Neuroleptique33
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I feel the healing is impossible, that I will stay in this state for life, this whore of psychiatrist my killed..
The biggest bullshit I keep seeing written on propaganda websites is that the anhedonia is a negative symptom of the illness and not the med. If that's the case then the medication is making the illness worse
Day 39/90
Laying in bed I close my eyes and I can very faintly recreate psychedelic imagery. It's weak but it's definitely there, I can float over clouds, rivers, mountains, and even see light geometric shapes. Visuals are coming back for sure. Not sure if it is just the ergine not having left my system yet, or if it is actually the work of time that I'm recovering. Could strongly have to do with the fact that I've been meditating as well
I can enjoy music to a higher extent, still can't go through 1 hour long albums like I used to be able to, the music I listen to is more lyrics based, and I can feel pleasures such as eating food and sex. I'm still drowsy and have issues going to sleep when I want to (Invega induced insomnia). The shrink wanted me on klonopin but I refused, because this will go away when the invega does.
Short term memory is kind of muddled up at the moment, definitely the effect of the ergine tea. Considering how cabergoline is an ergot derivative, it could explain why ergine (for me anyways) cancelled the sexual side effects of aripiprazole completely.
My next trip is scheduled for late February (spring break). This will be 91 days after my last injection and I hope to have a more intense trip then.
The lack of documentation regarding these things is appalling but that's why I contribute to this forum.
Quora recently deleted one of my questions, when I asked whether Artane (Trihexyphenidyl) increases dopamine. It is unfortunate, but I bring that question here instead in hopes that someone may know.
@neuroleptique33 2 months and 2 weeks isnt long at all, it honestly takes around a year to get better so you still got a ways to go.
Saw someone mention how it list anhedonia as a sympton of the schizophrenia but not the medication, honestly if you wiki schizophreniayou will notice all the symptom were experencing are listed as "negative symptoms" of schizophrenia its ofcourse a lie and these negative symptoms are a result of the meds, these ppl are aware these meds are doing it to us, but they wont let integrity stand in the way of profit. There was also a study that showed that antipsychotics cause brain shrinkage, they were trying to claim that the "schizophrenia" cause brain shrinkage not the meds, although its defintely the meds as the brain shrinkage only occured to ppl who were taking antipstchotics. Its like i keep saying, psychiatry is simply a scam that tries to appear scientific but really is not.
no Empty1128, the palmitate is metabolized by the body. It is strange that you still hurt your arm It scares me what you tell me, I did 7 injections, how many did you do?Welcome Sav91, I'm italian as well, I don't think it is so easy since the drug is bound to the muscle tissue, I'm nine months and a half off and I still don't have emotions/feelings and my libido is almost non existent, I'm basically doing the same thing you are doing, I'm not fasting but eating really low calories to lose all the fat I gained and bring my body fat to low percentage. I don't understand why my arm still hurts, maybe the drug slowly gets released while the 'palmitate' stays in the muscle indefinitely?
Bullshit! Stop giving people false hope by telling them their problems can be solved within days of taking another poison. It's not about putting something into your body and your body will miraculously reverse a damage that has been going on for months. That's not the way the body works. First of all you have to try to get rid of what's causing the problem. And like we all know, it is the poison that's causing it. You can help the body get rid of it with eating healthy, drinking lots of water and taking detoxifying natural substances. Another problem we have is that the processes in our bodies have to start to work properly again. The communication of the brain with all our cells and organs and hormons has to start working. So as long as our brain is in the condition it is right now the whole detoxifying process iss slowed down. The body is no longer able to protect itself to the same degree. The immune system is impacted. The absorbtion of nutrients is impacted. The thyroid. The kidneys and liver have been damaged. It's not only about the fucking dopamine and serotonin. It's about every process in our body. Every neuron in our brain is connected to one cell in our body. It normally communicates constantly. That's why psych drugs cause mitochondrial damage. So if a neuron is occupied by a toxin, whether it's invega or the other bullshit you're promoting, to neuron to cell communication is impacted. It's about helping the body getting to it's natural state. And you cannot do that through taking other shit. This won't "cure" anything. Your goal has to be to get rid of the toxic substance. That's why I am suggesting this doctor. His treatments are all about removing the causes, which means every toxin (whatever it is from food, drugs, pharmacutical etc.), bacteria, virus, parasite in your body. So your body can breathe again and start doing its work again. We need the function of our organs that clean us from the toxins to work better, so that we can get rid of it faster. One of the reasons that this takes so long is that our body has reached a degree of toxicity where it has become unable to work as fast as it used to. It has to protect the cells, it has to get rid of invega, it has to digest, regulate blood pressure and blablabla. This has all been impacted and it cannot do its work that well. If you don't wanna get in touch with this doctor, then I will find another way. I have a friend that will call there. @Empty You are not really willing to try ANYTHING, otherwise you wouldn't refuse my suggestion. So you guys take your stupid drugs and damage your body even more. I'm glad it is not my body. Some people never learn from their mistakes....One stablon 12.5 mg in the morning and one pacitane 2mg in the night that's it and vitamin tablets and that's it with in few days maximum with in three to four day all the problem caused due to invega sustenna will be reversed back to normal do not try any thing else and waste your time and do not trust psychiatrists and waste your time and am really much happy with these tablets and even if you have taken invega before few weeks not a problem just stop taking the injection while your on this tabs and I bet you would be good for sure
The fact is we have two problems at once, a drug stored in our muscle/fat tissue, slowly releasing over the months and a brain working in "antipsychotics" mode, maybe somebody could find a way to make the brain work properly again but only when there is no more drug.
This means somebody could find a cure for people like Germanbackyard, who only took pills but I believe nobody can help people who still have a depot stored in their body.
The only thing I can think to help us would be a scan on the injection site followed by some kind of surgery, but let's be honest nobody would even listen us, they would simply think we are batshit crazy.
Summarazing: in my opinion only time can help us.
i had my last injection september 3, been on buspirone for 1 month now cause of xeplion and tavor leaving me with a lot of nerves and panic attacks, anxiety and most of my thoughts have faded now i used to have severe panic attacks now i feel fine.@InvegaIsMurder We already have a skype group chat. How long have you been off the drug? Why do you take buspirone?