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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v. 7.0

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t_xeplionhell said:
After you recover 10%, it's likely feeling negative emotions will become noticeable but weak. At 10% you'll be able to have positive experiences to a very minimal degree.

Between 10-20% you'll be able to be social and go out with friends and party. You'll still hate waiting or staying at same place for too long, so add some dynamic.

Being 10-20% will make watching 90% of TV content be like torture, and you'll build tolerance to it fast, the same goes for music.
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That wasn’t necessarily true for everyone. This sounds like your personal recovery. For me, I am at 11 months and I still can’t be social or go out and party with friends. I also feel negative emotions very heavily
 
I just wanna die men, i cant pull more chemicals in my brain and cant live in this state. Its fucking awful. I would have never tried anything from psychiatry, they are full of shitty poisons they dont even understand themselves how they can affect human brain. Its pure misery in itself. I really need a fucking gun or i dont know what am i capable of doing
 
Rulomaner said:
Schizophrenia is not real, lol
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There is no way to prove schizophrenia exists. Scientist have predictions on why people behave that way and it has to do with increased dopamine. I believe in mental health difficulties but it is for a doctor to determine if a person has schizophrenia through an assessment. So it’s basically a doctors judgement. There is no scientific way to prove it, like if someone has cancer, a condition that can be proven.
 
Rulomaner said:
Really guys, is over for me
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You might recover. Stay strong and keep going , if you have no improvements in 2 years then it’s probably permanent for you or anyone with no improvements in that time , but until then you don’t know for sure , hang in there man
 
mouha said:
But this is the beginning , i stopped invega at dose 117 mg in march after 9 injections and still taking 1 mg respiredone for tapering, are you think i will make recovery
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It’ll take forever and your still on meds
 
Mucky said:
You might recover. Stay strong and keep going , if you have no improvements in 2 years then it’s probably permanent for you or anyone with no improvements in that time , but until then you don’t know for sure , hang in there man
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I know for sure bro, no one can recover from such an abusive ingest of psyc drugs like antipsychotics are. Its inhuman. Think of it. Its like taking MDMA inyectable form to have it in your brain during months and months without a little pause, never, just pump and pump. The brain is plastic, and thats why it changes. Change doesnt mean coming back, and thats why we probably never come back again. If you change something it means literally change, moving on, and moving on means your neurons, cells, proteins, move on aswell, how do you stop something from evolution (induced by chemicals), you would have to reverse it more than recovering from it. Its true somepeople have recovered but the dose they intook wasnt as bad as the one we have taken, as well as pills arent always pumping and pumping, they are like a little explosion. Therefore, my conclusion is that I cant stand not coming back. Its just that.
 
And I suffer each day. Seeing other people be happy and full of dopeshit chemicals is like seeing your mom die (when everything is right in terms of chemicals) and not been capable of helping her, and thats not near it because we play 1st person not 3rd, loosing someone is never gonna hit as hard as feeling dead inside. Your mom would be dead but you are still alive, able to do things ( doesnt mean that uf you are depressed that changed, you are capable as well, you just dont want to). So yeah, its like a real nightmare that has become true
 
The worst thing is not only that, but being incapable of getting relax, wow, i never thought this shit would exist. This is incredibly incredible. That fucking feeling of not been able to, you know, that feeling is the one that makes me want to die. Not only you can enjoy but you cant fucking get a relaxed mood because you literally dont feel your body like it used to before. Is all fucking chemicals shit I want to die
 
I would prefer being a bird or a tree in other life. At least I wont remember I am disabled compared to normal people. I would even prefer not being nothing at all, like not be nothing, just nothing, at least you dont feel disabled..
 
I always wanted to live the rest of my life to old age. Now i just want this to end. Rulomaner i know exactly what you mean about your body feeling different and not being able to relax. It’s debilitating
 
Rulomaner said:
I would prefer being a bird or a tree in other life. At least I wont remember I am disabled compared to normal people. I would even prefer not being nothing at all, like not be nothing, just nothing, at least you dont feel disabled..
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A golden retriever to a wealthy family in America would be my dream in another life. Named Max or somethin
 
Rulomaner said:
There is no exit for this feeling, that s the most debilitating thing
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I do recommend medication. Not other antipsychotics. But I’m on a mood stabilizers and anti anxiety medication and it has helped tremendously. I would be curious about anti depressants as well. Anything to help ease the pain while we’re going through this.
 
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