Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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I've finally hit the withdrawals. Kind of late, considering, but then again it was a long time before I was able to quit the pills cold turkey. Anyway, we'll see how this goes. Last time I had withdrawals from coming off injections I nearly died. Hopefully this time I won't have to go back on them to 'survive'.
 
wassup guys. just bored. been 4 months since my last injection i feel pretty good, just tired. ive been focusing on my grades and stuff and it has really distracted me from the medicine's effects. I have definitely improved, just pretty tired. There is hope.
 
I swear did anyone read my post? St. John's wort is the only over the counter drug that metabolizes Invega from the body and heals damaged dopamine and serotonin receptors at the same time. I've done hours of research of finding a cure and I luckily came across this. This is our only remedy.

I took it once so far but it kept me awake and I've been dealing with waves of insomnia so I'm going to wait until that subsides to keep taking because it's hard enough I have to sleep for work. I've hit my 7 month mark after being on the shot for 3 years, weed and alcohol still makes me sick but besides that I'm back to my old self.
 
I know SJW increases serotonin but I'm sure it's the dopamine increase that can cause you to stay awake. Problem is my insomnia comes in waves, since the last 2 weeks theirs been one day each week I would work come home be exuasted from work then I'd get this rush where I feel like I'm on adderall and it'd last a few hours. Each time stayed up 24 hours not tired at all. I would want to take it when symptoms occur and even then might be too late and I don't wanna wake up groggy. I have a bad reaction to sleeping pills.

That and it's been 7 months feel completely normal yet weed still makes me sick and alcohol too. Not that I care too much for alcohol. But still I hope my receptors aren't permanently screwed. But at least I'm not a zombie anymore.
 
@invegauser
I tried melatonin before and I had a terrible reaction. I had nightmares and woke up with a horrible stomach ache. Felt like my insides were being ripped apart. I might try valerian root I think it's called but I've never had good luck with anything sleep aid related.
@mikecheema92
Yeah my dr with a phd said it'd be out of my system in no more than a month and a half. Bullshit. And she said it doesn't damage the brain. None of these doctors have any idea what they're putting in us.
 
Anyone still cant laugh and have no emotion or imagination? I also have barely recovered since the last Risperdal consta shot
 
@swisscurrie
I'm 7 months off the shot for 3 years 117mg. I guarantee you'll be able to laugh and have emotion again. I do now. I started feeling much better at the 6 month mark and feel even better now than I did a month ago. I'm back to my old self. Granted I can't take adderall still. Completely shot my receptors and didn't work at the 5th month mark after taking it 4 days. 7 month mark still can't smoke weed or drink. Cigarettes are fine like they used to be. As far as recreational drugs of any kind I have no idea. But for returning to normal emotionally it'll happen give it time.
 
I was given two IM depots of this shit and it's really ruined me
It hasn't even been three weeks since the last shot and I'm really not sure what to do
I've put on a bunch of weight and don't know how to occupy myself
I barely feel lucid enough to make a post
I feel so violated having this forced on me
I don't feel capable of doing much more than struggling to pass the time
Feel so lifeless

Is there some w/d from coming off the antagonism too?
I feel like stims are the only thing that would help me jmoore, in fact i know they would short term

What makes you guys think it lasts so long? As I said it's not even been a month for me yet but at this rate I won't make it through without some aid
 
Would SJW help whilst the depot is still being absorbed from the muscle? I know smoking seems to help
I'm not understanding where the figures are coming from?
Seems like an awfully long time to be in this state, especially given my apathy and loneliness
 
@Abject: it is an average healing time from different ppl who have taken different dosages in the past. a mean or median of accumulated knowledge from past experiences. some complications arise and some are exceptions. those who took less than 5 injections are in the average healing range of 8-10 months. those who took more are looking at a slightly longer time frame. other psych meds, drugs, stress and how well you work towards becoming fully healed among other things are factors that can shorten it or lengthen it. anyone who has contributed to this site and thread has added to the collective knowledge of an unknown chemical that is being prescribed with the hopes of helping and more likely than not hurting those who take it. seeing as it was pretty experimental to begin with there was not much information to be passed around. even the official websites for this medication updates effect/symptoms every few years. i.e. there are more now then there used to be but still not covering them all.

for example the guy who started this thread was almost fully healed but then was forced back onto it again and now is taking longer. some ppl have taken more and healed in less than the average time, some have taken less and are taking longer, but these are exceptions. very rare as well as few and far between. the side effect/withdrawal symptoms seem to be pretty much all the same as far as the reports go on this thread. there are other sites that have similar experiences. we here like to stay positive as we can be, experiment with things that might ease our suffering in hopes of finding an antidote to the poison, find solace from each other cause only those who took the poison really know what it's like and from time to time we vent or talk of non invega related things to break the cycle of what we are going through. we try to do the best we can with what we got.

SJW has helped half of those who took it in the past, i recommend if you haven't tried it to do so. two a day is the limit to take and to the best of my memory only one or two ppl took it while they had some of the poison still in their system. one of them reported positive outcome, the other neutral. naturally giving it one or two weeks to see if it works or not is a good idea and in your case if it doesn't at first then wait a few months for your system to be clean and try again.

the bulk of the healing is a zombie like phase, starts a few months after you stop taking it and will last up until you hit your first window. at that time everything will get much easier better.

here we have abilify users chiming in from time to time but those who took invega are here for the same reasons as them pretty much. some have a mental illness of some kind and the others had a psychotic break and went to the hospital where they were injected with it. some cases are ppl who may or may not have a mental illness but something came up and confusion from the medical community (like those with psychotic breaks) occurred and then next thing they know they wind up here. we are all suffering together and in our own way. what was the reason you got started on the injections? you said you took 2, at what doses?

feel free to post about what you are doing to pass the time, what you try that works out and going with the flow of the conversation. it helps, sometimes just reading and not posting helps.


I think I was given 150mg then 100mg, it was the loading phase with the intention of giving me more 4 weeks after the second dose.
My life took a turn for the good earlier in the year, just by chance I got employment (and ran into a dealing opportunity) and reconnected with/got myself a girlfriend I was serious about at the time
Then a car smashed me off my motorbike which cost me my ex and my job (subcontracted) and also resulted in some pretty mean insomnia
I also had to move out of home because my mum was too stressful on top of my injuries, but I got evicted by the landlord because he found out about me through welfare not my housemates, who are in debt to him

Ended up dabbling in meth because my depression was getting pretty suicidal (i really missed my ex) and my decision making was off, but I ended up getting into a whole bunch of mess including some cops so i've lost my licence for a bit, been (imo) misdiagnosed and lost the few material things I'd acquired
not to mention the loneliness i've got- i went from being in the shitter to things looking up, then after the crash things were still far better off than they have been since the meth mess

I've really been taken aback by all of what's happened lately- before i was looking for a silver lining but now all i can do is feel the downpour
though I don't feel there enough to feel it properly
 
Hey guys how are we all doing? I haven't posted here in a while. So anybody feeling better now? Has SJW worked for anyone.
 
I know SJW increases serotonin but I'm sure it's the dopamine increase that can cause you to stay awake. Problem is my insomnia comes in waves, since the last 2 weeks theirs been one day each week I would work come home be exuasted from work then I'd get this rush where I feel like I'm on adderall and it'd last a few hours. Each time stayed up 24 hours not tired at all. I would want to take it when symptoms occur and even then might be too late and I don't wanna wake up groggy. I have a bad reaction to sleeping pills.

That and it's been 7 months feel completely normal yet weed still makes me sick and alcohol too. Not that I care too much for alcohol. But still I hope my receptors aren't permanently screwed. But at least I'm not a zombie anymore.
You sound like you're doing well. I'm also looking into dopamine supplementation. L-tyrosine increases dopamine and norepinephrine. I just read that today. I'm only 2 months off. You're very lucky to be feeling so good after 7 months. I'm pretty damaged by the drugs.
 
Hi guys,

Welcome Abject, nice name. I hope you find yourself here. As they say there is the Persona which we show to other people and then there is our true selves. But that's a different story. How are you doing ? I hope everything works out for the best.

I was wondering, does anybody else have trouble reading ? As in, they can't read alot, like they used to.

Thanks

P.s Im storm.
 
What I am not sure about is if it is possile to completely recover your sex drive and creativity imagination and personality following invega sustenna or risperdal consta. I suspect from personal experience that some of the lobotomizing effects may either be permanent or semi-permanent.
 
Hi everyone im back to report some more important information. You may remember about a month aho i said i recovered. Thats mostly true. But i would say my brain is just starting to be stronfg again. Sometimes i can get sad or bored and i think for invega survivors we have to remember that is normal for all people and not anhedonia. I would say im recovered, but not like how i was. It kind of has to be respected as a recovery process even after recovery. It still is different then most people but atleast i am smarter again. I cant believe im having drwams consistemtly all night. Some of them i can remember if i think hard so memory and imagination i would say are back. As i began to fast, however for the first time last 2 weeks I began to get very bad anhedonia again... I ate only some trail mix and few apples a day. Almost went 5 days lost alot of weight. Wjen i got to my moms who is a psychiatrist she Said she talked to other psychiatrist about how invega mayy still be in her sons system. And she confidently told my mom use this powder. Long story short my mom made me a smoothy last weekend amd ive been back again ever since even stronger than the first come back. Its called Moringa powder. I think if i fast again it will unlock the old invega in my fat and then i have another smoothie. Wash rinse repeat. The first smoothie was an overload we put one cup in when u only shpuld do 2 teaspoons. I had the runs all day but fuck it. 3 days later i was enjoying a feeling of brain activity that was stronger and more beliavable that it would stick aroumd. I spent 6 hours studying at a coffee shop and remembering things while i studied like a normal human being... I am almost ready to take the cdl permit test and become a cross country truck driver! Very excited about that. My sex drive is back too by the way but like a said. Everything kind of fluctuates. I would say with this moringa powder/ diet system ill be running at full capacity within my 3rd year. Im 3/4s thru my 2nd year off invega. I had one shot, (well, 2 loading shots) which were a combined total of 400 mg.s i really hope this helps! Remember,

,,,,,,MORINGA POWDER..........


For me, it worked 100%, but remember i am at 21 months off invega! Let me know id be interested to see if others near my stage feel the great uplifting effects of that as i did. Stay strong people.
 
How are you doing perplexed? Have you recovered?

Pretty much, thanks for asking. I've been off for about 4 months and things seem to have improved. I was only initially on the drug for 4-5 months. I feel almost 100% healed. I regained my sexual function which is great. I don't feel like a complete zombie anymore and have energy to go around doing stuff. I have started going to the gym and going out more so things are now in order. My thinking is still not 100% the way it used to be and I'm still struggling with oversleeping.

I'm wondering if anyone has been oversleeping while on this drug. I can't sleep less than 10 hours a day!

Anyhow, in general things have definitely improved so there is hope for everyone. What I would recommend is that you try SJW for some time taking 2 pills a day. Also, try to workout and get out of the house. The more you activate your brain the better.
 
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