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Bluelighter
Hey I'm a fat guy, serious question 

Is methadone and subs the same thing just in a different form? All the talk of mg. this and mg. that...I'm confused.lol.
When I get on methadone I usually follow the program the best I can so I get my take homes. it sucks but it is what it is and it keeps me off the dope. But I always start drinking more and more when off the opiates. If the clinic would let me smoke weed I would hardly drink. But all in all I have better results with the 'done then with subs. With subs I get a month supply and I am able to cheat because I don't have to be accountable. But with the methadone I gotta worry about all the random drug tests.@welder. I think you are the first person that has praised methadone, if my memory serves me right(and my memory is not the best these days). Usually people regret ever going on that stuff because it keeps you in the addiction looping cycle. They use that shit, use that shit, until they cave in and get the real thing and then hit bottom again and go back on meth and the cycle continues. With me, the job I have now, I'm trying to treat with a little more respect than the usual 'don't give a shit' attitude. And I usually would go cold turkey in the past and just bum it out, be sick(call in sick) and get over it. With this job, I have to keep using to not feel sick at work. So in other words I'm stuck. The two days off are hardly enough time to tackle this beast.
In any case, you are doing it and for that I applaud you.
And no, you can't control this shit, it's not a "weekend warrior" type of drug. You are absolutely right.
Later.
They hit you with a shot of naloxone son. Worst fucking feeling in the world but grateful as well.