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Coming off 1 year .5 insuffulated Herion addicted. Using subs (HELP PLEASE)

Opiate withdrawl

I've been using oxy heavy for over a year (150+ mg/day). I recently went to thailand on vacation and took subs with me fully intending to withdrawl. I got there and felt perfect, no withdrawled no nothing.. Didn't even take the subs.. Didn't need to. I can also take subs after using oxy all day with No perpetuated withdrawal. I would be curious if anyone else has experienced this. How could a habit that large for so long not leave my body dependent?
 
Another example of something that goes against all accumulated experience. I think you guys are able to violate the laws of thermodynamics.
 
Well I did it.. I bypassed my last Suboxone dosage. It's now been about 100hrs since my last .5 sub use and only have had .5 int he last 7 days. Got about another 4-5 hrs of sleep last night with the help of Klonopin. Symtoms right now on day 5 after last dosage are Fuzzy/Dizzy feeling in head, Yawning like every 15 secs. No hot n cold flashes, minor fatigue, no sneezing yet, a slight runny nose, that's about it. I will update you throughout the day... It may get worse it may not. I'm proud I said no to that last dosage of Sub!! NOW I feel like there is a LIGHT at the end of the tunnel!

Taper was 12-6-4-2-1-.75-.5-.5-0-.5-0-0.5-0-0-0-0. There is the Taper scheduleI followed. I am NOT going to bring any subs to work, that way if something goes haywire Ill have to wait about 110 hrs or soo lol :P 4 1/2 5 days. This is where I hear withdrawal is the worst for suboxone... but I did taper properly hopefully mien was the worst on day 2-3 like it was.. whats everyone's input on that? Much love everyone god bless!
 
Since stopping Suboxone 4 days ago.. My shits have been BRIGHT GREEN sometimes.. I feel like I have bloated gassy GUT... is this normal? It's very uncomfortable.

Update: Just got off work Now I'm at like 110 hours since last sub use, and at about 3pm my symtoms have worrsened. Weakness, fatigue, Extrmely cold. WTF I had a graet day yesterday on day 4... and now on day 5 at the end of day 5.. it went in reverse.. GRRR
 
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Hi bro, been a while.

I have been delighted when I've read you were feeling better !! Congrats to you bro. You are becoming the success story !

Now I'll admit that it is kind of weird you get to feel a little worse. But I am confident there is no shitstorm on it's way. You are beating this and almost at the finish line. At least for the physical symptoms. And that is enough. You got enough will and motivation to get through ! I have to say I am really happy for you, however it may feels, however it punctually fluctuate, globally you are bound to get better and better by each days now. Take it one day at a time, this is how you beat this.

Don't forget us. I know I like gettting updated. Keep it up bro !
 
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Thanks man. I am in this to win this. No worries. I'll keep you all posted multiple times during the day. The mind is "powerful beyond measure" I GOT THIS!
 
adder said:
My piece of advice is don't switch between heroin and buprenorphine, you're just going to lose your Zubsolv that way and get angry not getting high off heroin. There are plenty of threads here on BL with people switching between heroin and buprenorphine for a few days or weeks, and ending up taking more heroin than they did in the first place.
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*raises hand* yeah, don't do it *slaps self on the face* I never learn 8)
 
12-6-4-2-1-.75-.5-.5-0-.5-0-0.5-0-0-0-0-0 Day 5 of no suboxone. and 18 days since I started this whole thing. I only needed to dose 9 times out of those 18 days.... Havnted had a suboxone in over 120hrs now. Woke up again in withddrawwl. SNEEEZING this is a 1st symtom I've NOT had yet. non stop sneezing and like this dizzy/foggy brain lol. and the runs. Fatigue isnt has bad as last night but I Just woke up and not as cold. This is going to be so fun. There is a sub right in front of me... You know how hard it is not to use and feel better.... But I want to feel better forever MORE! Lets gooo!

Edit: Yes its 3am... Cna't sleep from the restlessness/Sneezing attacks. It HAS to get better from here cmon Day 5.. and only .5 in the last WEEK(7)days.
 
Ha ha ha !!

Weirdly enough I never sneezed during withdrawal... Oh but the cold !!!

Anyway keep it up you are doing great. I wouldn't be surprised if by the end of the day you felt that all in all it was easier than yesterday. And if you are not there yet, it won't be too long before you are.

Phil.McKeer said:
I think I know what you mean...lol.
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Lol you can tell english isn't my first language can you ;) Well I meant that even if for a few minutes or hours you feel kind of worse, at the end of day you feel you are getting better and better each days.
 
Still no suboxone use.. about 128 hrs without subs now... Still having physical symtoms but mentally.. I don't have cravings or anything. Do you think I'm experiencing the "pink cloud effect" where you feel great, motivated and dont want to use? or is that much later then where I am now?
 
Yep, I'm done with the subs unless some reason that I fucking got horrible all of a sudden thats not gonna happen. Its been steady on how I feel all day.. pretty shitty but nothing too intense. Fatigue is bad. No energy AT ALL. but yep at work, so ITs nice not even having the option to use it and keep my mind busy, and seperate that time gap as long as possible ;). Tomorrow will be 6 days off subs at exactly 6am. 144 hrs... SO hopefully when I wake up tomororow (if I get sleep) I will feel a difference.


Only got about 2 1/2ish hours of sleep last night.... Its so strange being SOO TIRED both mentally and physically and not being able to fall asleep. One of the WORST things about this expeirence...

I do feel fortunate that I am able to drink coffee without causing bad anxiety, IF read forums that say DO NOT DRINK CAFFEINE during withdrawal cuz itll make it 100x worse... it gives me LITTTTTLEEE pick me up when I drink some... but nothing near close to normal energy.
 
I'm gonna give you some words of advice,that I still look to to this day for guidance,my drug dealer blocks simply and eloquently put it"Quit Bithin Pussy"(in a strong dominican dialect). I get weepy to this day remembering those words of wisdom he imparted to me on that cold,blustery day on a North Philadelphia street corner. I don't quite mean it to that extent(lol) but I believe you are way to focused on how you feel and how you will feel. I know you feel like shit but doing something to stimulate your mind or jerking off or something else anything besides uber focusing on symptoms. You are doing great and I m really happy for your progress,youu re on your way!
 
I agree with the conman. The more you focus on your symptoms, the more pronounced they'll seem. I know a big part of it is based on you sharing the information with us, but I can't help but wonder if the symptoms will lessen if you're not focusing on them with a big magnifying glass.

Anyways, we're with you 100% of the way. You got this.
 
Here is the thing.. I don't mean to sound cocky, arrogent or anything. I just wlll tell everoyne I Beat herion addiction and tramadol, and Suboxone. ThE FUCKING MIND is POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE> if you WANT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You will go fFUCKINGg get it. Regardless of some pitty party complinaing session.. ofwietharawal. thats soo bad.. you hsoudlnt of absued hte drug. YOU DESRVE THIS... what comes up ....MUST come down... its just how it its.. Recognizine yourself/abilities... becomef who you truly are... Be yourself. GRIND. LOVE>... DEALLLL. Have passion! BEAT IT. PROVE IT. DO ITTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got this beat guys.....i I"lll posting but...shit THere
is no point in return.

Symtoms..tomorrow will be 6-7 days without subs. withdrawals come? Who cares? I feel a ltitle pain? Thats it? MAN the FUCK UP..Beat this hsit.. you gonna let somepil or powder controlo YOU?? shit.. they got priopritires FUCK UP.
 
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Bhall99 said:
Here is the thing.. I don't mean to sound cocky, arrogent or anything. I just wlll tell everoyne I Beat herion addiction and tramadol, and Suboxone. ThE FUCKING MIND is POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE> if you WANT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You will go fFUCKINGg get it. Regardless of some pitty party complinaing session.. ofwietharawal. thats soo bad.. you hsoudlnt of absued hte drug. YOU DESRVE THIS... what comes up ....MUST come down... its just how it its.. Recognizine yourself/abilities... becomef who you truly are... Be yourself. GRIND. LOVE>... DEALLLL. Have passion! BEAT IT. PROVE IT. DO ITTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got this beat guys.....i I"lll posting but...shit THere
is no point in return.

Symtoms..tomorrow will be 6-7 days without subs. withdrawals come? Who cares? I feel a ltitle pain? Thats it? MAN the FUCK UP..Beat this hsit.. you gonna let somepil or powder controlo YOU?? shit.. they got priopritires FUCK UP.
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You on some benzos or something right now lol? :p no disrespect, just noticed that post is riddled with spelling errors.
 
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