Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

[Specified]

When will my libido come back been off it for more than 5 months

 

[awesome31311]

I'm so desperate to feel drugs again. Theoretically would I feel it if I raised by dose by four times or more?

 

[Yeshuah]

I'm so desperate to feel drugs again. Theoretically would I feel it if I raised by dose by four times or more?

I'm desperate to feel weed again as well! It is just unbelievable how many aspects this shit has an impact on. I want myself back! I cannot wait any longer. 7 months off and still got ways to go. My body still feels toxic and not clean. It is better than it was, but nothing compared to how pure of shit I was before. I always kept my body clean. I still regret that I have taken this and still think that I'm gonna end this if it doesn't get better at a year off. I just cannot wait for that long. I mean it's less of a torture now, but what the fuck I'm wasting so much time in bed I want my life back!!! Sleeping is still messed up, went to "sleep" at 11pm, woke up at around 4:30am, which makes it so much harder because you know that you cannot even occupy yourself with thinking about stuff or doing something. It still feel like my life is over. I really wonder how people can recover at 8 months off. It feels unbelievable to me right now, eventhough I have slight daily progress since taking the powder. But it still feels like it will take months or years and it feels like the people who claimed to have recovered at this stage have just lied about it or were just still so messed up that they didn't realize it and got used to it. Eventhough it's impossible to get used to it. @awesome It will probably not help to up the dose of whatever drug you wanna take. You have to be very patient with that unfortunately. As long as this shit is controlling you, you will not have the same effect. As soon as you feel more like yourself you can try it again.

 

[Gdvffh]

i cant understand how you ppl want to do drugs after this experience. If you did some inner reflecting you would see that drugs is what led to the situation your currently in.

 

[Yeshuah]

i cant understand how you ppl want to do drugs after this experience. If you did some inner reflecting you would see that drugs is what led to the situation your currently in.

No, it is not what led me to the situation at all. It's the pharmaceuticals that led me to the situation I'm in. I didn't have problems before, they used what I said to them against me. There are people in here that were misdiagnosed or abused by psychiatry. i am one of them. Cannabis is not a drug, it's a plant. Alcohol is much more dangerous than cannabis will ever be. And there is even a higher chance getting psychotic through taking alcohol than through taking cannabis. The only reason why cannabis can lead to a psychosis, is because it reflects what's inside of you. If you are overly toxic it will make you aware of these molecules, if you have a bad mindset it will hit it to you right in your face, if you have emotional problems and suppressed emotions it will intensify the let you know that there are unhealed wounds within you. Cannabis is never the problem it is always the person who uses it, who is the problem. Most of the people who have gotten psychotic because of cannabis have a history of emotional abuse, substance abuse or extremly unhealthy lifestyle in many ways. It is so easy to accuse a harmless plant for the problem someone had. There is a reason it's called phychoactive - it activates your psyche. So if you have a messed up psyche, you will be much more aware of it. So it's not cannabis that is the problem, it only shows you that you have a problem.

 

[Yeshuah]

It's funny when your mobility gets better when you were used to being kind of stiff and then you move your arm and almost smash it against your face. Haha, because your used to take much more effort to moving it lol

 

[Aiden21]

Well i deleted it. Tried to be funny but the more i thought about it the more i realized how wrong it is.

 

[Yeshuah]

ok, yeah, this shit is horrible, there's nothing funny about it. I deleted my post too now where I quoted it. I hope we get well soon. How long are you off?

 

[Neuroleptique33]

You are from the beginning of the forum @Aiden I know how much is your trouble but in my opinion long enough I'm sorry.. I hope you recover!

 

[Yeshuah]

@invegauser What do you mean when you say atrophy?

 

[Yeshuah]

OMG @Aiden21 you're 4 years and 4 months off and still haven't healed from ONE SHOT??!!! This is crazy and scares the crap out of me!! WTF?!! Did you take other pharmaceuticals that may have made it worse?

 

[Yeshuah]

this just made me cry like hell and cry out to god. I can't believe this has happened to me. I mean I have seen progress, a lot actually since taking the powder, I feel better every day and each week feels different now looking back. But I want my mind back, I want my emotions back and my energy, my love for life, my appreciation for every little thing, the connection to the world, nature and EVERYTHING. Seeing people like Rosi and and Aiden makes me desperate. I wish I would exist. I wish this would have never happened. Where would, I would have so much fun. I would philosophize about everything. I would give someone love, advise, hope. I would just enjoy being, like I always did. Looking at pictures of how I used to look before this shit makes wanna give up. Makes me wanna believe that it's impossible to feel as good as I used to. Oh my god, please make this disappear. :'( :'( :'(

 

[Xorkoth]

Hey man, like you said, you're seeing steady improvement, that means it will get better, just hang in there. I can't imagine how terrible it must be and how hard it must feel but you're being as proactive as you can be. You WILL get better. I hardly ever post in here because I've never had to take an antipsychotic, but I just wanted to say I think your posts lately have been inspiring. I've only been coming in here for a couple of months but I've been able to see your progress even through your words. Don't give up! You'll get to the other side.

And I'm probably going to order some of that superfood powder.

 

[Yeshuah]

@Shadowmeister You made my day!! And yes, please buy the powder. If I would be normal, I would feel like on top of the world with it. I am sure about that, when it helps even a messed up system like mine. And drink a lot of it throughout the day mixed in water, smoothie or juice on an empty stomach. You can't overdose on this And please let me know how it works for you. Your words are sooo encouraging < 3 I didn't notice my improvements in my words, as I am not aware of it. Thanks for telling me that. @Empty1128 Yeah it's pretty obvious why he is still struggeling. Sorry Aiden, not trying to offend you, but you have to clean your system. Look at my follow up post, I will explain some things to you guys, that might help understand a few things.

 

[Yeshuah]

@Empty1128 < 3 < 3 < 3 It is shocking how someone can make the decision to go back on the shots.... Omg... I really don't understand, this confuses me kinda. I don't know why someone can take these symptoms voluntary, knowing the effects and still expect to feel good and not depressed or whatever. I don't know, this sounds so contradictory. Why would he even come here and say that he deals with this since 4+ years, when he was willing to not recover. Omg... So shocking.... I don't even know if one can be sorry about that....

 

[Yeshuah]

Ok, whatever. I know the cause of Aiden's struggles now. So I can "relax". For those who want to understand a few things and really be proactive in their recovery I can say a few things. I hope I will get the right words. So first of all, we will recover and we CAN help the process. I have seen improvements with my approach and I am pretty sure it works for everyone. It depends on the toxicity of the body on how fast the results may manifest. The main thing we deal with is toxicity. So like most of us know, the body filters the blood and the waste through the liver and kidneys. The more toxic the body is, the more it has an impact on the liver and the kidney. Nothing to worry about. It can be fixed. I learned to stop being afraid of the word damage, the body is able to get everything working again, but we have to help it. So if the liver and kidneys have to filter too much of toxins, it will slow down the work, it actually doesn't work properly. The blood remains toxic, so to help itself it stores the toxic substances in the fat. And it stays in the fat until the blood gets less toxic again so that it can release into the bloodstream and get filtered. And remember the brain is made of pure fat/fatty acids and toxins get stored in there as well. So the first thing to do is help the liver and kidneys work better. There are a few things that you can do to help the liver and kidneys. The most important thing is STOP eating bad fats and sugar. You can eat good fats like coconut oil and in fact stop eating that much and start fasting as much as you can. The body can never go into deep cleansing mode when you continue eating. In fact the nervous system calms down when it has less work to do, because it's already exhausted to try to fix our problems. So give it the chance to clean the system. And stop for a moment to think that eating is so important, it is not as important as we may think. Eating is supposed to give the body nutrients, but the things that most people eat don't have nutrients and that's not even what the body has to focus on the most right now, because the absorbsion of nutrients depends on how well the liver is working. That's one of the reasons why supplements don't work that well for us. So cleaning is the most important thing. If you want to help the body clean, drink a lot of water, if possible purified water. Try to avoid bottled water. If you have to chose between bottled water and tap water, chose tap water. And do nothing but drinking water for a while. If you have food cravings, eat all kinds of nuts (not roasted and salted, clean unprocessed nuts), it will help you feel full and they are good fats for the brain. But still try not to eat when possible. After you done this for a while, help strengthen the kidneys and liver. You can do this with the powders on Markus Rothkranz homepage. I will only recommend him, because he is the only one that was able to help so far. He has a kidney formula and a liver formula. http://markusrothkranz.com/online-store/bodyforce/natural-kidney-cleanse.html Take as much as you want throughout the day. After you done that for a while (while still fasting as much as you can), start taking nutrients. Take his 3-in-one powder http://markusrothkranz.com/online-store/wildforce/green-pro-c.html throughout the day how much you want. It contains all the nutrients the body needs, the amino acids and all the B-vitamins the brain needs. Keep on doing this for a while, you will see improvements. While taking the nutrients, you can eat more if you want to, but try to eat only one meal a day if possible. Don't eat right before to going to sleep and don't eat in the morning, until around 4pm, this has a reason as the body still is in cleansing mode until around 3/4pm. It is too much work to do, to digest and sleep at the same time. Keep doing the nutrients until you see the first results. After having done this for a while, start the fasting mode again and the kidney and liver cleansing. And then the nutrient round again. You can always take the nutrients while cleaning the kidneys but it's better to not take too much, because the effect is stronger AFTER the cleansing mode. Keep on doing this until you get better. You will know when you can eat again like you want to. But as long as you feel that you have ways to go, stick with it. The best thing to do is to make this a lifestyle. Learn about what's bad food from Markus Rothkranz if you want to maintain a healthy lifestyle. He really knows what he is talking about, he is 57 years old and looks like 28. You can at least integrate this 50% into your lifestyle. As soon as you recover and get cleaner, you will notice on a higher level what makes you feel bad and what makes you feel good. The brain and fat tissue can start releasing the toxins into the bloodstream, the cleaner the blood gets. And please you guys, you have to understand that it's about getting rid of the bad things in your body. It is not about taking something, only about getting rid of the shit. Imagine your receptors being like a seed of a flower. Invega is like you are standing with your shoe on this seed, so it won't grow. And putting water on your shoe won't make it grow either. You have to remove the shoe and take care of it. If you want to learn more about the brain, how to help it heal and how to clean the body, what to avoid etc. pm me your e-mail address. I purchased an e-book of Markus Rothkranz where he explains a lot of things about the brain, how studies show that brain cells do regenerate. He says parkinsons, alzheimers, forgetfulness, depression can be fixed and explains how. I can send it to you, eventhough it kind of destroys his business, but there is nothing more you need to know than what is written there. Trust me. < 3

 

[CFC]

Well I started "undereating" 24 days ago, about 800kcal a day, mostly because I want to lose weight as fast as possible, I must admit I do feel better, my mind is more active, 90% of the reddish pimples on my forehead caused by Xeplion are gone, I do have a decent orgasm again (this time without cheating using Mucuna), I have dreams every night.

But I still eat meat, I eat one tuna can without oil at lunch and a roasted chicken breast at dinner, maybe it's time to go vegan again, can I atleast eat eggs? Where do I get proteins? (Other than Marcus powder) soy? Where else?

Legumes like lentils and a mixed range of beans should provide a complete essential amino acid intake. Here's some straightforward diet ideas to check out.

 

[lifeline]

Hey everyone. I’m on day 194, 6 months out and I still feel exactly how I felt when I received my last shot. When does this medication start to wear off? This state of being is unbearable. My parents think I’m just making excuses but I just feel sedated like no thoughts no emotions just existing. I thought at 6 months there would be a turnaround. It makes no sense how long this drug stays in your system. It should be illegal.

 

[Yeshuah]

Best protein sources are all nuts (especially cashew, almond & seeds, chia seeds, sesame seeds, pumpkin seeds, flax seeds, hemp seeds) have lots of it, pine nuts being the one with the highest amount, but most expensive. you can put it in your salads, leafy greens have proteins as well, even fruits contain a small amount of protein, Sprouted Beans (mung beans, chick peas/garbanzo, etc?) and the highest amount is found in seaweed like chlorella and spirulina, but this is a supplement. So you're good with the other stuff. It has enough protein you don't need eggs. They can leave you impotent, contain hormones and antibiotics. It's unethical and not supposed to be in your body. When I went vegan and was clean, after a while I tried how different stuff made me feel. Meat made me exhausted as fuck, more unhappy and aggressive, made me sleep bad. Eggs made my stomach hurt.

 

[germanbackyard]

OMG

No 10 horses would make me take neuroleptica again.


Yes my psychose, was very heavy, but were peanuts in contrast to complete anhedonia + cognitive paralysis since ingestion until today.

Then Aiden21 must have really horrible psychosis symptoms when he does the lobotomy for the rest of his life.