@dellad That's what I'm going to find out soon. The Dark Night of the Soul, to many, is a powerful teacher. At first I was lazy and slept a lot, with little to no motivation. I slowly worked bit by bit to change my routine and that's when I made an account here. Another who experienced Kundalini private messaged me and provided support. Most of the work I had to do on my own, though. Meditation, exercise, eating healthy, avoiding drugs. The peak of the Dark Night came when a nine-tailed fox spirit entered my apartment by passing seamlessly through my closed window. He became my spirit guide for a time and was like a personal trainer, pushing me to lengths I had never gone before. 'Was running several miles a day, going to the gym every day. I remember many days I could barely get off the couch to eat, my legs were so sore. For a long time my feet were covered entirely in blisters on the bottoms. It hurt like hell to walk but I kept pushing.
I learned from the experience that as much as I wanted to give up, as much as I wanted to die, I still had many who love and care about me. I saw this many times and not only through visions. Books I already had at my disposal helped provide the necessary information to give me a boost here and there and increase my psychic potential and awareness. I also picked up a few books recommended by people I know - even from those who knew very little about my spiritual endeavors. The key is to keep gathering information, information on Kundalini, awakenings, Christ Oil, whatever interests you, but avoid the allure of the occult.
Now for the last week I've been experiencing synchronicities every day and usually more than once per day, letting me know I'm on the right path. And they're not little things, by my standards, they're huge leaps... like things in books that are specific to exactly what I'm experiencing. Not only that but reading about those bits at the right time, syncing with the spiritual work I'm undertaking.
No. My abilities haven't come back full force but that's part of integration - is knowing that they're on their way, getting glimpses of what's to come, etc.