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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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Ayden said:
Hell ya man I will do all the things I hesitated to do. Such as music I was really talented at rapping and everyone told me to release my music but I never did. I pray I get all my abilities back so I can do what my former self was going to do. You’re lucky bro you have just over 200mg that was injected in you. I had over 1000mg and I’m 19. Life feels like it has ended right after high school. So fucked I just wanted to succeed and now I get no joy from the things I do. I miss all my old feelings.
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We’re in a very scary situation. The only positives I can think of is when we fully recover the rest of our lives will feel easy and we’ll appreciate life so much. But it’s so hard to stay hopeful. We’re all fighting the same battle and there are people before us who fully recovered
 
Invegaishell said:
Hopefully you feel better soon. 17 shots Is a lot, how many milligrams was it?


I have for the most part. It’s not the same as before though. It is Not as strong. Still way better than it was. I am at least attracted to females again.
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Did you have problems with erections at first?
 
Invegatorture said:
We’re in a very scary situation. The only positives I can think of is when we fully recover the rest of our lives will feel easy and we’ll appreciate life so much. But it’s so hard to stay hopeful. We’re all fighting the same battle and there are people before us who fully recovered
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Yes let’s make full recoveries man. Praying for you as well brotha.
 
Ayden said:
Hell ya man I will do all the things I hesitated to do. Such as music I was really talented at rapping and everyone told me to release my music but I never did. I pray I get all my abilities back so I can do what my former self was going to do. You’re lucky bro you have just over 200mg that was injected in you. I had over 1000mg and I’m 19. Life feels like it has ended right after high school. So fucked I just wanted to succeed and now I get no joy from the things I do. I miss all my old feelings.
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You have any raps we could hear
 
Baddream said:
Anybody have recommendations of tv shows to pass time? I’ve been watching true crime and police interrogations like chris watts, casey anthony, grant amato, etc. Need some new material to indulge in
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Not exactly true crime but a navy SEALS investigation. "The Line" on apple tv :)
 
Rulomaner said:
2 years and you still feel like you are recovering? Wtf man
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He has made significant improvements in some areas though. I think the anhedonia is still lingering. But we have to combat it. Sitting at home isolated only makes things worse. Speaking in general, not directed towards anyone in particular
 
Ayden said:
I have the same problem everyday I just worry it really sucks. It’s 5:47 and I just woke up first thing I do is hop on here and read. Hate this shit I just want me back. I dream about the old me and wake up to this hard reality. I was losing an insane amount of hair every time I took a shower until recently it has stopped. I’m 2 months off the injection how about you
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Well dang, at least you still dream about your old healthy self, I can't even escape my sad reality while sleeping. But anyways I'm currently over 6 months off, in about a week from here it'll be 7 months and even then I still have a long way to go in terms of recovery. I said it before but it bothers me cuz it just feels like I'm wasting away, desperately trying to recover from this poison, though I guess the majority of us have this problem too. I also read that you mentioned you're 19 at the moment, it really sucks that you're at the point where you just had more "freedom", only to get injected with this crap too. It happened to me when I was a bit under 22 1/2.
 
How does these feel (+ how much effort some of them require): coffee, music, winning, flashbacks, running and work are few of a good ways to measure anhedonia.
Perception of time passage is also linked with anhedonia.
 
CrimsonThornX said:
Well dang, at least you still dream about your old healthy self, I can't even escape my sad reality while sleeping. But anyways I'm currently over 6 months off, in about a week from here it'll be 7 months and even then I still have a long way to go in terms of recovery. I said it before but it bothers me cuz it just feels like I'm wasting away, desperately trying to recover from this poison, though I guess the majority of us have this problem too. I also read that you mentioned you're 19 at the moment, it really sucks that you're at the point where you just had more "freedom", only to get injected with this crap too. It happened to me when I was a bit under 22 1/2.
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Have you recovered?

CrimsonThornX said:
Well dang, at least you still dream about your old healthy self, I can't even escape my sad reality while sleeping. But anyways I'm currently over 6 months off, in about a week from here it'll be 7 months and even then I still have a long way to go in terms of recovery. I said it before but it bothers me cuz it just feels like I'm wasting away, desperately trying to recover from this poison, though I guess the majority of us have this problem too. I also read that you mentioned you're 19 at the moment, it really sucks that you're at the point where you just had more "freedom", only to get injected with this crap too. It happened to me when I was a bit under 22 1/2.
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I meant have things gotten better I see you did not recover.
 
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