunk at 5 months off. The hangover was not worth the drinking but I gauge my progress with drinking to see if I’m healing. Everyone is different so I can’t promise you that you will get drunk at 5 months.
 
Sbar25 said:
I got hospitalized for RBEELLING against SATAN and his KINGDOM ON EARTH.$$$$ gas stations Wendy's etc shops shit.... SHIT EVERY WHERE I far as the eyes can see... there is nothing about this world that remotely reflects the GLORY OF GOD and because of that I told the world off. The world is truly awful he are in a world of evil. Invega is close to the top if the pyramid.
It steals your life that people that havent expierenced it will never know.. I cannot wait to perish because invega is a pure suffering. With cancer you you either live or die.. invega keeps you alive to suffer unnaturally and I have about had enough. I'm only 4 months off. I cannot imagine what life will be life 15 years from now. What a joke. I'm not counting on recovery happening be cause I don't want to get my Hope's up. I am ready to be on the other side:)
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I think there's more to the story of why you got hospitalized than you're telling. I've seen lots of Christian preachers and many of them encounter law enforcement or get arrested for preaching. However, I'm not aware of any that were taken to a mental institution for their preaching. I mean, there are many people who think Christian preachers are crazy, but it's typically not in the "mentally ill" sense. During my interactions with you, I've noticed that you have a lot of strange beliefs and you say some things that don't seem to make sense. If you were preaching these things, it wouldn't surprise me if someone thought you were mentally ill. I imagine that's probably part of the reason you were taken to a mental institution.

I suspect there was probably other behavior that made the police think you were mentally ill as well. I couldn't find your post, but you mentioned you were wearing a white jumpsuit. I'm just imagining a guy in a white jumpsuit preaching "Brown is shit" and saying that Jesus had a golden head of hair, a giant gold beard, a huge cock and had white blue diamond eyes. I mean, these are things you've said. When I think about that, it's really no wonder someone found your behavior strange enough to take you to a mental institution. I'm hoping maybe this actually gives you insight into why you were hospitalized. Most people would find that behavior strange.

I do think much of psychiatry is bogus and I don't think it was right that you were taken to a mental institution and injected with this awful drug but I think it would be helpful for you to understand why other people would think your behavior is strange. I had delusions that led me to the mental hospital, but I'm able to look back now and see that they were delusions now that I no longer believe them. I hope that you come to a similar realization that some of these beliefs that you have are delusional, heretical, and harmful. They could lead you back to the mental hospital again if you don't realize that they are delusional.
 
Paula10 said:
Sorry you fell victim to invega. I got the 234,156,156,116. Too damn much for real. Yes I got drunk at 5 months off. The hangover was not worth the drinking but I gauge my progress with drinking to see if I’m healing. Everyone is different so I can’t promise you that you will get drunk at 5 months.
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4 shots huh? no wonder you got drunk in 5 months. 4 ain't that many. I only had 3. would you say your metabolism is fast? I heard that plays a role in getting invega out of your system. My metabolism should be fast. and yeah i'm sure the hangover sucked. you haven't drank in a while. but yeah i'm not expecting 5 months. I have a lot of hope but i'm not getting my hopes up.
 
John78 said:
4 shots huh? no wonder you got drunk in 5 months. 4 ain't that many. I only had 3. would you say your metabolism is fast? I heard that plays a role in getting invega out of your system. My metabolism should be fast. and yeah i'm sure the hangover sucked. you haven't drank in a while. but yeah i'm not expecting 5 months. I have a lot of hope but i'm not getting my hopes up.
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I had a fast metabolism before invega but now it’s dead. I swear it’s a nightmare really. I can’t take it each day is suffering and I have anger a lot now and sadness and that’s it. This blows but honey you are in for a ride. Do you have emotions?
 
Horrible poison. A guy on the news just tipped over a police car and will get 5 years in prison. Whqt q lucky guy why couldn't that have been us? Wow. Invega is like a life sentence of suffering. None will understand.
 
Invega and mental health is the se ret weapon of the government... horrible poison that we may just have to learn to life with....
 
The most common reason I've observed that people stop anti-psychotics are the sexual side effects. When it comes to injections, they tend to self taper. However, if you stop taking pills cold, you will wind up in the ER again because AP withdrawal is hell.
What I suggest for sexual dysfunction is, drink plenty of fluids. Also, for guys, what's important is vasodilation. Nothing gets your muscles going quicker than having a run outside. So, I suggest working out, don't have to go too hard at first. Lastly, make sure you work towards your sexuality, because like anything else with invega, motivation and work isn't just the same, you have to try to start doing things again from scratch, and it will be different from how you did them before. Also, quit porn, that shit will make a difference.
There are many factors that come into play that lead to sexual sides off invega.
 
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Sbar25 said:
When will the disorganized thinking go away. When should 90-95% of the symptoms be gone.
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I've found my thought patterns on invega to be very linear. I have not encountered disorganized thinking while on invega. If it's anxiety you're thinking of, it takes a while, I eliminated most of my symptoms within a year. Shouldn't take longer than that.
 
Ya... what I am worried about his my friend Ross. It's been 5 years for him with no recovery. I am terrified to go through life like this. It truly is disgusting. No other word comes to mind than disgusting. Invega consumes my life night and day. I battle between believing in GOD and invega almost minutely. My great fear is I wake up at 50 saying.... invega stole my life.:(
 
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