Well dang, at least you still dream about your old healthy self, I can't even escape my sad reality while sleeping. But anyways I'm currently over 6 months off, in about a week from here it'll be 7 months and even then I still have a long way to go in terms of recovery. I said it before but it bothers me cuz it just feels like I'm wasting away, desperately trying to recover from this poison, though I guess the majority of us have this problem too. I also read that you mentioned you're 19 at the moment, it really sucks that you're at the point where you just had more "freedom", only to get injected with this crap too. It happened to me when I was a bit under 22 1/2.