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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v.2

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Who else did experience severe insomina? When did it start to get better?
When did the first windows come?
 
I tried the half life calculator. Seems like I have 5 mg Xeplion left, 8.5 mg Invega Sustenna. Even if such small doses, my sleep is not back to normal. I sometimes have good nights of sleep but never feel fully rested.
I envy HateInvega and the record breakers. I guess some people are naturally fast healers.
Day 128

Good
Normal sex drive
Emotions 100% back
Decent memory
Decent sleep

Bad
Lack of motivation
Can't exercise like I used to
 
Can someone tell me what the two loading doses in America are (150mg and 100mg in Europe)?
 
@zack365: it will happen. you can never tell when for sure but all things considered you doing great healing fast. a few speed bumps are nothing to let get in the way. take it one day at a time. loads of improvement since you first started posting.
 
Anybody cry everyday? I know crying is pointless but I can?t help but feel like I?m a let down to my mom. I love my mom very much she sacrificed everything for me. I was going to write some scripts for Hollywood before all this started and I was dreaming of buying a nice house and car for my mom in Cali but now she has to take care of me. She calls me everyday to see how I?m doing and I lie about doing better but all I do I lie in bed with no hope for the future. If my memory is decent it would be a different story because anhedonia and avolition can be worked through and all and I?m glad there are success stories like zack but if you search the whole forum you?d see that there are some people like Abject who never really recover even after just two doses.
 
Also I wanna ask is the half life elimination dependent on how much we excrete through shit piss and sweat? Or even if I just laid on my bed with going to the loo six times a day will my half life still be eliminated? I don?t get how this works. If exercising like a fiend half life span is thirty six days, will laying down like a statue garner the same time of half life? How does it work?
 
Hey there. I'm really worried. I go to sleep worried. Barely sleep. "Wake up" worried. The whole day worried. I can't stop being worried that this hell never ends and I will end up like this for the rest of my life. I couldn't live like this. I'm so hopeless. I'm so scared. I don't know what to do. I cannot distract myself

@shadypenguin I cry almost every day because I'm so desperate. But it's not a releasing crying, but a hopeless forced crying
 
@shadypenguin : Sorry, I kind of understand your pain. Not to the full extent of course. I think you and your mother will come out of this hell even stronger. Your memory will get better. I swear, mine is gettin better.
Plus, I definitely believe sports and exercising get rid of the toxins faster, you could save yourself from another month or two of this hell. But, I did a decent amount of sport with even with invega. I sweat more, I pee more often, there are days when I feel like giving up but when the motivation is back I give myself a new running or sport session. You'll get through this.

@Yeshuah : as time goes by, faith and hope both come back.

To the room, I believe some of you might be going through the same problem. Before the shots, I was an athletic college student and I loved everything I was doing. Now, I feel diminished, I used to have opportunities with girls. Now I am more like begging for attention sometimes and this is a horrible feeling. I hope no one has to ever feel like that again. I am not looking for fame but just looking for my pride, my dignity, my personnality and be able to make everyone's day better just by my presence and good mood. It kills me when I see my friend who is super productive, socialising and doing lots of stuffs. Why does it make me feel bad? Simply because I can't be like him for now.

If you are going through this as well, just know it gets better.

I saw a young man, probably around 25 years old waiting at the hospital to get injected an other Xeplion 75 mg shot (Invega Sustenna 117 mg). My heart went out to him. He was slow as hell, could barely talk, a bit overweight, no pride, no self-confidence. Janssen has no shame, we are test subjects for their miserable products.
 
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@zack365: it will happen. you can never tell when for sure but all things considered you doing great healing fast. a few speed bumps are nothing to let get in the way. take it one day at a time. loads of improvement since you first started posting.
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Thanks for the kind words
 
shadypenguin said:
Also I wanna ask is the half life elimination dependent on how much we excrete through shit piss and sweat? Or even if I just laid on my bed with going to the loo six times a day will my half life still be eliminated? I don?t get how this works. If exercising like a fiend half life span is thirty six days, will laying down like a statue garner the same time of half life? How does it work?
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It gets filtered by your kidney 80%. No matter what you do, your body will filter it, even if you're laying down. Drink as much water as you can, but don't exagerate
 
That would be me. I have serious sleep issues which is partly why I don't know how I can hold down a job.
 
@Empty1128, if you find an alternative way and heal faster, it's good news.

To the room, just giving some hope. My emotions are 100% back and I can tell you that I feel amazing while listening to songs I love. Life is beautiful and we can't let these crappy injections ruin it. Peace to you all and heal quickly.
 
Yeshuah said:
Can someone tell me what the two loading doses in America are (150mg and 100mg in Europe)?
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I felt a all around huge difference at 6 months off the injection.

My loading doses were, 1st injection, 156mg and 117mg a week later. 117mg each month there after. I'm from the US.
 
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